Song about relationship

Another day has past and still im playing the same song over and over, I have no idea what's with this song but somehow this song really made an impact in me. Well the song is about a relationship that is about to end but still they dont know if breaking up is the best way to go or just stay together and try to work things out, if they can not say goodbye with each other well i guess they deserve one more try.

Im thinking about my own relationship with non, somehow, for me, i feel like its not the same with us anymore, I guess distance has something to do with that and his condition in Kuwait, I know that his job is hard and not only that he needs to be a good housemate to his work mate who's attitude is not that great. I began to notice that non is not responding anymore when i tell him I love him, it would sometime be a dead air or just no response at all and he barely say he missed me. I am not really mad about that, i told my self that maybe he is really tired and i know that he is going through a lot so I just smile and understand him, maybe once he come back here things will go back to the way it was, I know that he needs to put a hard exterior because if he shows weakness other people might take that as an advantage.

As long as I can and as long as he love me, I will hold on to our relationship, just like what normal couple would do if someone needs to go to a far away place. I will wait for him and I will understand him. I just need to think about the good memories that we had before he left the country and I guess communication is the key, I will still leave him messages though sometimes he is not responding, specially now that Ramadan is about to take place and he was more task in the office.

I will be a good partner to my non and be more understanding of our situation, I trust that he will also do the same.

I miss you so much non, i know that you dont normally say it but i feel it :) I will always be here for you and I know that we will be together as long as we can.

I love you non

High Hopes!

One more day and its my rest day again :) I am really looking forward this coming weekend because I will be meeting my friends so that we can talk about our up and coming business which is a tutorial center, I think it would be a great investment for the money that I saved. I texted Joan earlier and she told my that she went to DIY to check out some mono block chairs and table that we can use, she will also talk to the owner of the place so that they can discuss the rent fee and possible reconstruction of the floor. On Sunday we will meet up and Joan will show us the business proposition.

I have high hopes for this business and I know that this will be successful. I already talk to Non about it last night and he is ok with it as long as I will study the business proposition, I just need to find a way to tell my mom about it. 

Im still thinking if I will go to the gym tomorrow, my session earlier is really tuff but I am not giving up especially now that I am seeing some awesome changes in my body :) haha im exaggerating, though I am seeing that my biceps is improving :) I just need to continue this and hopefully in the coming months visible changes will show. Kuya Jojo is really helping me and motivating me and I am really inspired with that, what im paying him is really worth it :). I am thinking that If I go tomorrow I might not do the reps properly because my biceps are still sore, but I heard that if its sore then you should really go and do it... Anyway bahala na! haha

I still have colds and cough but I notice that its slowly fading haha Smart C helps a lot and drinking a lot of fluids...

Well that's it for now :) 

Whats UP!

Its been 3 months since my last post and a lot of good things happen

But I will not go into details. I will write what is happening now.

Well I finally had the courage to go to the fitness center and take my first step toward having a good and healthy body :) I have Kuya Jojo to help and so far so good, I must say that I am very motivated now than I was before, maybe because I want to show other that I can do it and I can change, I want to know them that
I can be better especially to that guy...I really hate him and his minions. I can show them that I can
do it better than they can! and of course I want to have a better appearance as well so that when
non bear saw me he will love me more hehe, I have not told him yet about this because I want to surprise him :)
I was so excited to go there earlier but my personal trainer is not in the gym for he has this thing that he needs to do, but non the less it was ok :)

So kuya Nat, my housemate will be getting married this coming Jan 20 he and his gf finally decided to take their relationship to a whole new level. Well the way I see it, he got his girl pregnant so that's a proper thing to do. I just don't know what will be my fate on that house, I hope they will not ask me to find a new place to live because I am really loving our place and its near to my work place, let's just hope they will keep our set up the way it is.

In the office today, well it was fun, they throw a small party for the trainers who celebrated their birthday this June, we chip in so that we can buy cakes for MJP and Joel. It was, I hope that I will get to experience that as well (fingers cross)

Long Sleeve Drama

So since its a must to wear formal clothes in the office every Monday I have no choice but to comply :)

I blog last week that I went to Robinson's to buy some long sleeves and thank goodness they are on sale that day...So here is the picture of me wearing the long sleeve that I purchased in WallStreet.

Marianne, my senior trainer helped me in folding the sleeves, its really nice though the whole day I felt like I am attending a prom or a party :) haha I need to get used to it... Oh yeah my boss, roamed around just to check that every body comply haha, His only comment to me is that I need to have a neck tie next time :( Argh!!! I dont like to wear tie...waaa hahaha

Amazing week!

Its already Friday and I can wait to go home and take a lot of rest.

This week is amazing and I hope that my Friday will end good as well. Last Thursday morning, Non Non bear and I was able to talk to each other, thanks to Yahoo messenger app, I was able to see him on cam, he is still cute as ever :) last time i saw him was December 7, that's the time that he flew to Kuwait, I was so thrill to talk to him, It was nice, though i only have few hours of sleep but its all worth it!

Today is the last day of training for my Upskill for plus tv, and I will miss my best bud rose, sa wakas she was able to attend one of my trainings, this batch is fun to teach!

 

What a Day!

I am so tired right now, but non the less Im happy.

I went to Robinson earlier to buy some long sleeve since in the office the are requiring all trainers to dress up especially on Monday. Wala akong long sleeve na pwede kong gamitin pampasok, I have, but that long sleeve is what you wear if your going to a party. I have been stressing about this last week since I am not use to wearing long sleeve, I dont like the way it make me feel especially now na its summer!

So to my surprise, Robinson is having their 3 day sale today! I went to the department store and oh my gosh, tons of long sleeve is on sale and they are all nice!! then I said to my self " Im in heaven" :))

I was able to spot this two gorgeous long sleeve from WallStreet, I tried it on and I look like a millions bucks hahaha. I tried to find some slacks that will go with it but i was not able to find one, but its ok I have a black slacks and I know it will match my top. After that I went to Mega Mall to check some clothes but they dont have what I need, though I was able to purchase a belt which I plan to use on Monday :)

I also went to Etude House to buy some face mask, I heard that Etude's face mask are amazing so I bought 3, but then I will give the other one to my dear friend Rose.

I bought the Green Tea face mask and then the Essence Collagen Mask and the last on is a Black Head remover :))

I cant wait to use it tomorrow :))

(for the full review of the Etude Face mask just visit my other blog :)  http://whatyurilove.blogspot.com)

Hayz, How I wish Non Bear is here so we can both try it, Im sure that he will like it too! :))

To my Non Bear

I have no class schedule for today, so i guess i will just hang around here in one of the empty training room, or maybe later I will go to the floor to visit my friends or maybe I will go to the near by mall to do my grocery since I will have to time to do it this weekend.

There's a lot of things things that I am thinking right now, one of them is my Non Bear, every time I think of his condition in Kuwait, I cant help but to feel sad and lonely for him, sad because I know how hard it is to work in a call center, what's worst about it is that they are required to render 2 hours OT everyday and sometimes they don't have a rest day. They now moved in to their new house and base from what he told me, the room where they are sleeping right now is so small that they need to be in one position, he is also short of money because of the moved. I wish I can just go there and hug him and steal him.

To my non bear, hang on tight mahal ko, i know that you are strong person and i know you can survive this, God is always at your side, Im always praying that he guide you