Sunday, September 5, 2010
Thursday, September 2, 2010
i Miss you Nonoy
hagard na talaga ako tignan...i was hoping to have a good sleep earlier pero that did not happen...parang hindi rin nakatulong yung sleepwell na ininom ko...ang babaw ng tulog ko, hindi lang siguro ako sanay matulog mag isa dun sa room ng wala si nonoy...
i really miss him and im worried kung anu na ba condition niya, he has dengue and i hope when i go there later ill be seing a happy and well nonoy, yung happy at parang walang sakit na nonoy...
i know its a cliche but sana ako nalang nag ka dengue at wag na siya, nahihirapan kasi ako makita siya lalo na nung mga panahon na nilalagnat siya, how i wish i can atleast get half of what he feeling...what i like about him is that kahit na ganun cheerfull parin siya minsan nga ako na nagagalit sa sobrang kulit niya ayaw ko lang naman na mabinat ulit siya...how i wish i can be like that masaya parin kahit na may sakit...
i miss you nonoy ko...pagaling ka po...
i love you so much ^__^
i really miss him and im worried kung anu na ba condition niya, he has dengue and i hope when i go there later ill be seing a happy and well nonoy, yung happy at parang walang sakit na nonoy...
i know its a cliche but sana ako nalang nag ka dengue at wag na siya, nahihirapan kasi ako makita siya lalo na nung mga panahon na nilalagnat siya, how i wish i can atleast get half of what he feeling...what i like about him is that kahit na ganun cheerfull parin siya minsan nga ako na nagagalit sa sobrang kulit niya ayaw ko lang naman na mabinat ulit siya...how i wish i can be like that masaya parin kahit na may sakit...
i miss you nonoy ko...pagaling ka po...
i love you so much ^__^
Friday, August 6, 2010
28
tomorrow ill be turning 29 and every year before i add one more year on my age i look back and remeber how i spend my 28 years here on earth...
well it was a bad start for me when i turned 28 when it comes to having a relationship, i dated a guy who never really want to have a relationship with me, so i enter an open relationship with him and put my heart on the line, as expected i fall for the guy but i was never became his priority...i dont want to go on details but he broke my heart into pieces and my friend rocky know's how hard i cried for that guy...
when it comes to my career...well its really not that good as well i left my previous company which somehow i regret...me and rocky went through a series of interview just to find the right job and the right company....
at 28 i was able to experienced independence which was a good thing...finally im on my own but occasionally or every restday ill go home in binangonan...
i think it was september when my mom was accidentaly hit by a sigle motor and as a result her right knee was enjured thank god nothing serious happen and during that time i dont have a job so i was able to help when it comes to doing some house chores that my mom would normally do...it was hard seeing her like that...i mean my mom went through a lot especially loosing her eye sight on her right eye and seeing her in that vulnerable position is really heart breaking especially on my part...my mom doesnt deserves that...she is a good person, a good mom and a loving wife to my father so somehow you'll question why those things happened to her...but who am i to question, right? as they say things happen for a reason and as of now im still searching for that answer...
few months after my birthday we experienced the worst flood had ever happened in binangonan...it was a disaster...everything was wet and our rice business was jepordy...after that my lola past away T__Thayz...its hard for me and for my mom But hey! as they say there's always a rainbow after the rain to be honest i tried to be strong for myself and for my mom, we had experienced those hardships but God is good all the time.
I think it was November when things started to get on track again...i was accepted as a customer service rep in Transcom and till now im still here and i am happy...
The month of November is memorable to me i was able to meet good friends...real friends on this company... December...January was the best...rocky may not be with me anymore to support me but i was able to find good ones who in good times and bad times standing on my back and never leave me...
First week of february was the best Month on my 28 years here on earth i know i sound exagerated but its true...i was able to meet the man who will change my life forever...
Nonoy came to my life unexpectedly...he changed my life and he changed the way i look at love...before i thought no one can love me for who i am i thought no one can accept me...but he proved me wrong...
we went through a lot of trials especially on our first month, it was hard for both of us...we somehow loose some of our friends but as the song goes "it will all get better in time" and i can say now that things are now back to normal...it may not be the way it was before but its ok...
when it comes to our relationship we have our differences but we made sure to it that we fix the problem and talk about it rather than arguing its hard but we live each day to the best or worst we can...
so now that im turning 29 im excited what life has to offer to me...
im excited...
sabi nga LIVE. LAUGH. LOVE. ^__^
well it was a bad start for me when i turned 28 when it comes to having a relationship, i dated a guy who never really want to have a relationship with me, so i enter an open relationship with him and put my heart on the line, as expected i fall for the guy but i was never became his priority...i dont want to go on details but he broke my heart into pieces and my friend rocky know's how hard i cried for that guy...
when it comes to my career...well its really not that good as well i left my previous company which somehow i regret...me and rocky went through a series of interview just to find the right job and the right company....
at 28 i was able to experienced independence which was a good thing...finally im on my own but occasionally or every restday ill go home in binangonan...
i think it was september when my mom was accidentaly hit by a sigle motor and as a result her right knee was enjured thank god nothing serious happen and during that time i dont have a job so i was able to help when it comes to doing some house chores that my mom would normally do...it was hard seeing her like that...i mean my mom went through a lot especially loosing her eye sight on her right eye and seeing her in that vulnerable position is really heart breaking especially on my part...my mom doesnt deserves that...she is a good person, a good mom and a loving wife to my father so somehow you'll question why those things happened to her...but who am i to question, right? as they say things happen for a reason and as of now im still searching for that answer...
few months after my birthday we experienced the worst flood had ever happened in binangonan...it was a disaster...everything was wet and our rice business was jepordy...after that my lola past away T__Thayz...its hard for me and for my mom But hey! as they say there's always a rainbow after the rain to be honest i tried to be strong for myself and for my mom, we had experienced those hardships but God is good all the time.
I think it was November when things started to get on track again...i was accepted as a customer service rep in Transcom and till now im still here and i am happy...
The month of November is memorable to me i was able to meet good friends...real friends on this company... December...January was the best...rocky may not be with me anymore to support me but i was able to find good ones who in good times and bad times standing on my back and never leave me...
First week of february was the best Month on my 28 years here on earth i know i sound exagerated but its true...i was able to meet the man who will change my life forever...
Nonoy came to my life unexpectedly...he changed my life and he changed the way i look at love...before i thought no one can love me for who i am i thought no one can accept me...but he proved me wrong...
we went through a lot of trials especially on our first month, it was hard for both of us...we somehow loose some of our friends but as the song goes "it will all get better in time" and i can say now that things are now back to normal...it may not be the way it was before but its ok...
when it comes to our relationship we have our differences but we made sure to it that we fix the problem and talk about it rather than arguing its hard but we live each day to the best or worst we can...
so now that im turning 29 im excited what life has to offer to me...
im excited...
sabi nga LIVE. LAUGH. LOVE. ^__^
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Personal Demons
its been a while since i last updated my blog, i have been busy enjoying life, i still have my demons to conquer and sometimes its unvarable... i hate my self sometimes or most of the time...i am hurting my self in the weirdest possible way...my thoughts are killing me and sometimes its hard to find comfort in your own skin. how i wish i have a personal shrink that i can run to everytime i need someone to put a sense on my head...that would be much easier...
i hope i can survive this...which i know i can...
i hope i can survive this...which i know i can...
we went to med central in galeria yesterday and i notice that most of the nurses working in the area have a clear aura on their faces, no trace of stress...i can feel their calmness...i envy that calm feeling that they are emiting through me...then i ask my self if i ever felt that...maybe...but it was a long time ago...i need to feel like that again...and i want it as soon as possible.
Monday, July 12, 2010
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
AIR HEAD
Hmm thinking of what to write ...
There is a lot of air in my head which is not good heheh...
As of now my customer is talking shit about the service that we have provided..
im bored and i want to go home...im listening at two different music...one is for the transfer music of the customer service department and the other is pussycat dolls buttons (which i love so much)
i have low salary for this cut off...i can compare it to my first salary during my training week =(
two of my officemate want to resign...
i hold my customer again...
im afraid that one of this day they will monitor what im doing...holding the customer for the longest time and call camping...hehehe
3 of my friends already left...mia...apple and paula...
im call camping again...i need to pee...i just peed and i did not press any aux ahahah
55 more mins and ill log out yey!
i should quit doing this and try to enjoy the few min buy answering the call on a timely manner
There is a lot of air in my head which is not good heheh...
As of now my customer is talking shit about the service that we have provided..
im bored and i want to go home...im listening at two different music...one is for the transfer music of the customer service department and the other is pussycat dolls buttons (which i love so much)
i have low salary for this cut off...i can compare it to my first salary during my training week =(
two of my officemate want to resign...
i hold my customer again...
im afraid that one of this day they will monitor what im doing...holding the customer for the longest time and call camping...hehehe
3 of my friends already left...mia...apple and paula...
im call camping again...i need to pee...i just peed and i did not press any aux ahahah
55 more mins and ill log out yey!
i should quit doing this and try to enjoy the few min buy answering the call on a timely manner
Sunday, July 4, 2010
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