Monday, December 16, 2013

I wonder...

I just finished reading someone else's blog, well I did not read all of the content I just read those that interest me, I have to say that her life is full of love, fun and happiness, not to mention a cute husband who loves her so much. I wonder if someone will take the time to do what I did on her blog browse through all the content and read it till the end.

I need to make my life more exciting, My life is a bit boring...I hope next year something change...and I need my blog to be fun and exciting, i will put a lot of pictures and less blah blah ^^

Thursday, December 12, 2013

Vacation Plan for next year??

So I have been blogging about mostly what's going on with my life, its time to blog something different, something that I like ^^ which is fashion!!!

I may travel by next year (hopefully) and I have been thinking about what I would wear just incase that happen. I am looking at yesstyle.com for some inspiration and hopefully I will be able to full it off ^^ I just need to save up some money haha so here is the 1st look that I like.





I really like this style, its simple and very classy ( I just hope it will look good on me ^^ ) I like wearing shorts especially kung marami kayong pupuntahan na lugar, its very comfortable rather wearing a jeans. This style is nice if you are going on a beach, but i think you can wear this anywhere. I love the sandals that he is wearing I think its a good alternative for loafers, I  just hope I can find the exact or at least similar to what he is wearing.











This one is nice as well, I think I can full this off, parehas kasi kaming payat like the model ^^ I like the color of the polo and yung white na nasa collar at yung nasa braso. The only thing I dont like about wearing polo is that hindi ako comfortable sa kanya unlike wearing shirt, siguro dahil hindi lang ako sanay... The 2nd thing I like on this get up is the pants somehow it flatters the model and my only problem with this is I dont know where to buy this type of pants haha...How I wish I can make my own clothes...
I think I need to invest on a good belt as well, it add up to the whole get up ^^





 If only my body is like his, I will not have a problem in wearing a sleeveless tops. Every time I see a guy na maganda yung katawan, I am so ingit ^^ and wishing to have the same body that they have, sabi ko nga kung na kakabili lang ng katawan, pag iipunan ko talaga yun ^^ magastos kasi mag gym hihi (excuses)

So going back to what his wearing, this is very nice especially during summer, well there are some guys who also wear this type of get up if they are going to the mall or to the park and again I wish I can full this off..




For next year, my goal is to gain weight para mas ok ako tignan sa sleevless tops!












And finally my favorite, the basic v neck shirt. I dont think I will have a problem on this department since I have a couple of v neck shirts. I love the pants that he is wearing, its simple and the color is nice, but i dont think this will look good on me, I need to be super puti para mas ok haha

Comment lang ako dun sa guy, I cant help but to envy how nice his nose is...my gawd its so matangos ^^ I want!! Kahawig pa nya si Chan Tan San ^^

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

Welcome Back CS

So I am back again to my original department, I am a bit happy and sad at the same time. Happy kasi I miss my original team, I miss my boss na masungit pero mabait, I miss my station here kahit na medyo hindi maganda, umm ano pa ba..malapit sa cr..yun haha. Sad naman kasi dun sa ccp, karamihan ng tao mabait, friendly lalo na si Tl Joan, naramdaman ko talaga for the period of 1 week na ka team nila ako, I will aslo miss my station there na super tago na nakakapag cellphone ako ng walang makakahuli, nakaka panuod ng youtube na hindi ka mangangamba na makikita ka kasi nasa sulok ka haha and the last part na ma mi miss ko ay yung hindi kami nag ca calls
Siguro if that incident did not happen I or me and Reah will still be there, some how I mess up, iba kasi yung access namin sa access ng taga CCP so I was not able to see the fraud account, well TL told ,me that its not my fault and I should not feel bad about it, and to be honest I don’t feel bad about it, ok lang sa akin, somehow I know I did my part and kung may mali man ako nagawa the next thing to do it to move on and try not to make the same mistake.
On a more serious side, I was able to go to clinica manila yesterday to have my test for HIV, the weird thing about it is that they never told me that a doctor would need to interview me after the blood extraction, so when I got home the text me first asking me if I can go back to the clinic, I ask them if there is a fee for that but they did not reply, I am guessing that there is haha, also after my blood extraction, kuya called me up to let me know that he is on the house but he cant get in since naiwan nya yung susi nya…so I immediately hed home because of that… The only thing I need to worry now is wheather it will be positive or not, but I am hoping that it would be negative just like the last time, I am just concer because of what is happening on my body, like I am loosing weight, I have a cough and cold and I always have a tension headache… Oh lordy, I do hope that everything will turn out ok, I still want to live healthy.


Well that’s it for now J

Monday, December 9, 2013

Surprise!

Me holding a Taho, my favorite breakfast in the morning ^^
one of my simple joys!
Start of my week again :) I am now in the office and i just finished the last batch of orders that i need to verify... My boss is on lunch and I will take mine around 5:30am...

I would have to say that last week is full of surprises, why? well I have been stressing last week on how I can budget my remaining money till this week, I only have a few left and naaawa na ako sa savings ko because its running out -_-... But then, I was surprise that Steve has sent me an early Christmas gift ^^ and Oh my gosh It was like someone splash a super cold water on me, na gising talaga ako and the whole day I was thanking God for that blessing, I really did not expect it, as in!
I was able to breath because of what happen, atleast now I dont need to worry about the following days on when I am going to get money, and not to mention I can give some of it to my mom so we have something to prepare on Christmas! Again Thank you Lord, and thank you sooooo much Steve!

Seryoso naman ako dito haha 
Come what may but I do hope na hindi naman
sana mangyari sa akin yung kinakatakutan ko.
So earlier today I woke up early to do my laundry, but then the new washing machine na kabibili lang ni kuya is so hard to operate, I am scared that i might destroy it, funny thing on that machine is that it does not have a drain option, so i have to press a lot of button just for me to figure out how to drain the water, ending...I give up, so I decided to just rest and I plan on searching a video on youtube on how to operate it, well I looked at it now and there is none!... but then I decided to hand wash some on my clothes kasi ang aga pa and I dont want to waste my time doing nothing, so i did, i was able to finished it off and i was very tired...hayz haha

after that, i rest and went to the barber shop to have my hair cut! I have waited for 30 mins for me to have my hair cut but that kid, and not to mention i am sweating a lot for that place is hot. Non the less I got the cut that I want :)

Kahit anung mangyari cute pa din haha
So tama na ang pa cute, haha... now on more serious topic, I was alarm to receive a message from a friend asking me if I am sick, like HIV or AIDS sick...I had sex with him a few times and as far as I remember I always used condom, but then again I dont know. Ever since Jay and I broke up I have been engaged with some several activities involving sex... after being in a relationship for 3 years it was like I got freed and have sex with every guy I meet on line, I have to admit that I got out of control... So when I receive that message I immediately got nervous, i dont know why but maybe I am at high risk... so I have read online some of the symptoms of having HIV and well I can relate to some but not to all...especially the part that if you are infected you loose a lot of weight... hayz
So basta before I go home today I will get tested, may malapit naman na clinic dito so I can go there after, and i have the money to pay for the result, I got tested before and I was negative, I am hoping to have the same results...




Thursday, December 5, 2013

New Department

So they decided to lend us to the Credit Card Processing for they have a lot of orders that they haven't verified. I am now sitting on my new station (yes they moved us) and I like where I am seated ^^ I am at the corner and I can browse freely haha, yung nga lang I cant enjoy watching youtube kasi yung port dun sa headset ko is not working so i need to use the one in the back (asar)... but non the less everything in ok...

Muntik na ako ma late kanina kasi nag kamali ako ng calculation sa oras, 12 na nga pala pasok ko and gumising ako ng mga 10pm, dapat pala hindi ako nag facebook non para hindi ako nagahol sa pag pprep, hindi tuloy ako nakapag ayos ng mabuti... naligo ako for like 5-7 mins and nag bihis ng mabilisan, dito na ako nag lagay ng wax, and as usual hagard sa byahe... One thing na na enjoy ko lang is may sumakay na super cute guy dun sa may metrowalk and he is super uber cute haha I can still remember his looks, my ideal guy, matangkad, maganda built ng katawan, maputi, i love his cheek bomes and his nose, hays tapos my dimple pa hihi... may kahawig sya na arista... nice din pala sumakay ng jeep paminsan minsan haha

So now I am not doing anything, they are requesting for my email to be change, dumating na din yun kalapit ko her name is Joyce Jimenez sana mabait... well anyway i need to end this... need to look busy ^^ 

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

New Blog update

So inumpisahan ko na yung layout ng new blog ko for next year and Im not feeling it yet. Its boring, siguro kasi wala pang post and draft palang... I want it to look nice and I want it to have my personality pero hindi ko pa xa na a achieve. I saw my friends blog yesterday and its really nice, I want to have the same haha ingitero lang...well syempre makikita ng mga friends ko yun so atleast yung presentable naman at cute.. I remember I was able to make a nice blog for my business yung vmobile na sa ngayon I dont know na what happen to the company... I will try to do it at home nalang siguro, dito kasi hindi ko magawa ng maayos kasi may calls o kaya an daming distractions...

Im loosing weight again, ang hirap mag pataba, especially now na medyo tight ako sa budget, hindi ako maka all in sa pag kain...well as I always say to my self that this too shall pass, makaka bawi din ako...maybe not now pero im sure makaka bawi ako...

There are some things that I want to put in here but i guess its not the right time yet, i dont want to jinx it but it is something exciting and it will all happen next year... for now I will leave it all to God who will decide what will happen to my future. Amen

Monday, December 2, 2013

December!

Its already December, just few more days and its Christmas! The most wonderful time of the year… Well Financially not for me, I guess no Christmas shopping for this year : ( but I guess its ok, I still have a lot of things to be happy about like I am healthy same sa my parents, I have a job, though the salary is not that big but at least I am earning and I am doing something, I can access the net here in the office and update this blog. So there, I may not buy a new clothes or a new shoes this year but its ok, I still have my family and friend who I love and cherish…I kinda miss my cousins though.


Also I am planning of creating a new and Improved blog for next year hahah, this one sucks, I cant even change the layout, its so boring : ( But this blog will not be forgotten, I will still put a link so that I can access it anytime, I have a lot of good memories in here, but I guess its time to create new memories : ) and that excite me ^_^

Thursday, November 28, 2013

Selfie Friday

I noticed that this blog is boring and there is not much picture to see haha

So now I will be posting some of my proudest Selfie ^_^

Selfie Overload haha 

sakit ulo pose ^^

My Eric (My Husband's Lover) inspired look ^o^

Silaw pose haha

Another Eric inspired look


Yes...masakit ulo ko hahah

Alaska Yogurt drink endorser ^^

The following is just my relax chill pose





Palying with emotion






Feeling model lang







Ang dami hahah sana sa makaka kita nito hindi ma umay ^^

Wednesday, November 27, 2013

Black Friday


Who the Hell invented the Black Friday sale? hahah ayan tuloy ang dami ng calls!

But i guess with out Black Friday I wouldn't be here...that's the reason they hired me to be off help in taking in calls...

Thank goodness because most of the call is just an inquiry hahah

I think there is a problem on the site due to the number of people placing order on line... oh well


Tuesday, November 26, 2013

I MOVED ON

So since its ok to browse here in the office I have the time again to continue this blog.

My last entry was last June 17, 2013, and I was talking about how I would hold on to my relationship with Nonoy and how I notice that he is not the same with me anymore. Well that time I thought that he is just having a hard time with his work but then on his part his feelings for me is already fading. Well that's life!

Its been how many months now and I can say that im fully recovered on that sad event of my life. I guess my friend Sam is right, maybe Nonoy's chapter is about to end on the day that he accepted his job in Kuwait. I must admit that it was really hard during the fast few months, I would cry my self to sleep and blame him for what ever fucked up things that is happening in my life. Thank god I have some few good friends who opened my eyes and help me get through with all this drama. After that I decided to let go and move on. Nonoy and I talk over facebook and some how we are ok.

I never thought that I will be working here, Nonoy's previous company and im slowly liking it in here.

So now that I am ok and things are doing good with me (except financially), I am now ready to embark on a new journey, I dont know what life holds for me but I am willing to go crazy! I only live once so might as well be crazy right!? haha
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So that's it for now. Sad that I cant change the layout of this blog for some unknown reason. This blog is so boring...so I guess I am boring to hahah

Monday, June 17, 2013

Song about relationship

Another day has past and still im playing the same song over and over, I have no idea what's with this song but somehow this song really made an impact in me. Well the song is about a relationship that is about to end but still they dont know if breaking up is the best way to go or just stay together and try to work things out, if they can not say goodbye with each other well i guess they deserve one more try.
Im thinking about my own relationship with non, somehow, for me, i feel like its not the same with us anymore, I guess distance has something to do with that and his condition in Kuwait, I know that his job is hard and not only that he needs to be a good housemate to his work mate who's attitude is not that great. I began to notice that non is not responding anymore when i tell him I love him, it would sometime be a dead air or just no response at all and he barely say he missed me. I am not really mad about that, i told my self that maybe he is really tired and i know that he is going through a lot so I just smile and understand him, maybe once he come back here things will go back to the way it was, I know that he needs to put a hard exterior because if he shows weakness other people might take that as an advantage.
As long as I can and as long as he love me, I will hold on to our relationship, just like what normal couple would do if someone needs to go to a far away place. I will wait for him and I will understand him. I just need to think about the good memories that we had before he left the country and I guess communication is the key, I will still leave him messages though sometimes he is not responding, specially now that Ramadan is about to take place and he was more task in the office.
I will be a good partner to my non and be more understanding of our situation, I trust that he will also do the same.
I miss you so much non, i know that you dont normally say it but i feel it :) I will always be here for you and I know that we will be together as long as we can.
I love you non

Thursday, June 13, 2013

High Hopes!

One more day and its my rest day again :) I am really looking forward this coming weekend because I will be meeting my friends so that we can talk about our up and coming business which is a tutorial center, I think it would be a great investment for the money that I saved. I texted Joan earlier and she told my that she went to DIY to check out some mono block chairs and table that we can use, she will also talk to the owner of the place so that they can discuss the rent fee and possible reconstruction of the floor. On Sunday we will meet up and Joan will show us the business proposition.
I have high hopes for this business and I know that this will be successful. I already talk to Non about it last night and he is ok with it as long as I will study the business proposition, I just need to find a way to tell my mom about it. 
Im still thinking if I will go to the gym tomorrow, my session earlier is really tuff but I am not giving up especially now that I am seeing some awesome changes in my body :) haha im exaggerating, though I am seeing that my biceps is improving :) I just need to continue this and hopefully in the coming months visible changes will show. Kuya Jojo is really helping me and motivating me and I am really inspired with that, what im paying him is really worth it :). I am thinking that If I go tomorrow I might not do the reps properly because my biceps are still sore, but I heard that if its sore then you should really go and do it... Anyway bahala na! haha
I still have colds and cough but I notice that its slowly fading haha Smart C helps a lot and drinking a lot of fluids...
Well that's it for now :) 

Tuesday, June 11, 2013

Whats UP!


Its been 3 months since my last post and a lot of good things happen

But I will not go into details. I will write what is happening now.

Well I finally had the courage to go to the fitness center and take my first step toward having a good and healthy body :) I have Kuya Jojo to help and so far so good, I must say that I am very motivated now than I was before, maybe because I want to show other that I can do it and I can change, I want to know them that
I can be better especially to that guy...I really hate him and his minions. I can show them that I can
do it better than they can! and of course I want to have a better appearance as well so that when
non bear saw me he will love me more hehe, I have not told him yet about this because I want to surprise him :)
I was so excited to go there earlier but my personal trainer is not in the gym for he has this thing that he needs to do, but non the less it was ok :)

So kuya Nat, my housemate will be getting married this coming Jan 20 he and his gf finally decided to take their relationship to a whole new level. Well the way I see it, he got his girl pregnant so that's a proper thing to do. I just don't know what will be my fate on that house, I hope they will not ask me to find a new place to live because I am really loving our place and its near to my work place, let's just hope they will keep our set up the way it is.

In the office today, well it was fun, they throw a small party for the trainers who celebrated their birthday this June, we chip in so that we can buy cakes for MJP and Joel. It was, I hope that I will get to experience that as well (fingers cross)

Monday, March 25, 2013

Long Sleeve Drama

So since its a must to wear formal clothes in the office every Monday I have no choice but to comply :)

I blog last week that I went to Robinson's to buy some long sleeves and thank goodness they are on sale that day...So here is the picture of me wearing the long sleeve that I purchased in WallStreet.


Marianne, my senior trainer helped me in folding the sleeves, its really nice though the whole day I felt like I am attending a prom or a party :) haha I need to get used to it... Oh yeah my boss, roamed around just to check that every body comply haha, His only comment to me is that I need to have a neck tie next time :( Argh!!! I dont like to wear tie...waaa hahaha

Friday, March 22, 2013

Amazing week!

Its already Friday and I can wait to go home and take a lot of rest.

This week is amazing and I hope that my Friday will end good as well. Last Thursday morning, Non Non bear and I was able to talk to each other, thanks to Yahoo messenger app, I was able to see him on cam, he is still cute as ever :) last time i saw him was December 7, that's the time that he flew to Kuwait, I was so thrill to talk to him, It was nice, though i only have few hours of sleep but its all worth it!

Today is the last day of training for my Upskill for plus tv, and I will miss my best bud rose, sa wakas she was able to attend one of my trainings, this batch is fun to teach!



Saturday, March 16, 2013

What a Day!

I am so tired right now, but non the less Im happy.

I went to Robinson earlier to buy some long sleeve since in the office the are requiring all trainers to dress up especially on Monday. Wala akong long sleeve na pwede kong gamitin pampasok, I have, but that long sleeve is what you wear if your going to a party. I have been stressing about this last week since I am not use to wearing long sleeve, I dont like the way it make me feel especially now na its summer!

So to my surprise, Robinson is having their 3 day sale today! I went to the department store and oh my gosh, tons of long sleeve is on sale and they are all nice!! then I said to my self " Im in heaven" :))

I was able to spot this two gorgeous long sleeve from WallStreet, I tried it on and I look like a millions bucks hahaha. I tried to find some slacks that will go with it but i was not able to find one, but its ok I have a black slacks and I know it will match my top. After that I went to Mega Mall to check some clothes but they dont have what I need, though I was able to purchase a belt which I plan to use on Monday :)

I also went to Etude House to buy some face mask, I heard that Etude's face mask are amazing so I bought 3, but then I will give the other one to my dear friend Rose.
I bought the Green Tea face mask and then the Essence Collagen Mask and the last on is a Black Head remover :))

I cant wait to use it tomorrow :))

(for the full review of the Etude Face mask just visit my other blog :)  http://whatyurilove.blogspot.com)

Hayz, How I wish Non Bear is here so we can both try it, Im sure that he will like it too! :))

Wednesday, March 13, 2013

To my Non Bear

I have no class schedule for today, so i guess i will just hang around here in one of the empty training room, or maybe later I will go to the floor to visit my friends or maybe I will go to the near by mall to do my grocery since I will have to time to do it this weekend.

There's a lot of things things that I am thinking right now, one of them is my Non Bear, every time I think of his condition in Kuwait, I cant help but to feel sad and lonely for him, sad because I know how hard it is to work in a call center, what's worst about it is that they are required to render 2 hours OT everyday and sometimes they don't have a rest day. They now moved in to their new house and base from what he told me, the room where they are sleeping right now is so small that they need to be in one position, he is also short of money because of the moved. I wish I can just go there and hug him and steal him.

To my non bear, hang on tight mahal ko, i know that you are strong person and i know you can survive this, God is always at your side, Im always praying that he guide you

Sunday, March 10, 2013

My two Best Cousins :)


I am happy that I have two cousin's who are always there to give advise when you need it and is always there to inspire you with their life story. They are the reason why I go back to attending mass again, they were able let me know that I should have time for God for He is always there protecting me and my family as well as my love one's. So far they are right, so now I made it a point to go to church every Sunday despite of my busy sched.

Ate Chin and I are quite the same with regards to our love life and to our life story, we are both gay and we are proud of it. Ate Mau is always there for us to listen and to give advise, she understand us and that what makes her really cool, she tried her best to understand us though I know...sometime its hard for her to understand the gay ways haha, but non the less I love her and Ate Chin. When im with them I can be my self, I can tell them the reason why im happy, I can tell them everything. I am really luck to have them both.

Friday, March 8, 2013

Its Friday!

Last day of work today ^_^

My day is just starting and so far everything is good. Last night Marian ask me if I would like to join them for a drinking session on their house together with the other new trainers, I want to be there but I know that I would need to spend money for the food and drinks. I know that it would be fun but every time I am thinking about the feeling of being drunk in the morning I am having second thought about it, I love to drink and I like how it makes me feel but after that when you wake up in the morning the feeling is terrible, and besides Marian's place is kinda far from where I am staying. So most probably I will not go. I would rather spend my Saturday morning at my parents house and maybe ask my cousin or Joan to have coffee later.

Rose sent me this pic :) something to smile about...
I have no idea why people here love to make fun of Manny...He is such a good guy...

This fast few days, I am doubting my self again, I dont know if I can handle this new position that im in. Somehow they are expecting a lot from us, they want us to know everything, they want us to promote this, they want us to inspire people etc.. I am somehow overwhelm by this. But then again, I also believe that God will not give this position to me if I can handle it, im just being optimistic about everything, im trying to absorb all the things that I can with the hope of one day I will use this skills for a greater purpose haha.

At home in Pasig, I cant wait for that guy to leave our house, when he's there everything is just messy and smelly and I cant do the things that I am supposed to do, He is so annoying though he is nice to me.

Well that's it for now :)

Wednesday, March 6, 2013

"D"


Its hard what d is going through right now, I can just imagine how he wants to go home and talk to his wife. It breaks my heart seeing him cry...but that time I need to be strong for him, so after I talk him out on what he needs to focus on...After talking to him I went to the restroom and I cried...It breaks my heart seeing him cry and knowing that he might loose his entire family.
 
I don't know what would happen to him tomorrow, I don't know if he will still have the motivation to go to work. But one thing is for sure, I know that God will always be at d's side.
 
Be strong D, right now just take it one day at a time... :)

Monday, March 4, 2013

My comfort Zone


I will try to make it a habit of updating this blog, since I'm not doing anything today...i guess this is the right time to do it.
I'm here at the 4th flr, with my team, even though i got promoted and I'm not taking calls anymore i still go here, this is my comfort zone, this is the place that people will not judge me, they loved and respect me for who i am. This is the team that I belong, I like seeing them everyday, I loved talking to them and joking around with them. They are the reason why I go to work everyday despite the fact that being a customer service representative is really hard. They make things easy :)
When ever I'm stress with things, I just go here and they can make things light for me, I guess that's how I survive everyday.
I am grateful that when I came back here, I was handled by people who knows how to motivate and inspire.