Curach, Maila and Felipe

Yesterday I thought that it will just be a typical restday for me, where in I just stay here at my Parents house the whole day and spend the rest of the day surfing the net, but I guess I was wrong. In my effort to change what i call typical, I texted my college friend Curach, I ask if i can visit him and Maila in their work place, since curach has been texting me last week asking when i would be here in Binangonan so i can help him on his computer problem and he would like to borrow some of my collection of Indie Film. So i did txt them and i did not receive any response. So lumabas parin ako because i need to withdraw some money since my mom is going to buy LPG and i dont have that much money on my wallet, pag uwi ko I receive a call from Curach saying na he just got my text and he is asking if i can still go there, at first medyo tinamad na ako pero nung sinabi nila na sila nalang pupunta, i change my mind...

So i went to to their work place which happen to be my former High School and na miss ko yung school, ang daming mga bata pa that time playing basketball, badminton, sipa and a lot more. Para tuloy na miss ko yung pagiging teacher. So nakita ko na si Curach na nasa 2nd floor and my college classmate Maila was there too and my god i miss them...so nag punta kami sa faculty nila and dun nag kwentuhan kami at tawanan to the max... So while we are in the peak of tawanan, Felipe who is my kinakapatid texted me saying that he will go to our place, and i told him na nasa BCC ako with Curach and Maila...so he went there... so after that nag paalam na ako kina Curah and Maila dahil sabi ko nga na iniintay ako ni Felipe sa labas, eh pauwi na din pala sila nun so sumabay na din sila sa akin, so kahit ayaw mag pakita ni Felipe eh nakita parin siya hahah...

So after that fun conversation with Curach and Maila, time to have some quality time with my kinakapatid, he told me that he is sik and need to be operated since there's polyps on intestine ( i forgot the exact part), I was sadden by what he told me, so that is the reason why he is so thin.

So after that tinapos ko na din yung mga picture nia na dapat na edit ko nun pa.

Rainy friday

Its been raining for days and im starting to hate it. Masarap nga matulog pero pag kailangan mo lumabas ang hirap naman kasi baha sa labas, everything is wet and muddy.

right now I am alone in our room and I am kinda sad kasi nonoy is not here, he is in a morning shift this week so we rearly be with each other, i know we live at the same house pero sandali lang kami nag kakasama T_T.

I plan on uploading a video kaso since mabagal internet ko im sure it will take forever to load it so ganto nalang pa sulat nalng kahit nakakatamad.

Right now while i am writing this i am listening to Esmee Denters Outta here... i love it hehe

something about the lyrics of the song i really like... I also love her look!

so anyway good bye for now ill try to sleep muna.

Things Happen for a reason

I always say that phrase when i dint get something that i want or things dint go my way, it is also the common phrase that i am saying to my friends when the same situation happen to them.

Last rainy Thursday Nonoy and i went to apply for a new job, we went to Sam's company for they are hiring Web merchandiser and the reason why i want to try it out is that it has a good pay and it is not that stressful, also i lo

ve surfing the net so i will have an advantage esp in making website for i have this blog and of course i want to learn something new, at that time i though ill have a different career path that i will take, so no more call center job for me, just the regular job with a good pay.

We arrived there i think 15 minutes before seven, we went to the 17 floor, the HR assist us, we took our exam, we had our initial interview with the HR then after that we waited for the Manager of the Web Merchandising account to interview us, Nonoy went first and i waited for 30 mins (i guess), then when Nonoy came he told me that there is only one available position left so we are not going to be with each other...So at that time i already felt the sadness because the dream that me and Noy working again together just like we were in Transcom faded... I proceed with my interview and i thought i did well, though my English grammar sucks hehe... so after that its up to the boss to pick between the two of us, the other one will be endorse to another account who would take in call but as they say its not that stressful since we are just going to call the

merchant and verified if the information they give out is correct. The manager told us that they will endorse us to hr and hr will text us.

After that we went to Mia's office at Edsa Central, Mia and Sam is working on the same company but they are not on the same Building, Sam is located at Octagon Building while Mia is at Edsa central Pavilion, We had our brunch at KFC and while we are eating Noy and I receive the text from HR and Noy got the position and i will be endorse to Merchant Rep. I was happy for Nonoy for getting the part because atlast he would have a job that is less stressful with a good pay, i mean he already went through hell at Transcom so this is a good opportunity for him. On my side it added to my frustration and reality hit me again that my dream of being us together working will not happen.

After our brunch we took some picture on Mia's phone and hed home and on our way i was silent, feeling the sadness that Noy and i will not be working together and during that time i also decided that i will turn down the offer as a Merchant Rep, for the reason that i dont want to take in calls again even if the work load is not that stressful, also that is one of the reason why i left my previous company and work at Telus as an email representative, atleast on my current job i dont feel the stress even if there is thousand of email waiting.

I just hope that i did the right decision...

We arrive home, rest for a while and for me to lessen the burden that i am feeling i cried, Nonoy comforted me and still asking me if i already made up my mind. I appreciate my Nonoy that time, he was hugging me, comforting me, sympathizing on what i am feeling, and he told me that i a already made up my mind he will support me and he told me that he will do his best for us to work together again, he said that if there would be an opening he would recommend me. During that time i cant help but to feel rejected, i felt that i messed up things or something in me is not pleasing that is why they did not pick me, i really hated that feeling and i dont want to be in that position again. I know im just sour graping on what happen because somehow i felt like im a looser. But of course i know that is not the way i should go because im being selfish, i admit that i am a bit jealous with Nonoy because he was pick over me and he will be working again with Sam and they can see Mia anytime and the pay is good, while i am stuck at my work that i somehow love its just that the pay is small.

So know i am over it, i will just re apply, and Nonoy told me that if there is he will be referring me so we can be together...

I know things happen for a reason, i may not know the reason now but sooner i will, probably this is not the right time for me to be there or something big is waiting for me..

Update!

Its really been a while since i last updated this blog, i know no one really bothers to read all my posting and up till now i still thinks its ok, this page will be my contribution to the world wide web, i know one day ill find time to read all the posting that i have put in here and remince all the good and the bad things that happen to me...

Enough of that long intro hehe, well just to update you guys, I am doing good, things on my personal and work life is doing good. I am now working with Telus as an email support agent, this is new for me and right now everything is faborable to me, i think its been a month now that all i do is play and transfer ticket, the reason for that is that the game i am supporting is not out yet so we dont have email to answer so while we are in the office all we do is to play the game and report any bug that we encounter while playing it...the only down side to this company is that i have low salary compare to Transcom, but i am not complaining about it.

My love life, well my relationship with Nonoy is stronger than ever and we love each other so much, i am happy that he came in to my life and i thank God about it, I am so lucky to have a loving husband, best friend, adviser, lover all wrap into one ^_^, I am still sad that we are not working in the same office and i am sad everytime i think that Nonoy is having a hard time taking calls and i am here updating my blog and doing nothing (for now) i always told him that how i wish he is with me so he wont feel all that stress.

So for now that's all i can write...ill try to update this blog as often as i can...

love love!

Thoughts as of now…

Facebook is really a good way of checking how your friends are doing even if your not seeing them everyday…I am amaze and happy how some of them are doing good and enjoying their life to the fullest!.

As my mom would always say to me “Never under estimate anyone because you never know the future holds” and she is right.

As i check their facebook page i must say that i am happy that some of them are living the life that they deserve, i have this friend way back in high school who at that time is having a hard time with how life is treating them, when i think of him first thing that comes to my mind is his odor, yes he has this certain odor that makes people wonder what the hell is wrong with him, but since his my friend it was never an issue, well i do care, i tried giving him hints about that but he never seems to get it, i also remembered that he is amazing in sketching his favorite super heroes, he use to be my inspiration. So anyway life goes on and after high school i lost track of him, till one day a friend if mine suggested that i should add him as friend, and i did, funny thing is when we first chatted he kinda forget who i am…yeah…so anyway we chatted and finally he remembered who i was. As i look on his pictures now he so different from what he is before and what he is now, he accomplished a lot of things and now he is living a life that he deserve, he and his lovely wife had a new baby, and when i check his facebook now he just went out of the country with his wife…so good job for you.

That particular friend of mine is just one of the many people i know who become successful in life.

So as i sit here, i started to ask my self if i can also consider my self “successful”, well i think i am, i am not that super successful but i can say that im living my life the way i want it to be. I have a wonderful partner in life who loves me and my flaws who i love and adore so much!, we are also living in together that makes it more sweeter!, my parents accept me for what i am and love me with all of their hearts, every time i go home from Binangonan my dad would always greated me with all his sweet smile and always happy to see me same as my mom who would hug and kiss me and ask me how im doing…hayz im lucky to have them. I have a new job that i think i would enjoy, as the Team Leader on that account told me “this would be your dream job, you play and work at the same time” so its up for me to excel on that field and hope that this would be the perfect company for me. As per traveling well i am lucky enough to visit some of the coolest places here in the Philippines with the people i consider as my brother and sister. I just hope that in the near future i would do more stuff that will enrich me more.

my cry

I have been crying every now and then about my work and nonoy knows about it, i really want to go and rest or try another work environment, there is a lot of things that makes me sad about my current work place, number 1 reason why i dont like this place is because of the people around me they do know how to bring out the worst in me...i know that in every work place there are people who can ruin your day but somehow people here different they know how to hit you below the belt.

i told my self last year that i will only leave this company if i already have the agency to help me find a job outside the country and im still pushing through on that dream, but i find it hard to leave nonoy behind..hayz how i wish we can go there together but there is a big possibility that i might go in first..im still applying online and last week i got a text from samie international agency that they line me up for an interview for the male receptionist position that i apply in to...to be honest i don't want to work in Saudi and im searching online

Feb 7 2011

Last Monday we celebrated our 1 year anniversary together. i was really happy because on my side that is an achievement, to find someone who love me more than anything else and i love him with all of my life...

Nonoy my love, my life and my everything i am happy that i am spending my life with you, now that we are on our 1 year of being together i look forward on celebrating more memories with you.

My love for you will never change

I love you so much and i will always be here with you no matter what.

been a while since i visited this blog, and few weeks from now January will be over...i usually do a blog or write on my journal how my last year was but to sum it up...it was a great year for my career, love life and with my family...i do hope that it continue this year...

right now its 5am in the morning and i spend my rest day watching gossip girl...geez that show is really something, i mean most of the character are vicious and backstabbing each other just to get what they want, kinda remind me of Melrose Place, my favorite series during the late 90's...

i still need to finish some of the series that i bought, Supernatural is nice but somehow boring, Vampire Diaries i s nice, nonoy like it a lot and his thinking that he is Steffan Salvatore hehe and according to him i am Elena at night and Damon during the day...True Blood...i miss watching it i love sookie and his power and season 3 is so gay...love it

moment from now nonoy will be home and im excited to see him...

i dont know whats happening with me lately but i think i should really stop being soo matampuhin about stuff...last saturday i blew off a nice day just because of my perfume issue...i felt so guilty about it...i know im being unfair to him but ill make it up to him...i dont know how but ill make him happy...

we are not perfect i have my issue and nonoy have his...i am will to work it out with him...

i love him...so much