His Advise

a friend of mine told me, maybe the reason why ur not happy with ur relationship is bec your always having a relationship with guys younger than you…maybe its about time to find an older guy or a guy same as your age…mature and knows how to handle relationship...one who can understand and compromise

im so bored ryt now…

you know what I think…I think that most of the guys here don’t really value relationship, all they want to do is to meet guys have sex and that’s it…

I just said that bec im frustrated…

!!!PROUD TO BE PINOY!!!

I'm so happy bec things are going great with our filipino talents...

Cherice Pempengco open the door for the filipinos to be recognize all over the world, it really show that if you have talent u will go far...

i've watch her performance on star king to ellen to paul o grady to oprah and now singing with the legendary david poster at the Mandalay Bay Resort and Casino in Las Vegas.i saw her picture with alicia keys and for me it was really something...according to david poster Charice’s performance (I Will Always Love You, etc.) was described as "jaw-dropping," then the audience gave Charice a standing ovation...

of course lets not forget other pinoy who are doing their best on singing like.
madonna desena
charlie green
arnel pineda etc

Journey performed to an electrified crowd at the ELLEN DEGENERES show. The show was taped on May 22nd and will air on May 28th. They performed Separate Ways, After All These Years (From Revelation) and Faithfully. Journey fans that attended reported that the band sounded fantastic and Ellen's reactions to Journey was "WOW!" and "what a tour it will be!" She was totally into Journey!! The audience was on their feet and dancing throughout the performance!

GO PINOY!!!

mommy meets batista!!!

i was out last night having a bad date with sum1..it was so bad that i need to smoke to calm my self...i consume 4 stick of yosi just relax my self and to think i quit smoking last year...

but the day did not end bad coz when i got home, my mom and i have a little bonding moments (at around 2:30 in the am)...i was surprise when she told that she watch wrestling (wwf) and i was like..what?

she told me how batista defeated the guy, and according to my mom Batista is a hottie ^_^
and she's so happy while telling me how batista Punch the guy, dunk the guy...and all i can say is...wow thats great mom ^_^ and yes batista is a hottie jeje (and i was like...geez wrestling would be the last show on earth that my mom would watch and she find it entertaining)

so thanks to my mom my day end with a smile...

i love you mom...

Our Mayor

In his effort to make rizal a beautiful and a meaning full place, he did a fantastic job of wasting ppols taxes by making a huge flower base and putting it besides the streets (for decoration...iguess)for me it’s the most stupid project that a mayor can do to make his town beautiful…

I am so frustrated every time I see it, I mean he could just use the money (our taxes) in other projects that would benefit us, like re construction of roads or he can rebuild light post or a new school bldg or even a waiting shade, instead of using the money for some useless project that will not benefits his constituent...

who ever suggest that project definitely don’t know what his doing

I'm sorry for saying this but the only reason he won is bec he belong to ynares clan who literally did not do anything to our town (im talking about the mayor not the governor) his on the position for 6 years and he did nothing, his always out of the country doing god knows what...

the problem also is the ppol of rizal, they are afraid of trying new official, they settle for the one that they can get money and who gives money…

Should i be bothered?

As i was checking my friendster, i decided to visit my bf's account and i was shock that most of his friends on his friends list are all guys, bi and gays, and i kinda notice that every week, he added a new friend, and when I'm checking it out most of it are men, some are showing their body, some are posing sexy, sum of them, wearing briefs...geez...
i mean you can count the number of girls in his list and they are like 20, its like a menu of guys that can cater in all your needs....
i mean you can find a new bf in his friends list


i mean if you would check my friendster, most of my friends are ofcm8, cousins and friends....(very friendly and whole sum)

should i be bothered by that? i cant help but to think that some of those guys are asking him out...

just so you know, this is not the topic that i have in mind in my next blog...

Are you infatuated?

keep this in mind : being drawn to some -body doesn't necessarily mean that you should commit to that special person. That's where many people make the mistake between love and infatuation.

Just what exactly is infataution? Some years ago, the British rocker Rod Stewart popularized a song called Infatuation. The lyrics went," oh no, not again it hurts so good, i can't understand...". Don't you have that same I-so-called " love at first sight"?

Infatuation is actually imitation love;you feel something about someone but you dwell on the feelings and not the reality about him or her.

When you are infatuated with somebody, you idealize the person -and overlook the negative qualities. That's the danger of infatuation.

source:bloodymary26

and now I have two

cont...

I went to my partners house this morning coz he wanted to talk, he wanted me to hear his paranoia on our relationship and my relationship to some of my friends…he talks about issues like trust and honesty (which I'm not doing with him) we have this common friend name rommel which i met here on the site like 2yrs ago, rommel and i wer good friends, he is my confidant, my adviser and a friend, yes i admit that we had sex but that was before i met my partner, who happen to be Rommel's QA and floor walker...my partner is intimidated with rommel coz first he is good looking second is he is my friend and third something happen between the two of us...i told my partner that the last time i text him is last feb but he does not believe me (w/c as far as I'm concern is true), he text me recently to ask how am i doing and thats it, jeez rommel have a bf who he love so he would not ask me to do something stupid, but since my partner is paranoid he don't believe me, its a big deal for him that i text him, w/c i ask him why are you angry? he is my friend and i met him first before you so i have the right to text him anytime i want

while we are talking I kinda notice that my partner want to know everything about me, even my personal life here in the ofc, at first it was ok that he ask for my friend no. that was before when I view it as if there is an emergency he can let me know that something happen, but while were talking it seems to me that he has an intention of spying on what I'm doing, but his plan did not work because sharen is not answering his text or call, maybe bec she know thats it not her business so she just ignore the text...

In the end my partner beg for forgiveness w/c for some reason I'm tired of hearing since he did that like 5x already every time his paranoia attack him, I told him that what were fighting sometimes can be very stupid, and he admit that most of our fights is his fault...instead of us enjoying our moments together we would fight first then do some make up sex, that is our routine most of the time...

while I'm having problems with my partner, I'm having fun with my boo (my 2nd partner) what I have with him is really different from what I have from my partner, he willing to compromise on thing, he is not paranoid and the moment we see each other we are inseparable, we become we last april 19, and we had our official date last april 20 (while my partner is in pangasinan and I'm not texting him for like 2 days coz he piss me off). well all i can say that it was the best date ever. with all the partners that i have he is the ONLY ONE WHO HOLDS MY HANDS IN PUBLIC WITH HEAD UP HIGH and i was the one who is shy coz ppol are looking at us like a walking sinners ^_^ (and they are all saying burn that fagot). he told me that why would he be shy when the one he is holding is the one he love (OMG KILIG!!!)

as my friend ryan say "he is more guy looking than your partner" and geez I've been dreaming of having a korean bf and guess what he is half korean…

I know that I'm happy with my boo right now but of course I have my fears like is he really into me? You know the typical fears that you have when your in a relationship, but what I do is instead of me worrying stuff that don’t need to be worried I enjoy my time with my boo...

with all this I'm thinking of breaking up with my partner but I want to make sure that my boo will love me the way my partner would love me…I'm playing it safe…I don’t want to be a lone…I know that would be alone in the end of my story but for now I think I can handle two relationship .

cont...

playing with fire...

since I deleted my partner in my friendslist, it has been a big deal with him, he ask me to have breakfast at his place so we can talk it out, so as expected he is mad, so what I did is to explain my side in a malambing way, I told him that I left my friendster open on the ofc and someone play with it and deleted some of my friends, and he is included. as expected he did not believe my lies, he insist that i did that bec im hiding sumthing(w/c true), he said that of all people why him? is there someone who's making us fight? but the bottom line is he does not trust me.

he knows that there are some people who have a thing for me in the ofc, he also know that my ex is my ofc mate and that bothers him coz we see each other everyday…even before I did my dirty act he would suspect that im fooling around,(he even calls me at home to check to my mom if i really went home...he have lots of fears when it comes to relationship...

after the breakfast I thought that everything is ok. so during my shift we are texting and he told me that I havent invited him on friendster, I told him that I would do it at home sine I don’t want to use my acces here in the ofc coz that is the reason why my accnt has been played, but he keeps on pushing me, so i get mad and told him my reason but he still insisting, so i told him that he is paranoid and he dont trust me (which is ryt) so i told him i dont want to text him and will just fix it when he get home...

till then i havent text him, im really guilty coz im playing with two people with emotion and if im in their situation i would really freak out...

cont...

I give in to my temptaion and now im a liar and a bad person

during my desperate days of having a relationship I've look on so many different places to find the one that I love, and now that I have found him, the other side of the story comes in, fighting temptation…I've always question life why is it that when your in a relationship, temptation is all over the place and when your alone looking for one you cant find someone...

I must admit that even I'm in a relationship I'm still entertaining other guys, my coach have a friend and his name is paula, when paula went to visit the ofc he is with a friend and his name is Angelo, I find him really cute, so I talk to him but I never had the chance to get his no. so i told my coach that paula's friend is really cute and i was wondering if he knows his no, to make the story short i already have Angelo's no and we see each other 3 times already, he is really cute not to mention single, so i decide to go on and just embrace the temptation, on the 3rd time that we see each other we decided to get it on...

I'm bad coz im lying on my partner and im lying to Angelo, I told him that im still single, but the way I see it Angelo is also hiding sumthing from me…besides he is too young for me, all he do is go bar hopping and he don’t have any plan on what to do in his life, he quit school to work and having some second thought on going back to school...so he is not a partner material...more of a fuckbuddy thing

so you think that it all stop there, your wrong, since I decided to embrace temptation and just continue being a two timer, there is this one guy who im texting ryt now, I met him in g4m he greeted me there and he happen to find my friendster accnt, yesterday i approve his request to be my friend and he is please on what he saw in my accnt, and now we are planning our meeting...

the thing is he put a comment on my friendster and it sez "my sexy boo" and he put other stuff like "I see the world through your eyes" and I freak out, coz my bf is one of my friend and he check my friendster on a daily basis, so I don’t know that to do i freak out so i deleted my partners name on my friends list...and just this after noon he called and he is asking why he cant access my accnt, and i lie saying i dont know...

I know that what im doing ryt now is wrong and I know that time comes all of these things will come back to me, but the problem is I still do it

its not that I don’t love my partner, I do love him, he is caring, kind and loving everything that you can ask for for a partner, Angelo and Shin are just friends who have needs, I don’t my see my self committing to those two bec they are young, they dont even have plans on what to do in their lives, all they care for is that they go to party, drink, spend money and thats it...so in the end i will still go to my partner coz i know that he is good for me...

geez I cant believe I just wrote this, now everyone of you will think that im a two timer shit who is lying to his partner...and probably happy coz im not your partner

I give in to my temptation and what ever the result is im willing to accept it…I know in the end I will be alone…

Everything is ok

after all the drama in the ofc, now everything is back to normal, things are not the same as it was b4 but sumhow there is no burden to go to work...
it just sadden me coz with kc, i never had the chance to explain my self, ryt now she's been having a hard time with all the accusation of fraud and absenteeism, even russel and rose don't know what's happening to that girl, rose said that kc having a bf make things worst...she did not go to work from tue to fri, i guess her suspension has already been given to her...

after our team bldg in zambales and knowing that my lovely coach had a plan on leaving us bec b4 he him self is also de motivated with all the drama in our team,but he desided to stay, we all agreed to have a new start on everything, no more drama...

after that i had a great start, my conversion are all good and I'm the top seller for the week in our team, b4 its ok if i have two sales in a day but now i have to prove that i can be good...esp now that our account will be growing

A time for Him

holly week...my fav holiday, there is something about holly week that is diff...

this is the time were ppol really reflect and be one with god...its just sad bec after this we go back to what ever wrong doings that we sware not to do, i mean like drug addict here on our street they will really participate in the Prusisyon, after a day or two well guess what they are back doing their fav habit, smoking pot, drinking every night and not to mention having sex (no wonder there is so many underage girls who are pregy in our street)...

anyway i should not judge them its their life and what ever they do with it, the hell i care...ryt?

but this is the first time that me and my mom will not watch the prusisyon together coz later we have shift...

how about you? do you like holly week? why?

should I quit?

in the city of ortigas, were all people are busy doing their stuff you'll meet ppol that sumhow will be part of your life, ppol you can consider friends and ppol you can just call accauitance and ppol who you will hate and ppol you will keep.

been working in this city for almost 2 years now and I can say that its all fun and hard work, I gain lots of friends that are for keeps and friends that there for you in good times and some of them stay during bad time. I have ate cathy and marian in alorica w/c i really consider great friends, its just that now were on a diff company now so we barely see each other so its hard at first but you have to move on and meet new ones but ofcourse not forgetting the old ones.

here in sitel well I gain new friends, like kattie, maco and rocky, they are my waive mates, kattie left the company while macoo and rocky are still here.

when I move to haband, I gain new friends, like kc, russel and rose….

the thing with them is that we had a misunderstanding so now what use to be fun is torture to me, the tree of them and only me, we all have our pride, we all have our own issues and we have our own belief…

I don’t want to go on details about what happen coz right now im not in the mood, just by thinking about it really frustrate me, and im just forcing my self to finish this…

I really want to leave all this drama behind and start a new one, but this time I will do it differently, I learn from this experience, not to be vey dependent on ppol, not because ppol are nice to you it doesn’t mean they want to be friends with you, not ppol are the same some friends dont value friendship the way other does...

its hard to go to the office seing your ex friends, the environment is not the same anymore,

I say this all to my supervisor and she chalange me to face this, she chalenge me to be strong, chalenge me to stand alone

which is so hard to do…

I want to quit and leave this all behind

a had him with a smile

i never imagine that i would meet my partner on the street of emerald ave, i mean you don't usually go to the streets just talk to ppol just bec you want to ryt?

i was really having a bad day that time, with all the things that had been happening to the office (friends issues) i just can't take it any more, so after crying my hearts out to one of my faithful friend raq i decided to go home and just get over it, so is i was walking i told my self that things maybe hard but i should never forget to smile, so while listening to the song of splender "i think god can explain" i saw a guy walking his way to the ofc, so we had an eye contact and i smile at him and he smile back, it was weird but that time it was one of those slow moving moments of my life (like one of those slow moving moments in bay-watch we're the girls are like running slow mo...) so i look back and he also look back, but the thing is im already on the stairs of the overpass so when i reach the top, i look at him and he is still there, so i just stand were i stood and he went up...
so he introduce him self and get my no. he told me that he was on his way to the ofc and he is working near our building so i walk with him on his way to the ofc and we get to know each other...

so that's how we met, he is so sweet that he went to baguio with me just to spend some quality time with me, i mean no guys would do that just to spend a quality time with you ryt?

so always smile you never know that your destiny is just around the corner ^_^

should you dump a potential partner just bec of how he look?

I always envy those girls or guys who are really not that good looking but somehow they manage to have a hot, sexy looking partner, my friend call that true love, and I agree to that… I know it’s a cliche that we would always say that you don’t go for looks that in time it will wear out, but in reality somehow looks does matter...i mean you don't want to be seen by someone who looks like your grandfather or your household boy when your on a date right?

now a days, with all the media frenzy dictating us how we should look, its hard to find someone who will really get the time to know you and what kind of personality you have, in the bisexual world some guys would ask you out, but not for dinner date but mostly for sex, and when they hit it up and they happen to like each other then the getting to know part will come, i must admit that i met my ex bf like that but we never last, he dump me bec his parents would be in the country and he is afraid that he might get caught, i mean please how lame is that, he can just tell me that he don't want me rather that saying that lame excuse right? so anyway I'm not saying that all bi are like that, well most of them are...

a good friend of mine, bleach go out on dates almost every week, he told me that looks do matter to him for the reason that I mention above, he don’t want to be seen on public with a guy who moves and act like a girl or what we call effem, or a guy who is old enough to be his dad and young enough to be label as cradle snatcher, so i ask him so what are you looking for? and he said a buff guy, who look like a model and good in bed... i mean please were can he find a guy like that? and of-course a guy like that would think twice to go out with him there are thousand bi there who is more good looking than bleach...the only thing about him that i like is that he never looses hope to find his ideal partner, w/c as of now he haven't found....so he would spend his time looking for guys in g4m and manjam. bleach is the kind of guy who he like is dictated by media.

a bout me well I haven't found that someone who would really take me seriously, who would get to know me despite of how I look, I do admit that sometimes when I go on dates I would end up rejected or gain one more friend for that day…hay and they would all say the same, cut your hair and you'll find what your looking for...

maybe my partner is in france….

Should you go for looks?

I’m about to sleep, and I have this friend who I just talk to a while ago, well I met him here so I don’t know him that much…well as we go along he told me that I look good, and I don’t believe him coz its not true, somehow I look nice on my pictures coz I know my angle, just like every body here, ofcourse you will not post your worst pic here right? How would find your partner or how would someone ask you to have sex with them if you look like a wasted shit in your pic. So anyway I show him some pic (my recent and the old ones) he told me that I’m more nicer with short hair, I told him that I have my reason why I grow my hair, one of that is to find someone who would really appreciate how I look like having a long hair, coz in this world well most bi don’t really go for personality, most of them would go for sex then personality follows…w/c I think some how is wrong if you would want to find someone who will love you seriously…

So anyway I don’t like how are conversation end maybe I misunderstood him or he just have a bad sense of humor (the kind of humor that pisses ppol off), coz he ask me to watch this white guy in you tube who is speaking tagalong while cooking adobo, I told him that the chef is hot and then he told to “why dont watch that adobong manok again ?? hahaha !! maybe somebody who look like him will come your way... hahahaha !!! not bad huh !!!...its not funny esp. for a guy with low self esteem …then he said “just kidding. just wanna make u smile again..”

Just want you to know its not funny

Story of My Ex...

my friend bleach went out on a date yesterday with a guy who like him is also looking for a potential partner, so they decided to meet up feb 14 8am well as expected bleach waited for 1 hour and a half for his date, at that long period of time he almost decided to go home and just forget about the jerk...what happen was the guy his suppose to meet run out of battery so he decide to go to a friend and charge for a little while, but he text bleach that no matter what he will still go (so before leaving home make sure that your phone's battery is full...pls)...

so they meet up, eat and talk, but bleach know that there is no spark, thank god he make it a point not to invest to much time and effort for a guy w/c he is not sure, and thank god he did...

while having lunch terrence (the guy) is telling something about him self, bleach as a person is really not that talkative he is more of a listener, so they talk and suddenly terrence keep on talking about his ex, how they love each other, support each other, fight with each other, how his ex looks good dressing like a woman, how he wants to put some make up on his ex face, how he take 20 pills when he and his ex fight, and how his ex promise him that even he have a bf he will still steal him from the guy.

waw during that time bleach wanted to leave and just tell his date to go to his ex and fuck each other...so bec bleach cant stand it anymore he change the topic and ask..."so do you know your way home?"...

1. so the question is should you talk about your ex when on a date?

it only means one thing, the guy is not yet ready to have another relationship, he just misses his ex...

my poor friend...

Expectations

Expecataions can give us hope but it can also let us down...

Should you expect something from a friend?

Expecting the world to treat you fairly
because you are a good person
is a little like expecting the bull not to attack you
because you are a vegetarian

Unhappiness is best defined as the difference between our talents and our expectations.

Treat a man as he is, he will remain so. Treat a man the way he can be and ought to be, and he will become as he can be and should be."

are you a relationship type of bi?

In the kind of world that I have few relationship survive, you can consider your self lucky if you and your partner last for 3 years…sum would even be happier if they reach 1 year.

everytime i visit site that promotes bisexuality there is a lot of single guys, they have their own reason why they go there, to find love, to find someone who will fuck them or to look for someone who they can fuck, and majority of them look for sex...

So the question is, do most bisexual settle for a relationship or they just go for SEB?, do some of them think that having a relationship is just a waste of time and effort or they don’t want to get attach coz eventually they know that it will not last…or maybe some of them are shallow and don't really look for a deeper connection or simply they dont love the guy that much? or they dont want to get hurt by the thing called LoVe...

(this is only my opinion and how i see things so pls dont get me wrong

russel is a friend of mine, he is the kind of bi who dont believe in relationship, i ask him why not? he said he "i dont want to get hurt, i dont want commitment, all i want is sex..just plain sex" and that work for him...i can say that he is the Samantha Jones in our group, he have lots of guys but never take them seriously.

and as for me well i dont know...
in my case I never experience a year, or even half…the longest that I have would be 4 mo and after that it decrease to 2mo and then 1…what is wrong with that picture? Why is it that I cant stay in a relationship that would last for atleast a year? Do I suck in handling it? do i have the problem? i have no idea...what is it that im doing before that im not doing now...

after carefully analyzing, I guess here are some factors, one would be my work, Kc and Russ would tell me you cant have both at the same time, your successful in your career but you don’t have a love life or the other way around…you will consider your self lucky if you have career and love at the same time...second factor is the time, my schedule is at night so i would spend my day sleeping while most of the ppol roam around going on dates and finding the time to be with their love one, so i say to my self why not look in the same industry, so i did that, the second problem is we dont have the same restday so one would give up sleeping just for you to have a little time. i remember this one guy that i date before he said " if you want it you'll find time " and he never did what he say after that =)

I guess also the choices that I make and the decision that I do. I would meet guys or go on dates but I do not invest time and effort, coz I know that im going in circles, running around and I keep on tumbling down…

and maybe im looking for love in the wrong places…

or maybe im just making excuses...i dont know...

^0^...the CliEnts...-_-,

geez im sleepy again, I need to stay a wake and focus on what im doing, or else ill mess up all my call…I felt guilty on my first call, an 82 yrs old lady want to place an order, and when im asking about the code, she cant find it, and she cant understand me bec she had a hearing problem, if i talk fast all she hear are woosh sound, so i have to talk really slow, things are going great at first, but when she cant find the code i get a little bit irritated, i ask her to find other flyers so that she can see it, she did see it but it took her a long time, i was kinda shouting at her or im sounding very sarcastic (i know im rude) just for her to know were the code is.all im thinking at that time is my self, i just want to get the code and get over it, i never imagine how hard it would be on her part and she just told "im so sorry dear i really cant find the code that your asking me...i really feel stupid right now...(with a mellow sweet voice)...im sorry im stupid...and i was like crushed and ashamed of my attitude...and at that time i feel really rude and stupid...im so ashamed of what i did, i know that we are working with old poeple so i my self should have a little or lots of patience...OMG...
well the thing is, not all old people are apologetic some of them will just shout at you, and some have Bad attitude, they will talk to you like your shit! and i hate it...

the americans are here...no sleeping session for me!!!and geezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz it is super queuing...

Adventure of a Lifetime???

One of the reason why I leave teaching is to have the best experience that life can offer, I want to go to different places, try weird things, meet different people and to do what is prohibited…well im not talking about drugs, but other stuff that makes life more exciting. i met this guy online, he is nice and cool, he is an american who have a pinoy lover we've been chatting for quite some time now and he ask me this weird question that really get me into thinking, he ask me if i would go for an orgy party that he and his lover will set up, i had never been to that kind of party and i dont know if i will go, i recieve a text msg asking me to confirm if i would go, he told me that there will be like 20+ guys...and as of now i havent reply to his text coz ive been thinking about the pro's and con's...
i must say that it would be one of the most daring experience that i can add to my box if i would go...
The question is should i go?

öö>>Singles<<öö

I love watching Heroes, that series is really something, kinda like xmen but more drama and cool powers…I love it, my favorite is Peter Petrelli and Sylar they have the best power, im done with season 1 and im starting season 2…

Im sleepy, but im still focus on what im doing, in the office we had a discussion about love, most of my friends are either single or married. The singles (including me) are talking about having a good career with no love life and no sex life, its true that most of us here have good career and also most of us is dreaming to have our own partner, in the schedule that we have, i dont think will be able to find one, you'll be lucky if you find your love in the same accnt like raqs and anelli, the thing with our accnt is that all of the guys here is either bi or gay and the str8 guys is either merried or have a girl friend. personally i thought that having a internet connection will help me to find a love life or maybe just a fling, but i guess its the opposite, it only frustrate me how some ppol can be a snob or abnormal, not only that, im not that good looking and i dont have the body that they desire, the only thing that i can offer is that im presentable and nice, most of them are shalow, esp that site...im thinking what is it that im doing before that im not doing now, before i used to have lots of suitor but now i dont know...

maybe I should do it in a diff way for a change, personally im tired of looking, it only frustrate me how some guys can be very shalow what i mean is that they only look at you if you have what they need and personality will ff, i know someone that will go for a goodlooking guy with low IQ, and lately its not how much you love a person now its how many round can you do and are you satisfied im not saying all so pls dont get me wrong, that is my observation.
I have a nice career and if I don’t have a love life…well just deal with it,, focus on the good stuff, I mean I have lots of friends who can make me happy...

i have been busy lately so i dont have time to visit the gym, but i promise next week ill make up for it, and this year i promise to be active, i want to have a sports either swimming or badminton, its crazy but i want to try boxing hehe i think its cool, coz everyday i pass by elorde gym in ortigas and its pretty cool..i just need someone who will go with me, just like cyndy...what ever happen to her, i text her but she never reply on any of my text or answer any of my call i ask russel if cyndy is texting him but he gives me the same answer...