3:15 am on my clock, i cant sleep, so instead of me having a headache for forcing my self to sleep ill just write something na lang here on my blog while eating my fav snack oishi ridges...
i notice, with my relationship with nonoy one important thing that we have in common is our love for music we both love listening and singing to different kind of music, yun nga lang he is a good singer compare to me wala kasi ako sa tono kumanta hehehe, nonoy is into R and B kind of music mga Brian mcKnight yung trip nya, mga love song and ballad no wonder his very romantic, as per me im into dance music, upbeat and fun...i do listen to love song but not most of the time, im into Korean music even though i cant understand what they are saying pero na eenjoy ko naman...before i no longer listen and believe in love songs lagi naman kasi ako nasasaktan and naiiwanan or may mahanap man ako hindi ganoong ka lalim yung love...
Our love begins in Chicago were we hang out after shift and sing our hearts out, so even from the start music has something to do with our romance...doon lahat nag umpisa, somehow we express our feelings sa mga songs na kinakanta namin, yung ibang songs tell our story yung ibang songs help us to tell each other how we really feel
i have a lot of memories with him na pag sinamahan mo ng music it becomes more Super and Extra Special, madalas ito sa fx pag nag babyahe kami papasok at pauwi ng work, he dedicated a song for me entitled "think of laura" which he change the title to "think of Erdell" he will sing it to me while looking to my eyes and ako naman sobrang kinikilig every time he sing it me to whole heartedly, i can feel the sincerity of his love while he is doing that, kung hindi lang talaga nakakahiya isisigaw ko na mahal na mahal ko siya after nun yun nga lang nasa fx kami ba ka pababain kami heheh...i remember this one time na habang nag kukulitan kami biglang pinatugtog sa radio yung song na "i finally found someone" i told him that i like that song and habang nakikinig kami naka sandal ako sa kanya and it was perfect sobrang simple nung moment na yun pero naging especial because of that song...ang isa pang hindi ko malilimutan ay yung kinanta nya yung "pangarap ko" he recorded it to his cellphone and nung na sa roof deck kami ng office pinarinig nya sa akin and oh my gosh sobrang na touch and mas na in love ako sa kanya, lalo pa nung kinanta nya ng live, during that time feeling ko nasa isang love story na movie kami... nawala lahat ng tao sa paligid at para ako nasa cloud 9, napaka romantic nya talaga...iba yung feeling talaga, nawala yung stress ko na nararamdaman sa work dahil sa momnet na yon...
nonoy im sure naman na mababasa mo ito, i want you to know that i really....really love you...sabi ko nga sa sarili ko na i must have done something good to deserve you and to have you... ikaw na yung pinapanalangin ko noon...at ngayon ipinag kaloob ka nya sa akin...kaya tandaan mo na lagi lang ako nadito sa tabi mo, gagawin ang lahat mapasaya ka lamang ♥
marami pa tayong pag dadaanan at nakikita ko naman na kaya natin itong i survive...
I love you...I honestly love you
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