Our christmas celebration, well it’s the same as last year and the other year, its super simple, only the three of us, very solemn and then after that we just watch movies and then we all decided to sleep, not me I stay up late till 3am I watch grace anatomy and heroes on the net and chat to some of my close friends and putting greetings on their friendster accnt...
Christmas morning some of my inaanak went to greet me and to get their blessings, I was so amaze how big they are, the last time I saw them most of them are babies…it was fun, I also give my mom and dad money as my gift, I would rather give them money rather than buying them something that they will not appriciate, i know my mom, when she hates it she really mean it...this morning im so amaze how my dad acted like a child, the money that i gave him he decided to buy dvd player he's very happy with it, i mean i can see his excitement while opening the box of that dvd, he open it like 15 sec, he is that xcited haha...and my mom deside to keep the money for future use.
as for me well I have no choice but to go to work, I can't do anything because I sign a commitment letter, well at first I really want to go home, I kinda hate coz I thought that raqs will not show up it turns out that we have a diff shift. At the first few hours of the shift its really nerv racking, i dont know what to say to the customer and that really frustrate me, you know that feeling that you feel really stupid in front of a million people and you just dont know what to do, thank god that the coaches from xm are nice cute and friendly, later part of the shift well i get the hang of it, if i dont know what to do i just transfer the call and problem solve hehe, i met someone his name is jeff, i know his bi its just that we never had the chance to really know each other coz we are working...jeje but i know ill see him again...i just know...
Saturday, December 8, 2007
Sunday, November 11, 2007
What Happen Yesterday...
So early in the morning, and its my rest day! Yesterday was fun, I want out with friends just hanging on the mall, shopping and we watch movie with no sleep at all, we’re like “adik’ coz we are 24hrs a wake, so when I got home bagsak ako sa kama…but it was so much fun, next week will be going to divisoria for some Christmas shopping…
What’s the update on my training on my new accnt…well let me break it down how it sucks! On the first day, everyone thought that the system are all working but on the time that we’re suppose to log in, a problem occur in the system, only on person can log in in one password…so we end up using one computer…on the first day they show us that what we’re going to do is so easy…on the second day, its basically the same, system still down, we only use one computer, and the worst part is they break us into group and then when its not your groups turn you have to go back taking calls again…that sucks!…and on the third day…well guess…yup still the same as the other day…and still the american’s want to launch the account on Monday, even the agents are not the familiar with the tools…fourth day, jeje same…the good new the launching of the new account has been move to Tuesday…hay…
What’s the update on my training on my new accnt…well let me break it down how it sucks! On the first day, everyone thought that the system are all working but on the time that we’re suppose to log in, a problem occur in the system, only on person can log in in one password…so we end up using one computer…on the first day they show us that what we’re going to do is so easy…on the second day, its basically the same, system still down, we only use one computer, and the worst part is they break us into group and then when its not your groups turn you have to go back taking calls again…that sucks!…and on the third day…well guess…yup still the same as the other day…and still the american’s want to launch the account on Monday, even the agents are not the familiar with the tools…fourth day, jeje same…the good new the launching of the new account has been move to Tuesday…hay…
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
§my new team and my friend§
This is weird, im with my new team, and this is also the last day that we are all taking calls, tomorrow will be our training.its weird that im sitting beside my new team mate, she's from the morning shift, so I don’t know her that well, but I think she's a cool girl, i have two batch mate included in the team, ate nice ang gay, actually most of them are my friends...
I miss my old team, though I've always wanted to be tranfer, I never thought that it will make me feel this lonely, I miss raq, cindy and kuya erick, there on rest day today so i never had the chance to say goodbye, but its ok ill still see them tomorrow. what ever happen to kc? speaking she's already here, she late jeje...
I don’t know what to expect in training but from what I've heard it will still be the same with what we're doing right now its just that we're also going to get some order from the customer, geez im so nervous and excited.
my date last oct, he keep on apologizing on what had happen on that day that we went out, masyado daw xa naging emotional, I mean its ok that's one of the reason why we also go out is for me to listen to all of his problem (w/ regards to his ex), and make him realize that the kind of relationship that that we have, most of them dont last (we can only extend our love but in the end, still noting last 4 ever), and also to make him realize that there is a lot guys out there that would want to recieve his love (and im one of them).if only im that good looking, maybe he will consider me (im so bitter). i mean im ready to be the rebound guy, but...hey all i can say is that things happen for a reason, who knows maybe now is not the right time...
I miss my old team, though I've always wanted to be tranfer, I never thought that it will make me feel this lonely, I miss raq, cindy and kuya erick, there on rest day today so i never had the chance to say goodbye, but its ok ill still see them tomorrow. what ever happen to kc? speaking she's already here, she late jeje...
I don’t know what to expect in training but from what I've heard it will still be the same with what we're doing right now its just that we're also going to get some order from the customer, geez im so nervous and excited.
my date last oct, he keep on apologizing on what had happen on that day that we went out, masyado daw xa naging emotional, I mean its ok that's one of the reason why we also go out is for me to listen to all of his problem (w/ regards to his ex), and make him realize that the kind of relationship that that we have, most of them dont last (we can only extend our love but in the end, still noting last 4 ever), and also to make him realize that there is a lot guys out there that would want to recieve his love (and im one of them).if only im that good looking, maybe he will consider me (im so bitter). i mean im ready to be the rebound guy, but...hey all i can say is that things happen for a reason, who knows maybe now is not the right time...
Saturday, November 3, 2007
I love my team
don’t you just hate it when you belong to a group who you like but the person who stand to be your leader sucks! That’s what im feeling right now, this is the second time that I have been put in a team with a useless leader, and i really thank god that he transfer me to another account. here are some reason why i dont like him, first, he is so gay, i mean so gay, he may be str8 acting but he is so gaaaaaaaaaay, everytime that we have a meeting, its like joke time all the time no one take him seriously bec he him self is not even serious, and then magagalit xa pag di xa sineryoso, i mean what is that? if you want to be respected by your team you have to act professionaly...second is, if his agent is good he will not make the initiative to do something for his agent to have a better position in the company, for example kuya M---- he has been an asst coach for like so long and some of kuya's batch mate are all coach already...i mean how selfish is that?....third he is very hard to approach, forth, he dont care that much about the team conversion and individual conversion...that's why im so lucky that i was transferd, bec i know that i don't have a futre with him...no wonder other coach also think that he is useless. and right now im so lazy to take calls,i think this will be my last week on this team and i love it, maybe that's why im lazy...i dont want him to be happy.
I really dont know what to expect on my new accnt but one thing is for sure it will be a blast bec im under coach max so i well taken care off,
I really dont know what to expect on my new accnt but one thing is for sure it will be a blast bec im under coach max so i well taken care off,
Friday, November 2, 2007
Better to be Friends
Sometimes its best for two person to stay friends rather than having a relationship, it would be much better not to risk the bond that you have right now, because from what I've notice...some of the friends that I have did not end up good after trying their luck on love. well in my case we remain good friends despite of what happen.
I want out on a date last oct 29 and i was kinda hoping that, we have a connection (that he can be a potential partner) though i know in reality that we can never be because his still strugling to move on on his current relationship, its over between them its just that they both live in the same house, so its hard for him to move on... i mean seing your ex everyday and you in bed with him (bec he also sleep in the same bed) how hard is that, i mean its hard enough in my case to see my ex everyday in my work place and it will be triple hard if your living together right jeje...but no matter how i look at it we can never have a relationship, for so many reason i dont want to enumerate, so lets just leave it like that, we enjoy each other company i mean, were together the whole night hopping from one place to another, dringking to his problem.
no matter how i like him he can never love me back bec i know that he have standards (though i know he dont go for looks bec his ex is like...anyway but there is a posibility coz he is good looking) and i dont have that, im way to far or im the last person here on earth that he would consider having a relationship, and i hate my self for that, bec i let my self be my self, i know i lack things and i think im too reserv for him...i even told him that he remind me of the person that i once knew, but bec i know i dont have future with him i just let it be...after seing him reality strikes that it would take him that long to get over his ex, and if ever we'll have a relationship it will not last long, bec im just a rebound guy, and im too AMBITIOUS...
I want out on a date last oct 29 and i was kinda hoping that, we have a connection (that he can be a potential partner) though i know in reality that we can never be because his still strugling to move on on his current relationship, its over between them its just that they both live in the same house, so its hard for him to move on... i mean seing your ex everyday and you in bed with him (bec he also sleep in the same bed) how hard is that, i mean its hard enough in my case to see my ex everyday in my work place and it will be triple hard if your living together right jeje...but no matter how i look at it we can never have a relationship, for so many reason i dont want to enumerate, so lets just leave it like that, we enjoy each other company i mean, were together the whole night hopping from one place to another, dringking to his problem.
no matter how i like him he can never love me back bec i know that he have standards (though i know he dont go for looks bec his ex is like...anyway but there is a posibility coz he is good looking) and i dont have that, im way to far or im the last person here on earth that he would consider having a relationship, and i hate my self for that, bec i let my self be my self, i know i lack things and i think im too reserv for him...i even told him that he remind me of the person that i once knew, but bec i know i dont have future with him i just let it be...after seing him reality strikes that it would take him that long to get over his ex, and if ever we'll have a relationship it will not last long, bec im just a rebound guy, and im too AMBITIOUS...
Saturday, October 6, 2007
Love will...
Love will lead you back, hmm really? I mean what if love lead you back and the person you go back into already moved on or its too late to be together again? What if you’ve waited for so long and hope that someday he will come back to you but it never happen… question that only time can answer…
I personaly hope that the message of this song will happen to me, that one day he will come back to me and he will say how he misses me that he still love me despite of all the things that had happen. Just thinking of it makes heart burst with so much emotion. But I know in reality it will never happen, im realty hoping that he will back to me but I know that he already move on and now in the arms of his new partner and they are happy…Im really hurting because I still love him, he is the first guy who I really took seriously and in the end will just give up on me that easily…it took me how many months to move on but up until now, im still hoping that Love will lead him back to my arms, were he belong…
I hate this, I don’t wanna write stuff about him anymore, I promise that one day if ever that destiny will give us the chance to cross path I will be better than before, that I’m successful and with more good looks and good physique… I know that he don’t go for looks but I also want to improve not only for him but also to my self…that one day I will say to him this is the guy now that you left along time ago and now im rockin!
Am I that selfish because I only look on his fault? Maybe I also have some defect like my mood swing and my capacity to make a small issue a really big one. But im not like that alll the time, I mean im only like that if I know im right…my be I should learn how to control my moods. I cant help to think that somehow its my fault why we break up.
I don’t want to torture my self anymore, I WANT TO MOVE ON, I WANT TO FIND SOME ONE THAT I CAN LOVE AND WILL LOVE MY AND WILL UNDERSTAND AND ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM AND I’LL ASLO DO THE SAME…
I personaly hope that the message of this song will happen to me, that one day he will come back to me and he will say how he misses me that he still love me despite of all the things that had happen. Just thinking of it makes heart burst with so much emotion. But I know in reality it will never happen, im realty hoping that he will back to me but I know that he already move on and now in the arms of his new partner and they are happy…Im really hurting because I still love him, he is the first guy who I really took seriously and in the end will just give up on me that easily…it took me how many months to move on but up until now, im still hoping that Love will lead him back to my arms, were he belong…
I hate this, I don’t wanna write stuff about him anymore, I promise that one day if ever that destiny will give us the chance to cross path I will be better than before, that I’m successful and with more good looks and good physique… I know that he don’t go for looks but I also want to improve not only for him but also to my self…that one day I will say to him this is the guy now that you left along time ago and now im rockin!
Am I that selfish because I only look on his fault? Maybe I also have some defect like my mood swing and my capacity to make a small issue a really big one. But im not like that alll the time, I mean im only like that if I know im right…my be I should learn how to control my moods. I cant help to think that somehow its my fault why we break up.
I don’t want to torture my self anymore, I WANT TO MOVE ON, I WANT TO FIND SOME ONE THAT I CAN LOVE AND WILL LOVE MY AND WILL UNDERSTAND AND ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM AND I’LL ASLO DO THE SAME…
Thursday, June 21, 2007
i Pass!!
Geez I thought that I will fail my conversion to day but thank God I was able to have a passing score, I was about to give out but when I change my tone of voice and make it sexy jeje I got them!!! Jejeje
This job can really get the shit out of you, it will make you happy if you have good conversion and can really bring your world down if you have a very low conversion, but that’s the challenge of life and work, I mean all job is hard…right? Well come to think of it you have the easiest job that would be very boring coz there is no challenge and no chance to improve your self…so I should stop complaining, sumhow this job really help me to deal with the customer and it improves me =)…
This week I will have my new team, I will surely miss my coach ezzer for she is the best coach ever and she know how to improve you to be a better agent…I will be move to team jen, well I know jen because she handle me during my nesting and she is pretty nice, she’s a tier 2 back then but now she has her own team…
I wish I could be like her sumday…I wish..i just have to be good
This job can really get the shit out of you, it will make you happy if you have good conversion and can really bring your world down if you have a very low conversion, but that’s the challenge of life and work, I mean all job is hard…right? Well come to think of it you have the easiest job that would be very boring coz there is no challenge and no chance to improve your self…so I should stop complaining, sumhow this job really help me to deal with the customer and it improves me =)…
This week I will have my new team, I will surely miss my coach ezzer for she is the best coach ever and she know how to improve you to be a better agent…I will be move to team jen, well I know jen because she handle me during my nesting and she is pretty nice, she’s a tier 2 back then but now she has her own team…
I wish I could be like her sumday…I wish..i just have to be good
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