Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Changes...im not happy about it!

this week our schedule change so form march 28 to april 4 all of us have different time, i just hope that this is just temporary.it is sad because i got use to having nonoy with me everytime we go to work, we wait each other for our first break, lunch up to our last short break, but now for this week ill be doing that alone, its hard but i can do this...thank god that his rest day still falls on friday so we can still watch the procession...im counting the days that our sched will be back to normal, but im preparing my self for the worst thing that can happen that it migh continue up until next week...that would surely suck...

Friday, March 26, 2010

Special Moments

3:15 am on my clock, i cant sleep, so instead of me having a headache for forcing my self to sleep ill just write something na lang here on my blog while eating my fav snack oishi ridges...

i notice, with my relationship with nonoy one important thing that we have in common is our love for music we both love listening and singing to different kind of music, yun nga lang he is a good singer compare to me wala kasi ako sa tono kumanta hehehe, nonoy is into R and B kind of music mga Brian mcKnight yung trip nya, mga love song and ballad no wonder his very romantic, as per me im into dance music, upbeat and fun...i do listen to love song but not most of the time, im into Korean music even though i cant understand what they are saying pero na eenjoy ko naman...before i no longer listen and believe in love songs lagi naman kasi ako nasasaktan and naiiwanan or may mahanap man ako hindi ganoong ka lalim yung love...

Our love begins in Chicago were we hang out after shift and sing our hearts out, so even from the start music has something to do with our romance...doon lahat nag umpisa, somehow we express our feelings sa mga songs na kinakanta namin, yung ibang songs tell our story yung ibang songs help us to tell each other how we really feel

i have a lot of memories with him na pag sinamahan mo ng music it becomes more Super and Extra Special, madalas ito sa fx pag nag babyahe kami papasok at pauwi ng work, he dedicated a song for me entitled "think of laura" which he change the title to "think of Erdell" he will sing it to me while looking to my eyes and ako naman sobrang kinikilig every time he sing it me to whole heartedly, i can feel the sincerity of his love while he is doing that, kung hindi lang talaga nakakahiya isisigaw ko na mahal na mahal ko siya after nun yun nga lang nasa fx kami ba ka pababain kami heheh...i remember this one time na habang nag kukulitan kami biglang pinatugtog sa radio yung song na "i finally found someone" i told him that i like that song and habang nakikinig kami naka sandal ako sa kanya and it was perfect sobrang simple nung moment na yun pero naging especial because of that song...ang isa pang hindi ko malilimutan ay yung kinanta nya yung "pangarap ko" he recorded it to his cellphone and nung na sa roof deck kami ng office pinarinig nya sa akin and oh my gosh sobrang na touch and mas na in love ako sa kanya, lalo pa nung kinanta nya ng live, during that time feeling ko nasa isang love story na movie kami... nawala lahat ng tao sa paligid at para ako nasa cloud 9, napaka romantic nya talaga...iba yung feeling talaga, nawala yung stress ko na nararamdaman sa work dahil sa momnet na yon...

nonoy im sure naman na mababasa mo ito, i want you to know that i really....really love you...sabi ko nga sa sarili ko na i must have done something good to deserve you and to have you... ikaw na yung pinapanalangin ko noon...at ngayon ipinag kaloob ka nya sa akin...kaya tandaan mo na lagi lang ako nadito sa tabi mo, gagawin ang lahat mapasaya ka lamang ♥

marami pa tayong pag dadaanan at nakikita ko naman na kaya natin itong i survive...

I love you...I honestly love you

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Start of the week!

thinking of what to write, hmm i check my nails and i haven't cut it, somehow it look clean..ill just cut it tomorrow.


Nonoy and i were suppose to go to watson today to buy some personal items but since its trafic in our place which is rather un usual we just decided to go straight here to the office, we are late 3min so i log in at 7:35 pm, so far we there is only 5 agents who is taking calls, sommer is late and apple is on voice rest.

My rest day is fun as usual nonoy went to our house yesterday and it was fun we never run out of things to do, he sang me the song I Finally found someone and it was the sweetest thing! nakaka kilig yung moment namin, ako yung nag sising sa part ni barbara at xa naman si bryan adams ahaha hayz, an sweet talag ng nonoy ko, im so lucky that i or we found each other, we never expected this even from the start, sabi nga sa song we started out as friends and its funny how from simple things the best things begin"... Ang galing talaga ng mga lumilikha ng song yun...iyon na siguro ang isa sa pinaka magandang gift na ma re receive mo kay god, makagawa ka ng kanta that will touch all the lover who found there special someone, sana magaling din ako gumawa ng tula para may naibibigay din ako kay nonoy, pero xempre pwede naman ako mag try hihi

after that naipasyal namin xa ni mommy sa Pabasa, nonoy is catholic christian before so somehow he know or may idea siya about the Lenten season, i believe that it is his first time (im not quite sure) na makapunta talaga sa actual na Pabasa, na bigla xa how big yung mga santo sa Binangonan, hindi pa nya nakikita yung iba, i was able to capture it on video and na upload ko na xa sa facebook account ko... im just hoping na sana hindi mag bago yung restday namin para sa Black Friday ma witness nya yung prosisyon na may Patay na santo, sana hindi pa nya yun nakikita...

after that hinatid ko na xa sa sakayan and kahit don my monent parin kami i still have my video on hand and may moment xa dun hihi... ok naman yung video na upload ko narin sana lang eh magustuhan nya at hindi xa ma offend anyway cute naman siya dun...

today is the start of another week na bubunuin na naman namin, in away its ok because were together naman and so far na kaka survice naman kami, this coming thursday will be team james team building and parang farewell party narin for my TL since he will be resigning by the end of the month...

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Dreams...Dreams...Dreams

this is one of those days that most of your customer are complain g with regards to the service that they booked or received, my ears are tired of hearing this complain but there is nothing that i can do for this complain are the one the gives me money.

I've been dreaming of having my own business para hindi na ako ma mamasukan sa ibat ibang company, nakakatamad narin maging agent. pag nakapag ipon na talaga ako ill make sure to it ma convert ko yung house namin sa isang apartment since medyo malaki naman xa.

basta if its possible ill push through with my plan na maka alis ng bansa, para naman makapag try ako ng ibang work, im sure God will be there to guide me and protect me sa mga plan ko...

Buti na lang kahit mahirap ang work na eenjoy ko na pumasok because of nonoy, kahit na na stress ako tignan ko lang siya ok na ako (naks!) hehe in a way we are exchanging positive energy pag alam namin na down ang isa and it helps para ma survive namin ang araw sa work. pero minsan nakaka buryo na talaga, minsan hindi ko nalang sinasabi kay nonoy kasi ayw ko naman na tamarin xa, kahit na madalas nyang sabihin na tinatamad na xa pumasok, eto naman ako nag momotivate sa kanya na wag na tamarin, i know kasi na hindi pa time para umalis kami dito, we still need to save more money.

one more dream of mine that i would like to happen is that mag kasma kami ni nonoy sa iisang bahay, live in ba hehehe, it would be a new experience for both of us..i icant wait for that to happen, hay kung pwede ko lang siya itira sa bahay namin ginawa ko na masaya yun, lagi kami mag kasama, sabay pumasok lahat basta masaya yun hehe...
dadating din kami doon, sana malapit na hihi
im loving him more and more
ang sarap ng ganitong feeling, eto pala yung feeling na sinasabi sa akin before ni kuya eric, na once mahanap mo na yung totoong mag mamahal sayo doon mo lang malalaman yung true feeling ng love, and i can say na eto na nga yun, akala ko hindi na dadating sa akin yun, i must have done something good to deserve this...

Monday, March 15, 2010

Cloud 9 when im with you

i arrived home early today, in away it helps me to save more money, not unlike before that i have to withdraw  every other day because i over spend too much on food, this time medyo na lessen na xa, i hope na tutulungan ko din si nonoy to save up, although our fare is kinda high but in away ok lang kasi comfortable naman pag uwi, unlike sa jeep konti lang naman ang difference...

at work today we had our certification for empathy, lucky i pass, i dont know what i did but some how i made it, i was surprised how nonoy handle his phones cert, he is really good and i bet he got a high score on that, im sure nonoy will go a long way! (super Proud hehe)...

kanina while we are on the fx nilalambing ko xa and one of the song that i like was playing on the radio, i was hugging him at that time and when i heard na it was the song i inform him about that, iba yung feeling talaga, parang isang scene sa isang novela, everyone disappear and all you can hear is his voice singing the song that you like, my favorite part is when he sang the part "This is it, oh I finally found someone Someone to share my life I finally found the one To be with every night Cause whatever I do It's just got to be you My life has just begun I finally found someone"while he was singing that para akong nasa could 9, i felt his sincerity... one of those best moment...nagiging cheezy na talaga ako hehe pero i think that's the way it is when you are in love...

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Oi!

its been a while since na aux 3 kami, simula nung nabago yung sched namin usually pag pasok ko marami ng calls, unlike before na may 2hrs kaming avail.

hindi na rin ganun kasaya yung atmosphere dito sa office since maraming natatangal and marami yung na p-pull out sa floor for not hitting their metrics, isa na dun yun sa language proficiency, if you fail that and your met rices are low wala na you'll be out na in the account.

well so far my standing is close to the pit, any moment from now eh pwede akong matangal so far yung stack ranking ko is not good (Y___Y) kung kailan naman na ayaw mong matagal kasi nag eenjoy kana pumasok saka naman ganto ng yayari...

basta if ever na matangal ako dito ill push dun sa plan ko last year na maka alis dito and try to work in other country, i hope i have enough resources para maka alis, xempre gusto ko kasama si nonoy pag alis ko, gusto rin naman nya na maka alis na dito...hay

well enough of work stuff, i know na im just starting my week and marami pang pwedeng mangyari.

anu ba ng yari nung rest day ko, umm last thursday umaga narin kami nakauwi ni nonoy, sinamahan kasi namin yung friend nya na mag apply sa company, yun nga lang sad to say na hindi xa nakapasa, while waiting for his friend we had our breakfast at chowking and then we went back to the office para matulog sa sleeping quarters, super lamig pala dun pero ok naman, kulitan to the max hehe

last friday or yesterday nag punta ulit si nonoy sa house and ok naman as usuall special yun for me, waaa basta hehe

gabi narin xa umuwi kasi that day my cousin texted me and gusto nya na mag food trip kami sa may pantok together with my other cousin, i had a great time with them, we did a lot of cathing up, umuwi na kami around 10: 45 ata ng gabi after that natulog na ako...i can say that it was a nice rest day for me

this morning din medyo nag tampo ako kay nonoy for calling me "oi" i know that he did not mean that its just that i dont like that "oi" to be used especially to me, if you need to ask me something that bothers you do it in a manner that you will not offend me, as if im somebody who can be called as "oi" but its ok na, i just want him to be curious on his choise of words to me or to his close friend...

so far this Saturday is not a stressful day, 30 min before our log out they ask us to take the 30 min break that we did not consume during our lunch...

Monday, March 8, 2010

How we celebrate our first month

well its a little different the way i wanted it to be pero its ok, mag kasama naman kami sa work, kahit na nadelay yung lunch namin ng 2hrs eh ok lang, yung nga lang sobrang gutom at sakit ng ulo ang naramdaman namin hehe, so after na nakapag lunch na kami we spent it with mia and sam sa roof deck dun kami while relaxing kasi after that sabak nanaman sa calls...

i was really happy that he like the simple gift na ginawa ko,its a compilation of our picture during our first month, mas maganda sana yun kung hindi xa na rush pero never the less i saw na man na he really like it, he even show it to one of our officemate (awww ♥)

On his part he compose a poem with regards to our first month together which you can read below this entry, it talks about all the drama and all the trials that we face together that even in the end our love surpass it all. It was really nice...lahat naman ng poem na ginawa nya is really nice and heart warming, kaya nga ako na inlove ng todo eh hehe

na enjoy ko rin yung trip namin pa puntang work, i really feel loved and  secured everytime na ni huhug nya ako, ang sarap ng felling lalo na pag nakasandal ako sa kanya kung ako lang ayaw ko na matapos yung moment na yun...Dahil sa kanya mas nag eenjoy ako na pumasok, excited ako parati kasi alam ko na mag kasabay kami and pag nasa work pag short break namin nag kukulitan kami so somehow na lelessen yung stress, pag lunch naman namin enjoy din minsan pumupunta kami sa roof deck at doon kami nag momoment...

i love you so much noy, you are my happiness, my love my everything. im looking forward to spend more beautiful days with you , more monthsary to come and aniversary hehe

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Monthsary Poem ♥

A month full of trails was survived
A few weeks full of tests were passed
A lot of days, love prevails
And was proven that it really conquers all
I never forget how we understand each other
JuST to save the affair that we had
We both gave way to each other
Just to treasure every single moments that we've shared.
It's been a month since we had this wonderful relationship
And i can say that i was really blessed
Cause even though we encountered a lot of troubles
We still remain as we what we used to be


I was already satisfied with the love that you've given me
I'm contented with the affection that you've showed me
Cause even though some might thought that it was forbidden
I don't really care cause i found the true happiness in you!!!


I was really glad that i met someone like you
SOmeone that i really loved so much
I will always love you as long as I Can
And will treasure you here in my heart



I LOVE YOU MUCH MUCH MUCH!!!
HAPPY MONTHSARY MASTER!!!