I wonder...

I just finished reading someone else's blog, well I did not read all of the content I just read those that interest me, I have to say that her life is full of love, fun and happiness, not to mention a cute husband who loves her so much. I wonder if someone will take the time to do what I did on her blog browse through all the content and read it till the end.

I need to make my life more exciting, My life is a bit boring...I hope next year something change...and I need my blog to be fun and exciting, i will put a lot of pictures and less blah blah ^^

Vacation Plan for next year??

So I have been blogging about mostly what's going on with my life, its time to blog something different, something that I like ^^ which is fashion!!!

I may travel by next year (hopefully) and I have been thinking about what I would wear just incase that happen. I am looking at yesstyle.com for some inspiration and hopefully I will be able to full it off ^^ I just need to save up some money haha so here is the 1st look that I like.

I really like this style, its simple and very classy ( I just hope it will look good on me ^^ ) I like wearing shorts especially kung marami kayong pupuntahan na lugar, its very comfortable rather wearing a jeans. This style is nice if you are going on a beach, but i think you can wear this anywhere. I love the sandals that he is wearing I think its a good alternative for loafers, I  just hope I can find the exact or at least similar to what he is wearing.

This one is nice as well, I think I can full this off, parehas kasi kaming payat like the model ^^ I like the color of the polo and yung white na nasa collar at yung nasa braso. The only thing I dont like about wearing polo is that hindi ako comfortable sa kanya unlike wearing shirt, siguro dahil hindi lang ako sanay... The 2nd thing I like on this get up is the pants somehow it flatters the model and my only problem with this is I dont know where to buy this type of pants haha...How I wish I can make my own clothes...
I think I need to invest on a good belt as well, it add up to the whole get up ^^

 If only my body is like his, I will not have a problem in wearing a sleeveless tops. Every time I see a guy na maganda yung katawan, I am so ingit ^^ and wishing to have the same body that they have, sabi ko nga kung na kakabili lang ng katawan, pag iipunan ko talaga yun ^^ magastos kasi mag gym hihi (excuses)

So going back to what his wearing, this is very nice especially during summer, well there are some guys who also wear this type of get up if they are going to the mall or to the park and again I wish I can full this off..

For next year, my goal is to gain weight para mas ok ako tignan sa sleevless tops!

And finally my favorite, the basic v neck shirt. I dont think I will have a problem on this department since I have a couple of v neck shirts. I love the pants that he is wearing, its simple and the color is nice, but i dont think this will look good on me, I need to be super puti para mas ok haha

Comment lang ako dun sa guy, I cant help but to envy how nice his nose is...my gawd its so matangos ^^ I want!! Kahawig pa nya si Chan Tan San ^^

Welcome Back CS

So I am back again to my original department, I am a bit happy and sad at the same time. Happy kasi I miss my original team, I miss my boss na masungit pero mabait, I miss my station here kahit na medyo hindi maganda, umm ano pa ba..malapit sa cr..yun haha. Sad naman kasi dun sa ccp, karamihan ng tao mabait, friendly lalo na si Tl Joan, naramdaman ko talaga for the period of 1 week na ka team nila ako, I will aslo miss my station there na super tago na nakakapag cellphone ako ng walang makakahuli, nakaka panuod ng youtube na hindi ka mangangamba na makikita ka kasi nasa sulok ka haha and the last part na ma mi miss ko ay yung hindi kami nag ca calls

Siguro if that incident did not happen I or me and Reah will still be there, some how I mess up, iba kasi yung access namin sa access ng taga CCP so I was not able to see the fraud account, well TL told ,me that its not my fault and I should not feel bad about it, and to be honest I don’t feel bad about it, ok lang sa akin, somehow I know I did my part and kung may mali man ako nagawa the next thing to do it to move on and try not to make the same mistake.

On a more serious side, I was able to go to clinica manila yesterday to have my test for HIV, the weird thing about it is that they never told me that a doctor would need to interview me after the blood extraction, so when I got home the text me first asking me if I can go back to the clinic, I ask them if there is a fee for that but they did not reply, I am guessing that there is haha, also after my blood extraction, kuya called me up to let me know that he is on the house but he cant get in since naiwan nya yung susi nya…so I immediately hed home because of that… The only thing I need to worry now is wheather it will be positive or not, but I am hoping that it would be negative just like the last time, I am just concer because of what is happening on my body, like I am loosing weight, I have a cough and cold and I always have a tension headache… Oh lordy, I do hope that everything will turn out ok, I still want to live healthy.

Well that’s it for now J

Surprise!

Me holding a Taho, my favorite breakfast in the morning ^^
one of my simple joys!

Start of my week again :) I am now in the office and i just finished the last batch of orders that i need to verify... My boss is on lunch and I will take mine around 5:30am...

I would have to say that last week is full of surprises, why? well I have been stressing last week on how I can budget my remaining money till this week, I only have a few left and naaawa na ako sa savings ko because its running out -_-... But then, I was surprise that Steve has sent me an early Christmas gift ^^ and Oh my gosh It was like someone splash a super cold water on me, na gising talaga ako and the whole day I was thanking God for that blessing, I really did not expect it, as in!
I was able to breath because of what happen, atleast now I dont need to worry about the following days on when I am going to get money, and not to mention I can give some of it to my mom so we have something to prepare on Christmas! Again Thank you Lord, and thank you sooooo much Steve!

Seryoso naman ako dito haha 

Come what may but I do hope na hindi naman
sana mangyari sa akin yung kinakatakutan ko.

So earlier today I woke up early to do my laundry, but then the new washing machine na kabibili lang ni kuya is so hard to operate, I am scared that i might destroy it, funny thing on that machine is that it does not have a drain option, so i have to press a lot of button just for me to figure out how to drain the water, ending...I give up, so I decided to just rest and I plan on searching a video on youtube on how to operate it, well I looked at it now and there is none!... but then I decided to hand wash some on my clothes kasi ang aga pa and I dont want to waste my time doing nothing, so i did, i was able to finished it off and i was very tired...hayz haha

after that, i rest and went to the barber shop to have my hair cut! I have waited for 30 mins for me to have my hair cut but that kid, and not to mention i am sweating a lot for that place is hot. Non the less I got the cut that I want :)

Kahit anung mangyari cute pa din haha

So tama na ang pa cute, haha... now on more serious topic, I was alarm to receive a message from a friend asking me if I am sick, like HIV or AIDS sick...I had sex with him a few times and as far as I remember I always used condom, but then again I dont know. Ever since Jay and I broke up I have been engaged with some several activities involving sex... after being in a relationship for 3 years it was like I got freed and have sex with every guy I meet on line, I have to admit that I got out of control... So when I receive that message I immediately got nervous, i dont know why but maybe I am at high risk... so I have read online some of the symptoms of having HIV and well I can relate to some but not to all...especially the part that if you are infected you loose a lot of weight... hayz
So basta before I go home today I will get tested, may malapit naman na clinic dito so I can go there after, and i have the money to pay for the result, I got tested before and I was negative, I am hoping to have the same results...

New Department

So they decided to lend us to the Credit Card Processing for they have a lot of orders that they haven't verified. I am now sitting on my new station (yes they moved us) and I like where I am seated ^^ I am at the corner and I can browse freely haha, yung nga lang I cant enjoy watching youtube kasi yung port dun sa headset ko is not working so i need to use the one in the back (asar)... but non the less everything in ok...

Muntik na ako ma late kanina kasi nag kamali ako ng calculation sa oras, 12 na nga pala pasok ko and gumising ako ng mga 10pm, dapat pala hindi ako nag facebook non para hindi ako nagahol sa pag pprep, hindi tuloy ako nakapag ayos ng mabuti... naligo ako for like 5-7 mins and nag bihis ng mabilisan, dito na ako nag lagay ng wax, and as usual hagard sa byahe... One thing na na enjoy ko lang is may sumakay na super cute guy dun sa may metrowalk and he is super uber cute haha I can still remember his looks, my ideal guy, matangkad, maganda built ng katawan, maputi, i love his cheek bomes and his nose, hays tapos my dimple pa hihi... may kahawig sya na arista... nice din pala sumakay ng jeep paminsan minsan haha

So now I am not doing anything, they are requesting for my email to be change, dumating na din yun kalapit ko her name is Joyce Jimenez sana mabait... well anyway i need to end this... need to look busy ^^ 

New Blog update

So inumpisahan ko na yung layout ng new blog ko for next year and Im not feeling it yet. Its boring, siguro kasi wala pang post and draft palang... I want it to look nice and I want it to have my personality pero hindi ko pa xa na a achieve. I saw my friends blog yesterday and its really nice, I want to have the same haha ingitero lang...well syempre makikita ng mga friends ko yun so atleast yung presentable naman at cute.. I remember I was able to make a nice blog for my business yung vmobile na sa ngayon I dont know na what happen to the company... I will try to do it at home nalang siguro, dito kasi hindi ko magawa ng maayos kasi may calls o kaya an daming distractions...

Im loosing weight again, ang hirap mag pataba, especially now na medyo tight ako sa budget, hindi ako maka all in sa pag kain...well as I always say to my self that this too shall pass, makaka bawi din ako...maybe not now pero im sure makaka bawi ako...

There are some things that I want to put in here but i guess its not the right time yet, i dont want to jinx it but it is something exciting and it will all happen next year... for now I will leave it all to God who will decide what will happen to my future. Amen

December!

Its already December, just few more days and its Christmas! The most wonderful time of the year… Well Financially not for me, I guess no Christmas shopping for this year : ( but I guess its ok, I still have a lot of things to be happy about like I am healthy same sa my parents, I have a job, though the salary is not that big but at least I am earning and I am doing something, I can access the net here in the office and update this blog. So there, I may not buy a new clothes or a new shoes this year but its ok, I still have my family and friend who I love and cherish…I kinda miss my cousins though.

Also I am planning of creating a new and Improved blog for next year hahah, this one sucks, I cant even change the layout, its so boring : ( But this blog will not be forgotten, I will still put a link so that I can access it anytime, I have a lot of good memories in here, but I guess its time to create new memories : ) and that excite me ^_^