Relationships

What do i know about relationship? As far as i know there are several types of relationship...

The first Relationship that i know is your relationship with God...some people have a deep relationship with him they may not go to church everyday but they have their own way of talking to him, some are active in church, some will go to distance just to spread the word and love of God...i fall on the first example...i am a catholic christian and i have my ways of talking to God i dont go to church every sunday but i make sure that my relationship with him is always there ^__^.

Second relationship that i know  is your relationship with you parents...i can say that i am more close to my mom for she understand me better and know me better than my dad, there are things i can say to my mom that i cannot say to my dad, my relationship with my mom grew stronger everyday  for we have lots of experiences in life that till now we are facing.


Third relationship that i know is with your friends, in my 28 years in living here on earth i can say that i have found and met all the best people in the world...they are my best friends that up until now even if were not seeing each other on a daily basis we still manage to communicate and see each other once in a while. People who change me and mold me to a person that i am today...from my childhood friends to my elementary friends, high school, college and work friends i can say that i am truly bless to have them as my friends...we may grew a part but our friendship remains. They have seen the best and worst of me but still they are there to help me, support me, advised me and love me...

The Last that i know is your relationship with your partner or with the one that you love...in this field of relationship im still finding my way, this is the only relationship that sometimes im having a hard time coping and understanding how it really works...Right now i can say that on the relationship that i have is by far one of the best...i have never met a guy like him before that even i have a lot of issues with my personal life he still manage to love my and understand me...I really...really Appreciate it a lot, if there is a way for him to read what's in my hear and let him know how i love and value him he would know that i dont want to lose him and i want to keep him forever...

They say that to make a relationship successful you have to give your complete trust and understanding..and i give it all to you...i will give you my all my love and all my trust all my understanding to make this work...i know its that there would be a lot of challenges but if we hold on and make t work im pretty sure that it will last...

I LOVE YOU...i honestly love you

Hair Style

Ill try to write something lite today, i usually talk about my life and whats happening...well ...so far everything is good, me and nonoy are doing great...

So this coming Monday Nonoy and i are planning to have our haircut at one of the salon in our town and we are planning to have our hair dye as well. i told him that i kinda like the highlights of rogue's hair in x men, i have always wanted to color my hair even before because all through out my life i have a black hair and i want to know as well if i can carry the look, anyway if it fails i can always die my hair back...if only i can buy a hair dye in white color so i can do it my self but i guess this kind of color can only be achieve at a salon so it means i have to pay hehe hayz anyway its ok since they can do the job for me...

i have always wanted to bleach my hair blond and wonder how i would look like, G Dragon of Bigbang dye his hair during the time his having his solo career as an artist...i wonder if the color of his hair on this picture would look good on me...

I have been thinking some hair style that can fit nonoy because his hair is kinda difficult to style because of the thick texture of his hair, he has the same hair as allan's hair and what he did is he have his hair grow long then after that he have it rebonded thats why he have a good hair now but it took him years to achieve that but i guess it all worth it heheh
so here are the picture that i think would fit nonoy's hair style...

I think Taeyang hir cut would fit Nonoy, they both have round head and i think nonoy can handle this look, since may pag ka bad boy image naman  siya ^_^

Short hair also look good on Nonoy and i think on this picture Kibums hair style would fit him perfectly, beside they both have ear peircing so i guess he can really full this off...^__^






well im still looking for more hair style that would fit him so ill continue it tomorrow...so i hope nonoy would like my atleast one of my hair style choice for him hehehe

Happy Birthday my Love

Happy 21st Birthday Nonoy!

Mahal ko, i want you to know that im really proud of you!, you have come a long way, from being a simple guy working in SM and now as one of the best agent in our company, despite all your achievements you manage to be the same person as you are, a good son to your mom and a good provider to your family. Kakaunti lang yung tao na tulad mo and i am lucky to have you as my Boyfriend, a sweet, caring, loving guy who is always there for me to love me and make me happy ^__^.

Now that you are 21...i wish you all the best in life! May God always bless you and your family and may he gives you all the success and happiness in life because i believe that you deserve it.
Stay humble and sweet ^__^
I Love you so much!

Its my turn to R_A_N_T

Im not quite sure what is happening to me but this feeling is quite familiar... to make it short... im bored and this day is not a good day or should i say not a good shift...its like half of my calls today are failed and most of the call that i have receive today sucks! if they are not complaining some of them are racist who would think that since there call has been routed to the Philippines we are incompetent and slow learner, you can feel it on the sound of their voice once they knew that they are talking to a Filipino only few of them appreciate what we do...if only i can answer them back when they are ranting about their problem which is really not that complicated i would tell them to get a hold of them selves and think because sometimes they are the one who is making it complicated...hays medyo magulo ba? buti nalang that we Filipino people are resourceful and we think with our brains so we solve the problem with out bothering someone...
Finally i survive this super stressful shift that if only i can log out and just go home i would have done it in a heart beat or if only i can shout at our customer and tell them shut the fuck off i would do that to put some sense on their heads...gawds! waaa now im irate...im sorry but this is the only place that i can rant about them...But you know even if there are some days that i feel like im in hell there is a peace of heaven that lifts my spirit up and that is my nonoy...some how we manage to keep our cool when we are together...so at the end of the day ill go home feeling happy and everything seems to be ok...siguro if nonoy is not at my side matagal na akong na tangal or na issuehan ng PD for being an irate agent...hayz...

Then and Now

its not that queuing so i have the time to make an entry hehe, things with me and nonoy are fine, we are about to celebrate our 3rd monthsary on Friday that would be may 7 so yey! im so excited for that, i told him about my plan on how i would like it to celebrate our special, and his ok with it...hayz im really lucky to have him as my boyfriend he is the best!

so anyway im sitting here at the bay were we all began to take calls i remember seing my batch mate here all of us are new to this account so some of us are quite anxious to take call while some just want the day to end so they can rest...It was really fun, most of us have our own funny experience to tell that we encounter with our customer after a stressful shift me and mitch would decide to eat to relieve our stress, well that was before like first two weeks...time flies and we become close to some of our team mate...i also remember ate maq and regine as our RTR and every sunday ate maq would always put us in aux 3 since it is avail...hayz good memories...

So now that i am back here on this bay with the same team lead a lot has been change, my team mates are new and personally it is not that fun as it was in abay, well im not saying that my new team mates are boring its just that our wave have a different vibe its like all of us our close.

Down days

Things are lighter now, last week is really hard for me and for nonoy, we both have our burden at home, last Monday night April 26 after nonoy and i left our house to go to work, my dad had a fight with one of our neighbor for saying that i am now in a relationship with a guy, i can just imagine how my dad felt during that day, i know its hard for some father to accept that the only son that he has is gay and im not even out so somehow it really hurt his feeling, my mom told me what happen , after that incident my dad went home furious with my mom, im sure he said some hurt full words at her because when my mom is telling me the story she was crying... i know how my dad act when he is angry and sometimes the word that he say can shatter even the strongest heart...dad is blaming my mom because she let me do what ever i want... My dad was really angry because he thought that me and nonoy are hugging each when he saw us on my room that time which we are not, nonoy and i are aware of our action because we know that at any moment my dad can take a peek on my room and might see something that can lead him to think that there is something going on, i know how my dad think and its not good...so he told my mom about that incident and my mom ask me if that is true, at that time i could have said yes but i hold back because if ever i admit it im afraid that my mom might not let nonoy come to the house and at that time i though that its not he right time to say it...

After that incident i cant help but to cry and my mom ask me why im crying, if she only new that the reason is because im afraid that nonoy might not be able to sleep here again and if she only knew that my relationship with him is more than just friends, as much as i want to admit it to my mom something is holding me back.
I slept early the tuesday morning crying and hoping that when i woke up everything will be ok, but that never happen, i only have a few hrs of sleep and on that day i decided to leave early, i went to hypermaket near to our office i try to forget what happen but it keeps on bothering me, with only 3hrs of sleep i decided to just head to the office and sleep on the quarter, i texted my Team Lead that i will be on half day and i also text nonoy that ill be in the quarters, i cried and i really felt like i am alone that day i decided not to let nonoy know about my situation in the house since he him self have his own problem too, but i know my self, im not good in hiding my emotion especially when im angry or upset.. medyo nag tampo ako kay nonoy but as i promise to him that if in case that i am upset i would tell him why...so i did... and beside nonoy is my partner he deserve to know what is happening to me of all people dapat siya ang makaka alam dahil siya ang higit sa lahat ang makaka intindi sa akin...he is my strength and my happiness... that day nonoy is really worried buti nalang nasa tabi ko siya, if he only knew how much i appreciate what he did...cguro kung pwede lang ni hug na niya ako ng mahigpit to let him know that i really love him...
so after two days of feeling down i decided that i think its about time to change my mood since i dont want to dwell with the dramas of life i know things happen for a reason...i may not know it now but someday i will...

with all this im lucky to have nonoy at my side supporting and making me strong i know we both have our own cross to carry pero im sure everything will be ok...
nonoy thank you for being there for me sa saya man o sa lungkot lagi ka nariyan to make me happy to support me and to love me... i love you soo much...i really really do...

Nonoy + Yuyan = Yanyan ♥

I honestly dont know how to react when nonoy gave me a surprise last Friday (April 16) he was so quiet at that time when he arrives in the office (maybe because he was surprise that our friend Ethel was there) i dint even notice it at first that he was there, but anyway i greeted him and his kinda silent, and he was like "yuyan i have something to give you later and i hope you will like it" and i was like so excited to know kung anu man yung surprise na iyon, he is asking me to think of a cute name na pwede naming ipangalan sa kanya and he came up with the name "yanyan" i was really excited to see yanyan and finally nung inilabas na siya ni nonoy i was like "waw!" it was the cutest teddy bear ever! and the teddy is holding a heart with the word Love written on it...that time i was like OMG nonoy is so sweet, if only i can hug them both at that time and kiss nonoy just to show him how i really love and Appreciate what he did, It was my first time to receive a cute teddy bear from some one who loves me and someone i really really really love, that time my heart is over flowing with joy and if only i can scream i will and i will tell everybody how much i love nonoy and how lucky i am to have him...that Friday shift was one of the best shift ever not to mention memorable din, it was also the birth of our yanyan, now i have something na makakatabi ko every night and when i hug yanyan para ko na rin na hug ang mahal kong nonoy...


So after our shift nonoy and i went to the mall, since its our rest day and we just had our salary we decided to shop a little ^__^ and its been a long time since napunta kami ng mall heheh

Our first stop is at Banchetto, i believe that our last Banchetto was last year of December i think its our product training during that time and it was nonoy's first time to dine at Banchetto, during that time we are just friends and we are with Mitch and Ethel...so anyway we had Sea food rice with aligue which is super spicy (i forgot how spicy aligue can be since its been a long time na hindi na ako nakaka kain nun hehe), we ate at Ortigas park, yun nga lang super init kasi spicy yung food and every time im eating spicy food i sweat a lot, thank goodness i have some paper tissue with me cuz if not ill be super haggard hehe...after that we rest a little, kulitan and xemper picture picture, super kulit ng mga pic namin hihi









after that nag withdraw muna kami ng money sa may Wynsum which is my former building during my sitel days then we went straight to St Francis to look for some goodies! our first stop is at the shoe department...there i a lot of cute and affordable shoes at St Francis but of course you wont expect those shoes to last for long since some of those shoes are just Korean made pero who care's right? hehe... nonoy bought the same shoes that i had last year yun nga lang the price compare to last year is much higher today but never the less it was a good bargain ^__^ and the Lacoste shoe fits Nonoy perfectly!
After ng Shoes we went down to canvas for some cute cellphones, nonoy is planning to change his cp so i help him in finding an affordable one pero maganada, we went across this stall in which i saw this cellphone na i really like its a nokia phone...its a flip open phone and you can twist the lcd to 180 degrees and the camera is at the side, the cool thing about it is that you can see your self when your taking a picture which i really like! nonoy was able to get it for only 900 plus his old cell and the he added 100 for the headset...i was rally happy for nonoy at that time kasi i know he deserve those perks since he is a hard working guy not only that mabait pa na anak he deserve to have good things in life!... so anyway that cellphone is much better than the one we saw in Angono!



After that fun Shopping at St Francis time to go to the biggest mall in ortigas..SM Mega Mall waaaa!!!
Our First stop is at Bench i was hoping to buy a cute polo shirt in bench kaso most of the polo shirt there have map on the Philippines print on the side and Ninoy and Cory's face which i dont like...i was like kailan ba matatapos yung season ng print na yan? heheh so anyway i saw this cute bag and i was like wow! i can put all my kikay stuff at this bag, very fashionable pa xa and its cheap! i can also put my wallet, cellphone and psp on the bag!

we also went to Penshoppe and Folded and Hung were we try different clothes! yung nga lang medyo out of our range so gang fit nalang kami!


after sa F&H we visit Watson one of my fav shop to buy personal product...dapat bibili ako ng veet hair removal pero since i have read a lot of bad comments sa products hindi ko nalang tinuloy...natatakot din kasi ako na baka mamaya eh mangyari sa aking yung nangyari sa kanila hehehe...
last time i bought this gloves from watsons that you use for bathing and it was really nice so bought one again para hindi na ako palipat lipat ng glove sa kamay hehe...since paubos na rin ang lip balm ko bumili na rin ako ng isa pati narin ponds!



at that time i thought wala na akong clothes na mabibili since wala naman kaming nakitang affordable na maganda, buti nalang i saw this mint store and they have a sale, i was aiming to buy a new shirt pero mas ok pala mabibili namin ni nonoy...he bought a new polo shirt with red patter which look good at him! and nonoy pick this long sleeve shirt for me na may stripe pattern na ok yung fit! nonoy knows how pick a clothes!, it was only for 250 and nonoy was shock kasi akala nya eh itwas around 500 or something!

So after that medyo sumakit ulo ko kasi may pinapaliwanag ni nonoy about money and i was not able to get it kasi medyo nalito ako hihi...pag dating kasi sa ganun mahina talaga ako hehe buti nalang nonoy is patient enough to explain things to me so nagets ko rin naman...medyo matagal nga lang hehehe pati mahal ko napagod din hihi sorry talaga ^__^

After that umuwi na kami...nakakapagod man ang araw na yun pero very rewarding naman especially on nonoys part....he deserve to have a little fun and break...

i love you sooo much mahal ko