Merry Christmas to all!!! yey
I personally love Christmas my most awaited Holiday of the year ^^
This Christmas i celebrate it in the most simple manner that i know...no new clothes...no video...just giving joy to my inaanaks...thats the only time that i see them...every christmas so i make sure i have something for them when they visit me ^^...
Nonoy and i celebrate it with our families... so far so good..
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Monday, December 20, 2010
Relieve
As if now im listening to 2ne1 “cant hold us down” I really love the beat and I just saw today that there is an english version which makes it even more fun…
Well anyway last week entry is really serious, but now everything is somehow back to normal, I still have herpes but as days goes by it is slowly disappearing, this time I should really be more careful and make sure that everything is clean about me and nonoy…
One thing to be happy as well Is that I already have the result of my HIV test and I really thank God that it was negative, that made me and nonoy very happy…after that we hed to mega mall to visit the chapel to thank God for the wonderful gift that he has given me, we went to the adoration chapel were everything Is solemn…there I pray on my bended knee and I thank God for the gift…while praying I notice that tears are slowly dripping on my face and I just let it all out…I cried while nonoy is patting my back…I thank God for everything… while im in there I just remember that the last time that I visit that chapel was that I am also crying and I cant remember the reason why…but it doesn’t matter since I am happy now…and I thank I thank God for all the happiness that I have right now…
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Pinky
Pinky…ang new name ng aking bagong netbook…why pinky? Well you guess it right its because of the color…I do have the choice to have a color red netbook but there is this one store who gives me a bargain so I go ahead and grab it…they only have two colors avail that’s black and pink…I don’t want to have a conventional looking netbook so we chose pink and anyway its for home use only and who cares if its pink…I like it…we like it!
I have been dreaming of this moment that I am typing my blog entry at my lap on my own net book and now im finally doing it…things do come but it takes a while…I still need to learn how to wait sometimes ^__^…
Now lets move on to a more serious topic…well im on leave today that’s why I have the time to write this blog…nonoy is already at the office working from 9pm to 6pm so now im alone again in our room… we have moved by the way…we are now closer to our office we are now living under the roof of ate jade our former office mate…our room here is quite small compare to what we have in decastro but its ok what matter is we are close to the office and I am with my loving husband…so anyway back to serious mode..the reason for my leave is because I have herpes…yup I never thought that I would have this but I did…so now im on leave…thank god according to the doctor that this is not life threatening like other viral infection…during that time nonoy and I thought that it was a simple singaw cause by my high fever…pero hindi pala…parang binagsakan ang mundo ko while the doctor is telling the cause of herpes nawala yung lagnat ko habang nakikining ako sa kanya…ang alam ko kasi nag kakaganun lang yung mga tao na nakikipag sex kahit kanino…I know my self and I can make sure that nonoy is the only partner that I have for the past 10months and wala na ako ni meet pa bukod sa kanya…and nonoy on the other hand is virgin when it comes to things like this…sabi nga nia na I am the one who broke his virginity…so while the docto is telling me what to do…the only thing I can think off is sana mali siya…after the consultation he ask me if I would like to take the HIV test just to make sure that I don’t have any disease…during that time gusto ko na talagang umiyak I look at nonoy and he said to me ba tatagan ko loob ko pero that time hindi ko kaya…after the test and after naming lumabas ng clinic hindi ko na alam kung ano pinag iisip ko nakahit sa labas eh hindi ko mapigilan umiyak…pano kung ako nga…pano kung mahawa sa akin si nonoy…ako pa ngayon sisira sa kinabukasan nia…at kung ang result is positive anu na lang mang yayari sa akin? Xempre pag nalaman yun lalo ng nga family ko at friends ko im sure iiwasan na nila ako…
Right now im still hanging on the bridge hindi pa rin ako mapapakali hangat hindi ko nalalaman yung result…bukas na yon…gusto ko sana ako nalang kaso nonoy want to be with me…and together we are going to face it…im preparing for the worst and hoping for the best…Thursday, December 9, 2010
Update
17 days to go and Pasko na! yey!
hayz i am excited and Happy at the same time...well first this is the first christmas that i have a boyfriend or should i say a husband hehe...Nonoy really makes me happy, he is my everything and i thank God for giving me such a wonderful person to love my and care for me....
second is ill be buying a net book hopefully it will be this coming sunday but as i have check they are not open on sunday heheso most likely ill be re scheduling that...
ill be going home this saturday and hopefully ill find time to write about my bagio experience...we went there last week and i somehow enjoyed it...well thats it for today!
hayz i am excited and Happy at the same time...well first this is the first christmas that i have a boyfriend or should i say a husband hehe...Nonoy really makes me happy, he is my everything and i thank God for giving me such a wonderful person to love my and care for me....
second is ill be buying a net book hopefully it will be this coming sunday but as i have check they are not open on sunday heheso most likely ill be re scheduling that...
ill be going home this saturday and hopefully ill find time to write about my bagio experience...we went there last week and i somehow enjoyed it...well thats it for today!
Monday, November 22, 2010
random blogs
hello there! its really been a while since i updated this page but dont worry during my avail time i was able to save some of my blogs on my e mail so if i have the chance to post is like today ill do it so here it goes...
well its been a while since i open my blog and its already november now...few more weeks and it christmas already! yey!
nonoy and i celebrated our 9th monthsary last nov 7 few more months and we are going to celebrate our 1 year anniversary! yey...
also last nov 9 at work celebrated our 1 year anniversary! we dine at kfc at emerald and we took a lot of pictures and its all in my facebook...
time flyies when your having fun...though there are some hard times but ofcourse there is always the fun part...thats life...
well as for me i still have some issues that im still trying to overcome im sure time will come and ill be more confident on my looks...
as the new year is fast approaching im thinking...what are the things that i would like to achieve or to change...well for one...i would really find time to look for a work overseas any country would do for me just as long as i can save for me to start the apartment business that im thinking off...if things get better there ill have nonoy with me so he can also help his family...
im also thinking that next i would start to exersice my tummy is already getting big...or should i say getting bigger...i think its time for me to do something this time if i would like that to happen i just need to balance things out...so ill corss my fingers to that ^__^...
im also crossing my fingers for the net book that im planning to buy on my 13th month...
before i get excited for next year this month our team wil be going to a hot spring and nonoy will be coming with us...so its our first out of town trip so im excited, lets just hope that the weather will also cooperate...and also finally it pushes through the plan that we planing way back last year..it may not be on palawan or in coron but what important is we are with our love one, we will be going to bagio this coming november 27 and 28...well i do hope that they approve our leave first before i get exited but as of now no feedback yet from the rtr...they need to approve that first heheh
ill make sure that i will be posting some picture when we got back and hopefully with the use of my new laptop hehe
nov 11
12:25 am im physically at work but my mind is wondering some were else, i want to go back to bed and sleep, i want to go to hongkong basta there's a lot of things that i would like to do and im a bit frustrated that i cant do it...hehe well tulad nga ng madalas kong sabihin "we'll get there in time"
im not feeling this day, para bang ibinuhos lahat ng katam sa mundo at ibinigay lahat sa akin kaya wala ako sa mood mag work, nakakasawa na kasi, gusto ko ng maiba yung ginagawa ko, hayz eto nanam ako im sure time will come and i will regret saying this pero sana hindi...
if its that easy to go to other country i could have done it way back...im somehow tired of saying to my self that time will come kahit na napatunayan ko na na sa maraming pag kakataon na it does come yun nga
lang medyo matagal...but somehow its worth it...
hayz im talking to an indian customer and they are worst customer ever especially if their last name is patel or sanjjiv or what ever
well its been a while since i open my blog and its already november now...few more weeks and it christmas already! yey!
nonoy and i celebrated our 9th monthsary last nov 7 few more months and we are going to celebrate our 1 year anniversary! yey...
also last nov 9 at work celebrated our 1 year anniversary! we dine at kfc at emerald and we took a lot of pictures and its all in my facebook...
time flyies when your having fun...though there are some hard times but ofcourse there is always the fun part...thats life...
well as for me i still have some issues that im still trying to overcome im sure time will come and ill be more confident on my looks...
as the new year is fast approaching im thinking...what are the things that i would like to achieve or to change...well for one...i would really find time to look for a work overseas any country would do for me just as long as i can save for me to start the apartment business that im thinking off...if things get better there ill have nonoy with me so he can also help his family...
im also thinking that next i would start to exersice my tummy is already getting big...or should i say getting bigger...i think its time for me to do something this time if i would like that to happen i just need to balance things out...so ill corss my fingers to that ^__^...
im also crossing my fingers for the net book that im planning to buy on my 13th month...
before i get excited for next year this month our team wil be going to a hot spring and nonoy will be coming with us...so its our first out of town trip so im excited, lets just hope that the weather will also cooperate...and also finally it pushes through the plan that we planing way back last year..it may not be on palawan or in coron but what important is we are with our love one, we will be going to bagio this coming november 27 and 28...well i do hope that they approve our leave first before i get exited but as of now no feedback yet from the rtr...they need to approve that first heheh
ill make sure that i will be posting some picture when we got back and hopefully with the use of my new laptop hehe
nov 11
12:25 am im physically at work but my mind is wondering some were else, i want to go back to bed and sleep, i want to go to hongkong basta there's a lot of things that i would like to do and im a bit frustrated that i cant do it...hehe well tulad nga ng madalas kong sabihin "we'll get there in time"
im not feeling this day, para bang ibinuhos lahat ng katam sa mundo at ibinigay lahat sa akin kaya wala ako sa mood mag work, nakakasawa na kasi, gusto ko ng maiba yung ginagawa ko, hayz eto nanam ako im sure time will come and i will regret saying this pero sana hindi...
if its that easy to go to other country i could have done it way back...im somehow tired of saying to my self that time will come kahit na napatunayan ko na na sa maraming pag kakataon na it does come yun nga
lang medyo matagal...but somehow its worth it...
hayz im talking to an indian customer and they are worst customer ever especially if their last name is patel or sanjjiv or what ever
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
auto fail ^__^
9:03 on my avaya few more mins before i start my shift again...well to start off this shift i was able to check my quality scores and to my surprise i was able to get two auto fail on parts and service ^__^ hayz patay na naman ako nito sa TL ko...ahaha first audit ko pa naman yun ngayong october hehe ganun pa...hayz kailangan ko ayusin and bawi nalang next time!
i made a blog entry yesterday but i was not able to up load it, sayang hehe. 2nd day na wala ang favorite TL ko and i could not be more hapier im sure kung narito ang tingin na naman sa akin nun dahil na ka kuha ako ng 2 auto fail...buti na lang nasa bacolod siya for a week... rest day ko na bukas or later since suspended ako due to may AWOL wed and thurs yun hehe first time ko ma suspend sa work and so far ok naman ganun pala yung feeling in a way parang ok na rin kasi makakapag pahinga ako, im just thinking on how i will spend it...well time to go!
i made a blog entry yesterday but i was not able to up load it, sayang hehe. 2nd day na wala ang favorite TL ko and i could not be more hapier im sure kung narito ang tingin na naman sa akin nun dahil na ka kuha ako ng 2 auto fail...buti na lang nasa bacolod siya for a week... rest day ko na bukas or later since suspended ako due to may AWOL wed and thurs yun hehe first time ko ma suspend sa work and so far ok naman ganun pala yung feeling in a way parang ok na rin kasi makakapag pahinga ako, im just thinking on how i will spend it...well time to go!
Saturday, October 2, 2010
Sunday, September 5, 2010
Thursday, September 2, 2010
i Miss you Nonoy
hagard na talaga ako tignan...i was hoping to have a good sleep earlier pero that did not happen...parang hindi rin nakatulong yung sleepwell na ininom ko...ang babaw ng tulog ko, hindi lang siguro ako sanay matulog mag isa dun sa room ng wala si nonoy...
i really miss him and im worried kung anu na ba condition niya, he has dengue and i hope when i go there later ill be seing a happy and well nonoy, yung happy at parang walang sakit na nonoy...
i know its a cliche but sana ako nalang nag ka dengue at wag na siya, nahihirapan kasi ako makita siya lalo na nung mga panahon na nilalagnat siya, how i wish i can atleast get half of what he feeling...what i like about him is that kahit na ganun cheerfull parin siya minsan nga ako na nagagalit sa sobrang kulit niya ayaw ko lang naman na mabinat ulit siya...how i wish i can be like that masaya parin kahit na may sakit...
i miss you nonoy ko...pagaling ka po...
i love you so much ^__^
i really miss him and im worried kung anu na ba condition niya, he has dengue and i hope when i go there later ill be seing a happy and well nonoy, yung happy at parang walang sakit na nonoy...
i know its a cliche but sana ako nalang nag ka dengue at wag na siya, nahihirapan kasi ako makita siya lalo na nung mga panahon na nilalagnat siya, how i wish i can atleast get half of what he feeling...what i like about him is that kahit na ganun cheerfull parin siya minsan nga ako na nagagalit sa sobrang kulit niya ayaw ko lang naman na mabinat ulit siya...how i wish i can be like that masaya parin kahit na may sakit...
i miss you nonoy ko...pagaling ka po...
i love you so much ^__^
Friday, August 6, 2010
28
tomorrow ill be turning 29 and every year before i add one more year on my age i look back and remeber how i spend my 28 years here on earth...
well it was a bad start for me when i turned 28 when it comes to having a relationship, i dated a guy who never really want to have a relationship with me, so i enter an open relationship with him and put my heart on the line, as expected i fall for the guy but i was never became his priority...i dont want to go on details but he broke my heart into pieces and my friend rocky know's how hard i cried for that guy...
when it comes to my career...well its really not that good as well i left my previous company which somehow i regret...me and rocky went through a series of interview just to find the right job and the right company....
at 28 i was able to experienced independence which was a good thing...finally im on my own but occasionally or every restday ill go home in binangonan...
i think it was september when my mom was accidentaly hit by a sigle motor and as a result her right knee was enjured thank god nothing serious happen and during that time i dont have a job so i was able to help when it comes to doing some house chores that my mom would normally do...it was hard seeing her like that...i mean my mom went through a lot especially loosing her eye sight on her right eye and seeing her in that vulnerable position is really heart breaking especially on my part...my mom doesnt deserves that...she is a good person, a good mom and a loving wife to my father so somehow you'll question why those things happened to her...but who am i to question, right? as they say things happen for a reason and as of now im still searching for that answer...
few months after my birthday we experienced the worst flood had ever happened in binangonan...it was a disaster...everything was wet and our rice business was jepordy...after that my lola past away T__Thayz...its hard for me and for my mom But hey! as they say there's always a rainbow after the rain to be honest i tried to be strong for myself and for my mom, we had experienced those hardships but God is good all the time.
I think it was November when things started to get on track again...i was accepted as a customer service rep in Transcom and till now im still here and i am happy...
The month of November is memorable to me i was able to meet good friends...real friends on this company... December...January was the best...rocky may not be with me anymore to support me but i was able to find good ones who in good times and bad times standing on my back and never leave me...
First week of february was the best Month on my 28 years here on earth i know i sound exagerated but its true...i was able to meet the man who will change my life forever...
Nonoy came to my life unexpectedly...he changed my life and he changed the way i look at love...before i thought no one can love me for who i am i thought no one can accept me...but he proved me wrong...
we went through a lot of trials especially on our first month, it was hard for both of us...we somehow loose some of our friends but as the song goes "it will all get better in time" and i can say now that things are now back to normal...it may not be the way it was before but its ok...
when it comes to our relationship we have our differences but we made sure to it that we fix the problem and talk about it rather than arguing its hard but we live each day to the best or worst we can...
so now that im turning 29 im excited what life has to offer to me...
im excited...
sabi nga LIVE. LAUGH. LOVE. ^__^
well it was a bad start for me when i turned 28 when it comes to having a relationship, i dated a guy who never really want to have a relationship with me, so i enter an open relationship with him and put my heart on the line, as expected i fall for the guy but i was never became his priority...i dont want to go on details but he broke my heart into pieces and my friend rocky know's how hard i cried for that guy...
when it comes to my career...well its really not that good as well i left my previous company which somehow i regret...me and rocky went through a series of interview just to find the right job and the right company....
at 28 i was able to experienced independence which was a good thing...finally im on my own but occasionally or every restday ill go home in binangonan...
i think it was september when my mom was accidentaly hit by a sigle motor and as a result her right knee was enjured thank god nothing serious happen and during that time i dont have a job so i was able to help when it comes to doing some house chores that my mom would normally do...it was hard seeing her like that...i mean my mom went through a lot especially loosing her eye sight on her right eye and seeing her in that vulnerable position is really heart breaking especially on my part...my mom doesnt deserves that...she is a good person, a good mom and a loving wife to my father so somehow you'll question why those things happened to her...but who am i to question, right? as they say things happen for a reason and as of now im still searching for that answer...
few months after my birthday we experienced the worst flood had ever happened in binangonan...it was a disaster...everything was wet and our rice business was jepordy...after that my lola past away T__Thayz...its hard for me and for my mom But hey! as they say there's always a rainbow after the rain to be honest i tried to be strong for myself and for my mom, we had experienced those hardships but God is good all the time.
I think it was November when things started to get on track again...i was accepted as a customer service rep in Transcom and till now im still here and i am happy...
The month of November is memorable to me i was able to meet good friends...real friends on this company... December...January was the best...rocky may not be with me anymore to support me but i was able to find good ones who in good times and bad times standing on my back and never leave me...
First week of february was the best Month on my 28 years here on earth i know i sound exagerated but its true...i was able to meet the man who will change my life forever...
Nonoy came to my life unexpectedly...he changed my life and he changed the way i look at love...before i thought no one can love me for who i am i thought no one can accept me...but he proved me wrong...
we went through a lot of trials especially on our first month, it was hard for both of us...we somehow loose some of our friends but as the song goes "it will all get better in time" and i can say now that things are now back to normal...it may not be the way it was before but its ok...
when it comes to our relationship we have our differences but we made sure to it that we fix the problem and talk about it rather than arguing its hard but we live each day to the best or worst we can...
so now that im turning 29 im excited what life has to offer to me...
im excited...
sabi nga LIVE. LAUGH. LOVE. ^__^
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Personal Demons
its been a while since i last updated my blog, i have been busy enjoying life, i still have my demons to conquer and sometimes its unvarable... i hate my self sometimes or most of the time...i am hurting my self in the weirdest possible way...my thoughts are killing me and sometimes its hard to find comfort in your own skin. how i wish i have a personal shrink that i can run to everytime i need someone to put a sense on my head...that would be much easier...
i hope i can survive this...which i know i can...
i hope i can survive this...which i know i can...
we went to med central in galeria yesterday and i notice that most of the nurses working in the area have a clear aura on their faces, no trace of stress...i can feel their calmness...i envy that calm feeling that they are emiting through me...then i ask my self if i ever felt that...maybe...but it was a long time ago...i need to feel like that again...and i want it as soon as possible.
Monday, July 12, 2010
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
AIR HEAD
Hmm thinking of what to write ...
There is a lot of air in my head which is not good heheh...
As of now my customer is talking shit about the service that we have provided..
im bored and i want to go home...im listening at two different music...one is for the transfer music of the customer service department and the other is pussycat dolls buttons (which i love so much)
i have low salary for this cut off...i can compare it to my first salary during my training week =(
two of my officemate want to resign...
i hold my customer again...
im afraid that one of this day they will monitor what im doing...holding the customer for the longest time and call camping...hehehe
3 of my friends already left...mia...apple and paula...
im call camping again...i need to pee...i just peed and i did not press any aux ahahah
55 more mins and ill log out yey!
i should quit doing this and try to enjoy the few min buy answering the call on a timely manner
There is a lot of air in my head which is not good heheh...
As of now my customer is talking shit about the service that we have provided..
im bored and i want to go home...im listening at two different music...one is for the transfer music of the customer service department and the other is pussycat dolls buttons (which i love so much)
i have low salary for this cut off...i can compare it to my first salary during my training week =(
two of my officemate want to resign...
i hold my customer again...
im afraid that one of this day they will monitor what im doing...holding the customer for the longest time and call camping...hehehe
3 of my friends already left...mia...apple and paula...
im call camping again...i need to pee...i just peed and i did not press any aux ahahah
55 more mins and ill log out yey!
i should quit doing this and try to enjoy the few min buy answering the call on a timely manner
Sunday, July 4, 2010
Thursday, July 1, 2010
Adjustment
a few days after we moved in together we faced a lot of adjustment...one of those challenges are having a good sleep and a lot more...
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Living Together
6:41 am avaya time...
Another experience na naman na maisususlat ko sa blog na ito and experience it will start today...
First time ko and first time ni nonoy na mag sama sa iisang room at tumira together...i have never tried it before and im quite excited...honestly i dont know what to expect and i dont want to over think it as well...it would be nice to take it one day at a time ^__^
Nag halfday ako for this shift, nag hanap kasi kami ni nonoy ng bahay nung tanghali ng bahay na pwede naming rentahan and we were able to find one sa may coutryside, actually napuntahan na namin yun before nung time na nag pplan kami na mag board kasama pa namin noon si ethel i think it was last january im not quite sure...napuntahan na namin yung lugar na yon before pero hindi namin nakuha since hindi pa na kaka alis yung uupa...pero kahapon we are able to book it...3k ang rent namin sa place and ok na xa for both of us may enough space siya kung gusto naming nag dagdag ng appliances its really nice parang kasing laki siya nung room ko sa cubao before!
after this shift will be going there waaa!
Another experience na naman na maisususlat ko sa blog na ito and experience it will start today...
First time ko and first time ni nonoy na mag sama sa iisang room at tumira together...i have never tried it before and im quite excited...honestly i dont know what to expect and i dont want to over think it as well...it would be nice to take it one day at a time ^__^
Nag halfday ako for this shift, nag hanap kasi kami ni nonoy ng bahay nung tanghali ng bahay na pwede naming rentahan and we were able to find one sa may coutryside, actually napuntahan na namin yun before nung time na nag pplan kami na mag board kasama pa namin noon si ethel i think it was last january im not quite sure...napuntahan na namin yung lugar na yon before pero hindi namin nakuha since hindi pa na kaka alis yung uupa...pero kahapon we are able to book it...3k ang rent namin sa place and ok na xa for both of us may enough space siya kung gusto naming nag dagdag ng appliances its really nice parang kasing laki siya nung room ko sa cubao before!
after this shift will be going there waaa!
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
My Insecurities
Not all people have high self confidence and i am one of those who have low self confidence...
First part
Second part
First part
Second part
Sunday, June 13, 2010
Our 4th Monthsary Celebration!
This is it!!!....
@bestsellers
Aron and Apple
with Mia
Apple, Mitch and Somer
nonoy's masterpiece!
Celebrating our 4th month!
my two best girls!
nonoy, yuyan and ironman
@bestsellers
Aron and Apple
with Mia
Apple, Mitch and Somer
nonoy's masterpiece!
Bistro Paella
Celebrating our 4th month!
my two best girls!
Thursday, June 10, 2010
What im thinking right now ^__^
sa ngayon im waiting for nonoy and sam sa rin, actually kanina pa ako 5:30 out and pwede naman po ako umuwi ng maaga kaso naisip ko na pag dating ko naman sa bahay hindi rin naman ako natutulog pag alam kong hindi pa na kakauwi si noy... so might as well wait for him kasi this week maaga naman labas nya 9 am so intayin ko na lng ^__^ na iingit din kasi ako sa kanila kasi sila lahat ng labas nila is 9am ako lang ang maaga so after shift na kaka kain pa sila sa labas na kakapag bonding pa so yun ako hindi na kakasama so ingit ako ahah ^__^ ang babaw lang...pero xempre gusto ko rin makasa ang mahal ko...
its 7:43 avaya time and as i have check there are 3 calls waiting so quewing sila...nakaka guilty lang minsan kasi ako eto pa blog blog lang sila nag cacalls pa rin gang mamaya...hayz hindi naman nag offer ng OT...kanina im planning to talk to my TL and ask kung pwede ako mag OT kaso biglang pumasok sa isip ko yung magulong pay roll so wag nalang! parang wala rin naman yung OT
Hays sana talaga maayos na sched namin next month para naman mag kasabay na kami ulit ni nonoy pumasok miss ko na siya...
Other thing na gumugulo sa isip ko ngayon is kung paano ko na ma rereformat yung pc ko, gusto ko na kasing installan ng photoshop para makapag practice sko katulad ni sam and kakasabi lang ni sam sa akin na may roon siyang vega movie maker na mas astig sa kaysa sa ginagamit kong windows movie maker...i really need to re format my pc...im also palnning to to buy a new monitor kasi medyo pag nag tatagal yung monitor eh nag dadalawa na yung sulat, gusto ko ay lcd tv na katulad nitong ginagamit ko sa office pa ra maganda space saver pa kasi hindi xa ganoong bulky...
its 7:43 avaya time and as i have check there are 3 calls waiting so quewing sila...nakaka guilty lang minsan kasi ako eto pa blog blog lang sila nag cacalls pa rin gang mamaya...hayz hindi naman nag offer ng OT...kanina im planning to talk to my TL and ask kung pwede ako mag OT kaso biglang pumasok sa isip ko yung magulong pay roll so wag nalang! parang wala rin naman yung OT
Hays sana talaga maayos na sched namin next month para naman mag kasabay na kami ulit ni nonoy pumasok miss ko na siya...
Other thing na gumugulo sa isip ko ngayon is kung paano ko na ma rereformat yung pc ko, gusto ko na kasing installan ng photoshop para makapag practice sko katulad ni sam and kakasabi lang ni sam sa akin na may roon siyang vega movie maker na mas astig sa kaysa sa ginagamit kong windows movie maker...i really need to re format my pc...im also palnning to to buy a new monitor kasi medyo pag nag tatagal yung monitor eh nag dadalawa na yung sulat, gusto ko ay lcd tv na katulad nitong ginagamit ko sa office pa ra maganda space saver pa kasi hindi xa ganoong bulky... 
to be hones medyo nahihilo na ako sa antok pero kaya naman epekto siguro to ng gluta na ni take ko last two weeks...hays kaya lang naman ako nag take ulit nun kasi ang effect sa akin ay madali akong natutulog pero pumapayat din ako kahit gano kalakas ako kumain...kanina medyo ma bigla ako kasi yung slacks kong pants na black hindi ko na nai bobotones yung sa waist since medyo may tiyan ako ahaha ^__^ pero kanina i was able to close it ng walang ka effort effort...and napansin ko rin na yung mga braso ko ay lumiit na naman...i recomend it to sam na i try nya baka kasi yung slimming effect eh mag work sa kanya puputi pa xa!
7:53 avaya ilang min nalang lalabas na sila...hays dumating yung masungit na QA need to finish this na baka isumbong pa ako ahaha balak ko pa namang lagyan pa ito ng picture para pleasing tignan hehe...i think pwede naman liliitin ko lang yung screen...
so far medyo buryo na si sam 10 mins na ata nya kausap yung cx nya...si aron mukhang pagod na rin...si mia naman fresh tignan kaka re touch lang kasi ako rin kakatapos ko lang din mag re touch ahaha...
so there hays an dami ko ng nasabi mas madali sana kung video blog since walal naman ganun dito so ito nalang muna ^__^
hayz pahabol lang excted na ako makasama ang nonoy ko sa sunday ^__^ kahit na wala muna yung plan nya makasama ko lang siya at ma hug ok na ako dun hihi miss ko na xa sobra, sana talaga mag kasama na kami sa bahay...actually im thinking of ways on how to do that pero i think kailangan ko talagang amuhin si dadi kasi ok nanamn kay mame siya lang naman problem ko kasi tipusin xa ^__^...
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
Updates
Another sleepless day ahaha hindi na naman ako natulog so mag Vlog na lang!
mas madali talaga mag vlog kaysa mag sulat...weird nga lang yung feeling kasi
kausap ko yung video cam pero im getting the hang of it ^__^
mas madali talaga mag vlog kaysa mag sulat...weird nga lang yung feeling kasi
kausap ko yung video cam pero im getting the hang of it ^__^
Sunday, June 6, 2010
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Yuri Project 6
Its my friend Mitch turn to be my model...
Here are some of the best shot!
Here are some of the best shot!
the cover
Sam and Mitch ^__^
Hangin ^__^
Finally the shoot that we have been planning for!
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Randomness Pictureness
Some pics that i have in my phone...
May 22 nonoy bought me a watch...we have the same design pero diferent color...mine is the white one and sa kanya yung black ^__^
Last May 24 nonoy and i had our haircut at Iwaki, it was a fun experience kasi one of the people who is working there had a huge crush kay nonoy hehe it was really fun kasi yung isang gay (Sandra) na nag gugupit dun kinokontra si Mau (yung may crush kay nonoy) so para lang kaming nasa comedy bar at that time pero its all worth it kasi maganda naman yung naging result ng gupit namin parehas...nest time we visit the sayon ay mag papa relax ako para naman gumanda ng konte ang buhok ko, dapat si nonoy din kaso ayaw na nya..sayang naman...
first time kong isinoot yung long sleeve shirt na pinili sa akin ni nonoy and so far ok naman some of the people in the office like it!
xempre magaling talagang pumili ang mahal ko!
xempre magaling talagang pumili ang mahal ko!
Saturday, May 29, 2010
After the rain
Sana po after this series of tampuhan mag balik na sa dati kasi miss ko na rin yung masasayang araw na mag kasama kami...normal lang naman to sa isang relationship na may nag seselos at nag tatampo...ang mahalaga is kung pano namin to malalampasan at anu yung gagawin naming resolution sa gantong mga issue...im sure and im hoping that after this mas magiging matatag yung relationship namin...
Yes nag ka mali ako sa ginawa ko na nag yosi ako nung mga panahon na nag seselos ako, wala lang kasi akong outlet para mailabas ko yung nararamdaman ko, that time most of my friends are busy sa work and wala lang talaga ako makausap nun so yun nalang ginawa ko...it help a little pero xempre nadun parin naman yun...i know i made a promise kay nonoy na hindi na ako mag yoyosi and i broke it, so naiiintindihan ko naman yung naging reaction niya kasi even sa mama niya nagagalit xa pag nag yoyosi xa...so this time i will make no promises na i cant keep siguro ill just show him that i will never do it i still believe in action speaks louder than words...kaya nga ako hindi nag kukulang ng pagpapakita kay nonoy kung gano ko siya ka mahal kahit sa maliliit na action lang maipadama ko sa kanya na nadun ako for him...
I cant wait to be with him, im hoping na mapatawad na niya yung ginawa ko...
Yes nag ka mali ako sa ginawa ko na nag yosi ako nung mga panahon na nag seselos ako, wala lang kasi akong outlet para mailabas ko yung nararamdaman ko, that time most of my friends are busy sa work and wala lang talaga ako makausap nun so yun nalang ginawa ko...it help a little pero xempre nadun parin naman yun...i know i made a promise kay nonoy na hindi na ako mag yoyosi and i broke it, so naiiintindihan ko naman yung naging reaction niya kasi even sa mama niya nagagalit xa pag nag yoyosi xa...so this time i will make no promises na i cant keep siguro ill just show him that i will never do it i still believe in action speaks louder than words...kaya nga ako hindi nag kukulang ng pagpapakita kay nonoy kung gano ko siya ka mahal kahit sa maliliit na action lang maipadama ko sa kanya na nadun ako for him...
I cant wait to be with him, im hoping na mapatawad na niya yung ginawa ko...
Thursday, May 27, 2010
Selos
Hays... hindi na naman ako matulog today i only have 5hrs of sleep...i have no idea whats happening to me dati naman matakaw ako sa tulog pero nitong mga nakaraang araw nahihirapan talaga ako, super init naman kasi T__T kaya kahit na 3 na ang electric fan ko eh hindi parin ako matulog...
Hayz... yesterday tuesday May 25...its almost a perfect day for me and nonoy kasi nabago sched nya so nag karoon kami ng chance na mag ka sabay umuwi, nung una everything is going well with us, kulitan kami tulad naman nang ginagawa namin araw araw pero yesterday was different kasi we are trying to keep our selves awake since hindi kami naka tulog ng maayos sa sobrang init at sobrang miss namin sa isat isa...so we need to keep our selves awake for the entire shift...ok naman lahat, nonoy is doing his part para magising ako by trying different things and some how he manage to wake me up pero i can say na ako na kapag pa gising sa kanya ng husto sa ginawa kong pag kiliti sa kanya ^__^..so nanalo ako hehe kasi mas gising siya sa akin...bago kami umuwi nag take out kami sa jabee ng food since parehas naman kaming gutom and while waiting for the fx kumain na kami, masama narin yun pakiram dam nuon ni noy medyo mainit na xa...nakasakay naman kami and kakaiba talaga yung feeling pag kasabay mo mahal mo pumasok at umuwi,,, so we are fooling around like we always do...kinuha nya cp nya and its off so he open it... and then... with that simple text from his hs friend, nabago mood ko i can say na sobra ako nag selos sa nabasa ko sa text...kaya pa ako nag selos ay dahil it is un unknow number and it sez there na gusto nyang makipag kita kay nonoy dahil emergency daw nakadawalng text pa xa...i try not to let it affect me pero hindi ko rin nagawa, hindi ko lang kasi lubos maisip na of all the hs classmate pa bakit si noy pa ang tinext nya and anu ba yung emergency na yun na kailangan pa nyang i bother si nonoy para ma meet lang...so there's alot of question na walang malinaw na sagot...nonoy told me na baka daw yun dun sa gathering ng batch nila but with the look of it parang hindi naman kasi iba yung sabi emergency daw and naka Caps lock pa talaga yung word na IMPORTANTE at EMERGENY sana nilagay nya kung ano yung emergency na yun para hindi na ako nag wonder kung anu man yun...to be honest hindi ako na satisfy sa explanation na binigay ni noy kasi parang malabo, he textd the girl saying na hindi xa makakapunta since na sa ofc pa xa....
Hays...ok na sana yung araw na yon nasira lang sa text na yun....nag iba talaga yung mood ko and sobrang selos yung naramdaman ko...ganun pala kahirap yun...ang bigat sa loob...then all my fears suddenly eat me to the fact na hindi na ako matulog that day sa sobrang worry ko...im looking for a better explanation para malinawan ako at malaman ko na wala naman dahilan na mag selos ako pero wala naman...
i went to the ofc at around 5 and hoping na sana matulog ako sa sleeping quarters...natulog naman ako ng 2hrs and muntik pa akong bangungutin sa lugar na yun, ewan ko ba an may old lady na hinahatak ako at ayaw akong pakawalan and on my dreams yung sleeping quarters ay naging hospital and i can see clearly na yung mga bed sa quarters may mga na kahigang patient and all of them are old people and i can see that they are dying...nakaktakot talaga...buti nalang i never forget to pray so while the old lady is holding me and wont let go of me i sited the our father prayer...siguro naka dalwang our father ako bago ako nagising and nung nagising ako grabe yung pawis ko...hays...buhay nga naman mamamatay pa ako dun...T__T
so after nun punta ako sa shower room and nag hilamos and i promise my self na hindi ko aawayin si nonoy...pero hindi ko rin nagawa, pag dating nya hindi naman nya ako pinansin, cguro hindi rin nya alam kung anong gagawin kasi dahil sa text ko ramdam nya na hindi ako ok...nag break kami and both of us have our own problem..siya sa bahay and ako yung selos ko and bago ako umalis ng bahay medyo nag kasagutan pa kami ni mame dahil kay dade...hindi ko na pigilan ang sarili ko kay nonoy i told him na i just want to know kung bakit siya pa yung ni txt at anu ba yung emergency na yun...i never get the answer and i probably wont get it either so hinayaan ko nalang since that day si nonoy ay masama pakiramdam...so hinayaan ko nalang yun...inisip ko kasi na wala rin naman yung patutunguhan so hayaan nalang...mas mahalaga na mapababa ko yung init ng katawan ni noy...so i went to the clinic and ask for biogesic binili ko rin xa ng burger para makakain....so kahit na sumama at nag tampo si noy sa ginawa ko i made sure to it na mainom nya yung gamot at kumain kahit konte...ayaw ko talaga ng feeling na nag kakatampuhan kami kasi mabigat sa pakiramdam bago matapos yung shift ko pinainom ko ulit xa ng gamot and im happy na bago ako umuwi ay medyo masigla na xa...
Bottom line is i regret what had happen siguro hindi ko nalang pinatulan yung text na yun ok pa sana lahat, siguro sana hinayaan ko na lang para hindi na kami nag ka tampuhan , pero d ba kung hindi ka naman nag selos eh hindi mo mahal yung tao? natakot lang ako...nag selos lang ako kasi mahal ko siya...normal lang siguro yun...ang hindi normal ay ako at yung ginwa ko...kawawa rin naman yung friend nya malay ko ba kung emergency ba talaga at pinag isipan ko pa ng masaya....hayz i hate my self...sobra
Hayz, hindi ko rin naman masisi sarili ko kasi yung mga past experience ko before sa gantong mga bagay eh hindi maganda...kaya nahihirapan ako
ayaw kong isipin ni noy na wala akong tiwala sa kanya pero dahil sa ginawa ko im sure na iba na tingin nya sa aki...sorry na talaga...
sana noy maturuan mo akong mag tiwala ulit sa ibang tao at higit sa lahat sayo...
Hayz... yesterday tuesday May 25...its almost a perfect day for me and nonoy kasi nabago sched nya so nag karoon kami ng chance na mag ka sabay umuwi, nung una everything is going well with us, kulitan kami tulad naman nang ginagawa namin araw araw pero yesterday was different kasi we are trying to keep our selves awake since hindi kami naka tulog ng maayos sa sobrang init at sobrang miss namin sa isat isa...so we need to keep our selves awake for the entire shift...ok naman lahat, nonoy is doing his part para magising ako by trying different things and some how he manage to wake me up pero i can say na ako na kapag pa gising sa kanya ng husto sa ginawa kong pag kiliti sa kanya ^__^..so nanalo ako hehe kasi mas gising siya sa akin...bago kami umuwi nag take out kami sa jabee ng food since parehas naman kaming gutom and while waiting for the fx kumain na kami, masama narin yun pakiram dam nuon ni noy medyo mainit na xa...nakasakay naman kami and kakaiba talaga yung feeling pag kasabay mo mahal mo pumasok at umuwi,,, so we are fooling around like we always do...kinuha nya cp nya and its off so he open it... and then... with that simple text from his hs friend, nabago mood ko i can say na sobra ako nag selos sa nabasa ko sa text...kaya pa ako nag selos ay dahil it is un unknow number and it sez there na gusto nyang makipag kita kay nonoy dahil emergency daw nakadawalng text pa xa...i try not to let it affect me pero hindi ko rin nagawa, hindi ko lang kasi lubos maisip na of all the hs classmate pa bakit si noy pa ang tinext nya and anu ba yung emergency na yun na kailangan pa nyang i bother si nonoy para ma meet lang...so there's alot of question na walang malinaw na sagot...nonoy told me na baka daw yun dun sa gathering ng batch nila but with the look of it parang hindi naman kasi iba yung sabi emergency daw and naka Caps lock pa talaga yung word na IMPORTANTE at EMERGENY sana nilagay nya kung ano yung emergency na yun para hindi na ako nag wonder kung anu man yun...to be honest hindi ako na satisfy sa explanation na binigay ni noy kasi parang malabo, he textd the girl saying na hindi xa makakapunta since na sa ofc pa xa....
Hays...ok na sana yung araw na yon nasira lang sa text na yun....nag iba talaga yung mood ko and sobrang selos yung naramdaman ko...ganun pala kahirap yun...ang bigat sa loob...then all my fears suddenly eat me to the fact na hindi na ako matulog that day sa sobrang worry ko...im looking for a better explanation para malinawan ako at malaman ko na wala naman dahilan na mag selos ako pero wala naman...
i went to the ofc at around 5 and hoping na sana matulog ako sa sleeping quarters...natulog naman ako ng 2hrs and muntik pa akong bangungutin sa lugar na yun, ewan ko ba an may old lady na hinahatak ako at ayaw akong pakawalan and on my dreams yung sleeping quarters ay naging hospital and i can see clearly na yung mga bed sa quarters may mga na kahigang patient and all of them are old people and i can see that they are dying...nakaktakot talaga...buti nalang i never forget to pray so while the old lady is holding me and wont let go of me i sited the our father prayer...siguro naka dalwang our father ako bago ako nagising and nung nagising ako grabe yung pawis ko...hays...buhay nga naman mamamatay pa ako dun...T__T
so after nun punta ako sa shower room and nag hilamos and i promise my self na hindi ko aawayin si nonoy...pero hindi ko rin nagawa, pag dating nya hindi naman nya ako pinansin, cguro hindi rin nya alam kung anong gagawin kasi dahil sa text ko ramdam nya na hindi ako ok...nag break kami and both of us have our own problem..siya sa bahay and ako yung selos ko and bago ako umalis ng bahay medyo nag kasagutan pa kami ni mame dahil kay dade...hindi ko na pigilan ang sarili ko kay nonoy i told him na i just want to know kung bakit siya pa yung ni txt at anu ba yung emergency na yun...i never get the answer and i probably wont get it either so hinayaan ko nalang since that day si nonoy ay masama pakiramdam...so hinayaan ko nalang yun...inisip ko kasi na wala rin naman yung patutunguhan so hayaan nalang...mas mahalaga na mapababa ko yung init ng katawan ni noy...so i went to the clinic and ask for biogesic binili ko rin xa ng burger para makakain....so kahit na sumama at nag tampo si noy sa ginawa ko i made sure to it na mainom nya yung gamot at kumain kahit konte...ayaw ko talaga ng feeling na nag kakatampuhan kami kasi mabigat sa pakiramdam bago matapos yung shift ko pinainom ko ulit xa ng gamot and im happy na bago ako umuwi ay medyo masigla na xa...
Bottom line is i regret what had happen siguro hindi ko nalang pinatulan yung text na yun ok pa sana lahat, siguro sana hinayaan ko na lang para hindi na kami nag ka tampuhan , pero d ba kung hindi ka naman nag selos eh hindi mo mahal yung tao? natakot lang ako...nag selos lang ako kasi mahal ko siya...normal lang siguro yun...ang hindi normal ay ako at yung ginwa ko...kawawa rin naman yung friend nya malay ko ba kung emergency ba talaga at pinag isipan ko pa ng masaya....hayz i hate my self...sobra
Hayz, hindi ko rin naman masisi sarili ko kasi yung mga past experience ko before sa gantong mga bagay eh hindi maganda...kaya nahihirapan ako
ayaw kong isipin ni noy na wala akong tiwala sa kanya pero dahil sa ginawa ko im sure na iba na tingin nya sa aki...sorry na talaga...
sana noy maturuan mo akong mag tiwala ulit sa ibang tao at higit sa lahat sayo...
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
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