Friday, March 21, 2008

A time for Him

holly week...my fav holiday, there is something about holly week that is diff...

this is the time were ppol really reflect and be one with god...its just sad bec after this we go back to what ever wrong doings that we sware not to do, i mean like drug addict here on our street they will really participate in the Prusisyon, after a day or two well guess what they are back doing their fav habit, smoking pot, drinking every night and not to mention having sex (no wonder there is so many underage girls who are pregy in our street)...

anyway i should not judge them its their life and what ever they do with it, the hell i care...ryt?

but this is the first time that me and my mom will not watch the prusisyon together coz later we have shift...

how about you? do you like holly week? why?

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

should I quit?

in the city of ortigas, were all people are busy doing their stuff you'll meet ppol that sumhow will be part of your life, ppol you can consider friends and ppol you can just call accauitance and ppol who you will hate and ppol you will keep.

been working in this city for almost 2 years now and I can say that its all fun and hard work, I gain lots of friends that are for keeps and friends that there for you in good times and some of them stay during bad time. I have ate cathy and marian in alorica w/c i really consider great friends, its just that now were on a diff company now so we barely see each other so its hard at first but you have to move on and meet new ones but ofcourse not forgetting the old ones.

here in sitel well I gain new friends, like kattie, maco and rocky, they are my waive mates, kattie left the company while macoo and rocky are still here.

when I move to haband, I gain new friends, like kc, russel and rose….

the thing with them is that we had a misunderstanding so now what use to be fun is torture to me, the tree of them and only me, we all have our pride, we all have our own issues and we have our own belief…

I don’t want to go on details about what happen coz right now im not in the mood, just by thinking about it really frustrate me, and im just forcing my self to finish this…

I really want to leave all this drama behind and start a new one, but this time I will do it differently, I learn from this experience, not to be vey dependent on ppol, not because ppol are nice to you it doesn’t mean they want to be friends with you, not ppol are the same some friends dont value friendship the way other does...

its hard to go to the office seing your ex friends, the environment is not the same anymore,

I say this all to my supervisor and she chalange me to face this, she chalenge me to be strong, chalenge me to stand alone

which is so hard to do…

I want to quit and leave this all behind

Thursday, March 6, 2008

a had him with a smile

i never imagine that i would meet my partner on the street of emerald ave, i mean you don't usually go to the streets just talk to ppol just bec you want to ryt?

i was really having a bad day that time, with all the things that had been happening to the office (friends issues) i just can't take it any more, so after crying my hearts out to one of my faithful friend raq i decided to go home and just get over it, so is i was walking i told my self that things maybe hard but i should never forget to smile, so while listening to the song of splender "i think god can explain" i saw a guy walking his way to the ofc, so we had an eye contact and i smile at him and he smile back, it was weird but that time it was one of those slow moving moments of my life (like one of those slow moving moments in bay-watch we're the girls are like running slow mo...) so i look back and he also look back, but the thing is im already on the stairs of the overpass so when i reach the top, i look at him and he is still there, so i just stand were i stood and he went up...
so he introduce him self and get my no. he told me that he was on his way to the ofc and he is working near our building so i walk with him on his way to the ofc and we get to know each other...

so that's how we met, he is so sweet that he went to baguio with me just to spend some quality time with me, i mean no guys would do that just to spend a quality time with you ryt?

so always smile you never know that your destiny is just around the corner ^_^