Feb 7 2011

Last Monday we celebrated our 1 year anniversary together. i was really happy because on my side that is an achievement, to find someone who love me more than anything else and i love him with all of my life...

Nonoy my love, my life and my everything i am happy that i am spending my life with you, now that we are on our 1 year of being together i look forward on celebrating more memories with you.

My love for you will never change

I love you so much and i will always be here with you no matter what.

been a while since i visited this blog, and few weeks from now January will be over...i usually do a blog or write on my journal how my last year was but to sum it up...it was a great year for my career, love life and with my family...i do hope that it continue this year...

right now its 5am in the morning and i spend my rest day watching gossip girl...geez that show is really something, i mean most of the character are vicious and backstabbing each other just to get what they want, kinda remind me of Melrose Place, my favorite series during the late 90's...

i still need to finish some of the series that i bought, Supernatural is nice but somehow boring, Vampire Diaries i s nice, nonoy like it a lot and his thinking that he is Steffan Salvatore hehe and according to him i am Elena at night and Damon during the day...True Blood...i miss watching it i love sookie and his power and season 3 is so gay...love it

moment from now nonoy will be home and im excited to see him...

i dont know whats happening with me lately but i think i should really stop being soo matampuhin about stuff...last saturday i blew off a nice day just because of my perfume issue...i felt so guilty about it...i know im being unfair to him but ill make it up to him...i dont know how but ill make him happy...

we are not perfect i have my issue and nonoy have his...i am will to work it out with him...

i love him...so much

Merry Christmas!!!

Merry Christmas to all!!! yey

I personally love Christmas my most awaited Holiday of the year ^^

This Christmas i celebrate it in the most simple manner that i know...no new clothes...no video...just giving joy to my inaanaks...thats the only time that i see them...every christmas so i make sure i have something for them when they visit me ^^...

Nonoy and i celebrate it with our families... so far so good..

Relieve

As if now im listening to 2ne1 “cant hold us down” I really love the beat and I just saw today that there is an english version which makes it even more fun…

Well anyway last week entry is really serious, but now everything is somehow back to normal, I still have herpes but as days goes by it is slowly disappearing, this time I should really be more careful and make sure that everything is clean about me and nonoy…

One thing to be happy as well Is that I already have the result of my HIV test and I really thank God that it was negative, that made me and nonoy very happy…after that we hed to mega mall to visit the chapel to thank God for the wonderful gift that he has given me, we went to the adoration chapel were everything Is solemn…there I pray on my bended knee and I thank God for the gift…while praying I notice that tears are slowly dripping on my face and I just let it all out…I cried while nonoy is patting my back…I thank God for everything… while im in there I just remember that the last time that I visit that chapel was that I am also crying and I cant remember the reason why…but it doesn’t matter since I am happy now…and I thank I thank God for all the happiness that I have right now…

Pinky

Pinky…ang new name ng aking bagong netbook…why pinky? Well you guess it right its because of the color…I do have the choice to have a color red netbook but there is this one store who gives me a bargain so I go ahead and grab it…they only have two colors avail that’s black and pink…I don’t want to have a conventional looking netbook so we chose pink and anyway its for home use only and who cares if its pink…I like it…we like it!

I have been dreaming of this moment that I am typing my blog entry at my lap on my own net book and now im finally doing it…things do come but it takes a while…I still need to learn how to wait sometimes ^__^…

Now lets move on to a more serious topic…well im on leave today that’s why I have the time to write this blog…nonoy is already at the office working from 9pm to 6pm so now im alone again in our room… we have moved by the way…we are now closer to our office we are now living under the roof of ate jade our former office mate…our room here is quite small compare to what we have in decastro but its ok what matter is we are close to the office and I am with my loving husband…so anyway back to serious mode..the reason for my leave is because I have herpes…yup I never thought that I would have this but I did…so now im on leave…thank god according to the doctor that this is not life threatening like other viral infection…during that time nonoy and I thought that it was a simple singaw cause by my high fever…pero hindi pala…parang binagsakan ang mundo ko while the doctor is telling the cause of herpes nawala yung lagnat ko habang nakikining ako sa kanya…ang alam ko kasi nag kakaganun lang yung mga tao na nakikipag sex kahit kanino…I know my self and I can make sure that nonoy is the only partner that I have for the past 10months and wala na ako ni meet pa bukod sa kanya…and nonoy on the other hand is virgin when it comes to things like this…sabi nga nia na I am the one who broke his virginity…so while the docto is telling me what to do…the only thing I can think off is sana mali siya…after the consultation he ask me if I would like to take the HIV test just to make sure that I don’t have any disease…during that time gusto ko na talagang umiyak I look at nonoy and he said to me ba tatagan ko loob ko pero that time hindi ko kaya…after the test and after naming lumabas ng clinic hindi ko na alam kung ano pinag iisip ko nakahit sa labas eh hindi ko mapigilan umiyak…pano kung ako nga…pano kung mahawa sa akin si nonoy…ako pa ngayon sisira sa kinabukasan nia…at kung ang result is positive anu na lang mang yayari sa akin? Xempre pag nalaman yun lalo ng nga family ko at friends ko im sure iiwasan na nila ako…

Right now im still hanging on the bridge hindi pa rin ako mapapakali hangat hindi ko nalalaman yung result…bukas na yon…gusto ko sana ako nalang kaso nonoy want to be with me…and together we are going to face it…im preparing for the worst and hoping for the best…

Update

17 days to go and Pasko na! yey!
hayz i am excited and Happy at the same time...well first this is the first christmas that i have a boyfriend or should i say a husband hehe...Nonoy really makes me happy, he is my everything and i thank God for giving me such a wonderful person to love my and care for me....
second is ill be buying a net book hopefully it will be this coming sunday but as i have check they are not open on sunday heheso most likely ill be re scheduling that...
ill be going home this saturday and hopefully ill find time to write about my bagio experience...we went there last week and i somehow enjoyed it...well thats it for today!

random blogs

hello there! its really been a while since i updated this page but dont worry during my avail time i was able to save some of my blogs on my e mail so if i have the chance to post is like today ill do it so here it goes...


well its been a while since i open my blog and its already november now...few more weeks and it christmas already! yey!
nonoy and i celebrated our 9th monthsary last nov 7 few more months and we are going to celebrate our 1 year anniversary! yey...
also last nov 9 at work celebrated our 1 year anniversary! we dine at kfc at emerald and we took a lot of pictures and its all in my facebook...

time flyies when your having fun...though there are some hard times but ofcourse there is always the fun part...thats life...

well as for me i still have some issues that im still trying to overcome im sure time will come and ill be more confident on my looks...

as the new year is fast approaching im thinking...what are the things that i would like to achieve or to change...well for one...i would really find time to look for a work overseas any country would do for me just as long as i can save for me to start the apartment business that im thinking off...if things get better there ill have nonoy with me so he can also help his family...
im also thinking that next i would start to exersice my tummy is already getting big...or should i say getting bigger...i think its time for me to do something this time if i would like that to happen i just need to balance things out...so ill corss my fingers to that ^__^...
im also crossing my fingers for the net book that im planning to buy on my 13th month...

before i get excited for next year this month our team wil be going to a hot spring and nonoy will be coming with us...so its our first out of town trip so im excited, lets just hope that the weather will also cooperate...and also finally it pushes through the plan that we planing way back last year..it may not be on palawan or in coron but what important is we are with our love one, we will be going to bagio this coming november 27 and 28...well i do hope that they approve our leave first before i get exited but as of now no feedback yet from the rtr...they need to approve that first heheh


ill make sure that i will be posting some picture when we got back and hopefully with the use of my new laptop hehe


nov 11

12:25 am im physically at work but my mind is wondering some were else, i want to go back to bed and sleep, i want to go to hongkong basta there's a lot of things that i would like to do and im a bit frustrated that i cant do it...hehe well tulad nga ng madalas kong sabihin "we'll get there in time"

im not feeling this day, para bang ibinuhos lahat ng katam sa mundo at ibinigay lahat sa akin kaya wala ako sa mood mag work, nakakasawa na kasi, gusto ko ng maiba yung ginagawa ko, hayz eto nanam ako im sure time will come and i will regret saying this pero sana hindi...
if its that easy to go to other country i could have done it way back...im somehow tired of saying to my self that time will come kahit na napatunayan ko na na sa maraming pag kakataon na it does come yun nga
lang medyo matagal...but somehow its worth it...

hayz im talking to an indian customer and they are worst customer ever especially if their last name is patel or sanjjiv or what ever