December!

Its already December, just few more days and its Christmas! The most wonderful time of the year… Well Financially not for me, I guess no Christmas shopping for this year : ( but I guess its ok, I still have a lot of things to be happy about like I am healthy same sa my parents, I have a job, though the salary is not that big but at least I am earning and I am doing something, I can access the net here in the office and update this blog. So there, I may not buy a new clothes or a new shoes this year but its ok, I still have my family and friend who I love and cherish…I kinda miss my cousins though.

Also I am planning of creating a new and Improved blog for next year hahah, this one sucks, I cant even change the layout, its so boring : ( But this blog will not be forgotten, I will still put a link so that I can access it anytime, I have a lot of good memories in here, but I guess its time to create new memories : ) and that excite me ^_^

Selfie Friday

I noticed that this blog is boring and there is not much picture to see haha

So now I will be posting some of my proudest Selfie ^_^

Selfie Overload haha 

sakit ulo pose ^^

My Eric (My Husband's Lover) inspired look ^o^

Silaw pose haha

Another Eric inspired look

Yes...masakit ulo ko hahah

Alaska Yogurt drink endorser ^^

The following is just my relax chill pose

Palying with emotion

Feeling model lang

Ang dami hahah sana sa makaka kita nito hindi ma umay ^^

Black Friday

Who the Hell invented the Black Friday sale? hahah ayan tuloy ang dami ng calls!

But i guess with out Black Friday I wouldn't be here...that's the reason they hired me to be off help in taking in calls...

Thank goodness because most of the call is just an inquiry hahah

I think there is a problem on the site due to the number of people placing order on line... oh well

I MOVED ON

So since its ok to browse here in the office I have the time again to continue this blog.

My last entry was last June 17, 2013, and I was talking about how I would hold on to my relationship with Nonoy and how I notice that he is not the same with me anymore. Well that time I thought that he is just having a hard time with his work but then on his part his feelings for me is already fading. Well that's life!

Its been how many months now and I can say that im fully recovered on that sad event of my life. I guess my friend Sam is right, maybe Nonoy's chapter is about to end on the day that he accepted his job in Kuwait. I must admit that it was really hard during the fast few months, I would cry my self to sleep and blame him for what ever fucked up things that is happening in my life. Thank god I have some few good friends who opened my eyes and help me get through with all this drama. After that I decided to let go and move on. Nonoy and I talk over facebook and some how we are ok.

I never thought that I will be working here, Nonoy's previous company and im slowly liking it in here.

So now that I am ok and things are doing good with me (except financially), I am now ready to embark on a new journey, I dont know what life holds for me but I am willing to go crazy! I only live once so might as well be crazy right!? haha
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So that's it for now. Sad that I cant change the layout of this blog for some unknown reason. This blog is so boring...so I guess I am boring to hahah

Song about relationship

Another day has past and still im playing the same song over and over, I have no idea what's with this song but somehow this song really made an impact in me. Well the song is about a relationship that is about to end but still they dont know if breaking up is the best way to go or just stay together and try to work things out, if they can not say goodbye with each other well i guess they deserve one more try.

Im thinking about my own relationship with non, somehow, for me, i feel like its not the same with us anymore, I guess distance has something to do with that and his condition in Kuwait, I know that his job is hard and not only that he needs to be a good housemate to his work mate who's attitude is not that great. I began to notice that non is not responding anymore when i tell him I love him, it would sometime be a dead air or just no response at all and he barely say he missed me. I am not really mad about that, i told my self that maybe he is really tired and i know that he is going through a lot so I just smile and understand him, maybe once he come back here things will go back to the way it was, I know that he needs to put a hard exterior because if he shows weakness other people might take that as an advantage.

As long as I can and as long as he love me, I will hold on to our relationship, just like what normal couple would do if someone needs to go to a far away place. I will wait for him and I will understand him. I just need to think about the good memories that we had before he left the country and I guess communication is the key, I will still leave him messages though sometimes he is not responding, specially now that Ramadan is about to take place and he was more task in the office.

I will be a good partner to my non and be more understanding of our situation, I trust that he will also do the same.

I miss you so much non, i know that you dont normally say it but i feel it :) I will always be here for you and I know that we will be together as long as we can.

I love you non

High Hopes!

One more day and its my rest day again :) I am really looking forward this coming weekend because I will be meeting my friends so that we can talk about our up and coming business which is a tutorial center, I think it would be a great investment for the money that I saved. I texted Joan earlier and she told my that she went to DIY to check out some mono block chairs and table that we can use, she will also talk to the owner of the place so that they can discuss the rent fee and possible reconstruction of the floor. On Sunday we will meet up and Joan will show us the business proposition.

I have high hopes for this business and I know that this will be successful. I already talk to Non about it last night and he is ok with it as long as I will study the business proposition, I just need to find a way to tell my mom about it. 

Im still thinking if I will go to the gym tomorrow, my session earlier is really tuff but I am not giving up especially now that I am seeing some awesome changes in my body :) haha im exaggerating, though I am seeing that my biceps is improving :) I just need to continue this and hopefully in the coming months visible changes will show. Kuya Jojo is really helping me and motivating me and I am really inspired with that, what im paying him is really worth it :). I am thinking that If I go tomorrow I might not do the reps properly because my biceps are still sore, but I heard that if its sore then you should really go and do it... Anyway bahala na! haha

I still have colds and cough but I notice that its slowly fading haha Smart C helps a lot and drinking a lot of fluids...

Well that's it for now :) 

Whats UP!

Its been 3 months since my last post and a lot of good things happen

But I will not go into details. I will write what is happening now.

Well I finally had the courage to go to the fitness center and take my first step toward having a good and healthy body :) I have Kuya Jojo to help and so far so good, I must say that I am very motivated now than I was before, maybe because I want to show other that I can do it and I can change, I want to know them that
I can be better especially to that guy...I really hate him and his minions. I can show them that I can
do it better than they can! and of course I want to have a better appearance as well so that when
non bear saw me he will love me more hehe, I have not told him yet about this because I want to surprise him :)
I was so excited to go there earlier but my personal trainer is not in the gym for he has this thing that he needs to do, but non the less it was ok :)

So kuya Nat, my housemate will be getting married this coming Jan 20 he and his gf finally decided to take their relationship to a whole new level. Well the way I see it, he got his girl pregnant so that's a proper thing to do. I just don't know what will be my fate on that house, I hope they will not ask me to find a new place to live because I am really loving our place and its near to my work place, let's just hope they will keep our set up the way it is.

In the office today, well it was fun, they throw a small party for the trainers who celebrated their birthday this June, we chip in so that we can buy cakes for MJP and Joel. It was, I hope that I will get to experience that as well (fingers cross)