What Happen Yesterday...

So early in the morning, and its my rest day! Yesterday was fun, I want out with friends just hanging on the mall, shopping and we watch movie with no sleep at all, we’re like “adik’ coz we are 24hrs a wake, so when I got home bagsak ako sa kama…but it was so much fun, next week will be going to divisoria for some Christmas shopping…

What’s the update on my training on my new accnt…well let me break it down how it sucks! On the first day, everyone thought that the system are all working but on the time that we’re suppose to log in, a problem occur in the system, only on person can log in in one password…so we end up using one computer…on the first day they show us that what we’re going to do is so easy…on the second day, its basically the same, system still down, we only use one computer, and the worst part is they break us into group and then when its not your groups turn you have to go back taking calls again…that sucks!…and on the third day…well guess…yup still the same as the other day…and still the american’s want to launch the account on Monday, even the agents are not the familiar with the tools…fourth day, jeje same…the good new the launching of the new account has been move to Tuesday…hay…

§my new team and my friend§

This is weird, im with my new team, and this is also the last day that we are all taking calls, tomorrow will be our training.its weird that im sitting beside my new team mate, she's from the morning shift, so I don’t know her that well, but I think she's a cool girl, i have two batch mate included in the team, ate nice ang gay, actually most of them are my friends...

I miss my old team, though I've always wanted to be tranfer, I never thought that it will make me feel this lonely, I miss raq, cindy and kuya erick, there on rest day today so i never had the chance to say goodbye, but its ok ill still see them tomorrow. what ever happen to kc? speaking she's already here, she late jeje...

I don’t know what to expect in training but from what I've heard it will still be the same with what we're doing right now its just that we're also going to get some order from the customer, geez im so nervous and excited.

my date last oct, he keep on apologizing on what had happen on that day that we went out, masyado daw xa naging emotional, I mean its ok that's one of the reason why we also go out is for me to listen to all of his problem (w/ regards to his ex), and make him realize that the kind of relationship that that we have, most of them dont last (we can only extend our love but in the end, still noting last 4 ever), and also to make him realize that there is a lot guys out there that would want to recieve his love (and im one of them).if only im that good looking, maybe he will consider me (im so bitter). i mean im ready to be the rebound guy, but...hey all i can say is that things happen for a reason, who knows maybe now is not the right time...

I love my team

don’t you just hate it when you belong to a group who you like but the person who stand to be your leader sucks! That’s what im feeling right now, this is the second time that I have been put in a team with a useless leader, and i really thank god that he transfer me to another account. here are some reason why i dont like him, first, he is so gay, i mean so gay, he may be str8 acting but he is so gaaaaaaaaaay, everytime that we have a meeting, its like joke time all the time no one take him seriously bec he him self is not even serious, and then magagalit xa pag di xa sineryoso, i mean what is that? if you want to be respected by your team you have to act professionaly...second is, if his agent is good he will not make the initiative to do something for his agent to have a better position in the company, for example kuya M---- he has been an asst coach for like so long and some of kuya's batch mate are all coach already...i mean how selfish is that?....third he is very hard to approach, forth, he dont care that much about the team conversion and individual conversion...that's why im so lucky that i was transferd, bec i know that i don't have a futre with him...no wonder other coach also think that he is useless. and right now im so lazy to take calls,i think this will be my last week on this team and i love it, maybe that's why im lazy...i dont want him to be happy.

I really dont know what to expect on my new accnt but one thing is for sure it will be a blast bec im under coach max so i well taken care off,

Better to be Friends

Sometimes its best for two person to stay friends rather than having a relationship, it would be much better not to risk the bond that you have right now, because from what I've notice...some of the friends that I have did not end up good after trying their luck on love. well in my case we remain good friends despite of what happen.

I want out on a date last oct 29 and i was kinda hoping that, we have a connection (that he can be a potential partner) though i know in reality that we can never be because his still strugling to move on on his current relationship, its over between them its just that they both live in the same house, so its hard for him to move on... i mean seing your ex everyday and you in bed with him (bec he also sleep in the same bed) how hard is that, i mean its hard enough in my case to see my ex everyday in my work place and it will be triple hard if your living together right jeje...but no matter how i look at it we can never have a relationship, for so many reason i dont want to enumerate, so lets just leave it like that, we enjoy each other company i mean, were together the whole night hopping from one place to another, dringking to his problem.
no matter how i like him he can never love me back bec i know that he have standards (though i know he dont go for looks bec his ex is like...anyway but there is a posibility coz he is good looking) and i dont have that, im way to far or im the last person here on earth that he would consider having a relationship, and i hate my self for that, bec i let my self be my self, i know i lack things and i think im too reserv for him...i even told him that he remind me of the person that i once knew, but bec i know i dont have future with him i just let it be...after seing him reality strikes that it would take him that long to get over his ex, and if ever we'll have a relationship it will not last long, bec im just a rebound guy, and im too AMBITIOUS...