Randomness Pictureness

Some pics that i have in my phone...

May 22 nonoy bought me a watch...we have the same design pero diferent color...mine is the white one and sa kanya yung black ^__^

Last May 24 nonoy and i had our haircut at Iwaki, it was a fun experience kasi one of the people who is working there had a huge crush kay nonoy hehe it was really fun kasi yung isang gay (Sandra) na nag gugupit dun kinokontra si Mau (yung may crush kay nonoy) so para lang kaming nasa comedy bar at that time pero its all worth it kasi maganda naman yung naging result ng gupit namin parehas...nest time we visit the sayon ay mag papa relax ako para naman gumanda ng konte ang buhok ko, dapat si nonoy din kaso ayaw na nya..sayang naman...

 first time kong isinoot yung long sleeve shirt na pinili sa akin ni nonoy and so far ok naman some of the people in the office like it!
xempre magaling talagang pumili ang mahal ko!

After the rain

Sana po after this series of tampuhan mag balik na sa dati kasi miss ko na rin yung masasayang araw na mag kasama kami...normal lang naman to sa isang relationship na may nag seselos at nag tatampo...ang mahalaga is kung pano namin to malalampasan at anu yung gagawin naming resolution sa gantong mga issue...im sure and im hoping that after this mas magiging matatag yung relationship namin...
Yes nag ka mali ako sa ginawa ko na nag yosi ako nung mga panahon na nag seselos ako, wala lang kasi akong  outlet para mailabas ko yung nararamdaman ko, that time most of my friends are busy sa work and wala lang talaga ako makausap nun so yun nalang ginawa ko...it help a little pero xempre nadun parin naman yun...i know i made a promise kay nonoy na hindi na ako mag yoyosi and i broke it, so naiiintindihan ko naman yung naging reaction niya kasi even sa mama niya nagagalit xa pag nag yoyosi xa...so this time i will make no promises na i cant keep siguro ill just show him that i will never do it i still believe in action speaks louder than words...kaya nga ako hindi nag kukulang ng pagpapakita kay nonoy kung gano ko siya ka mahal kahit sa maliliit na action lang maipadama ko sa kanya na nadun ako for him...
I cant wait to be with him, im hoping na mapatawad na niya yung ginawa ko...

Selos

Hays... hindi na naman ako matulog today i only have 5hrs of sleep...i have no idea whats happening to me dati naman matakaw ako sa tulog pero nitong mga nakaraang araw nahihirapan talaga ako, super init naman kasi T__T kaya kahit na 3 na ang electric fan ko eh hindi parin ako matulog...

Hayz... yesterday tuesday May 25...its almost a perfect day for me and nonoy kasi nabago sched nya so nag karoon kami ng chance na mag ka sabay umuwi, nung una everything is going well with us, kulitan kami tulad naman nang ginagawa namin araw araw pero yesterday was different kasi we are trying to keep our selves awake since hindi kami naka tulog ng maayos sa sobrang init at sobrang miss namin sa isat isa...so we need to keep our selves awake for the entire shift...ok naman lahat, nonoy is doing his part para magising ako by trying different things and some how he manage to wake me up pero i can say na ako na kapag pa gising sa kanya ng husto sa ginawa kong pag kiliti sa kanya ^__^..so nanalo ako hehe kasi mas gising siya sa akin...bago kami umuwi nag take out kami sa jabee ng food since parehas naman kaming gutom and while waiting for the fx kumain na kami, masama narin yun pakiram dam nuon ni noy medyo mainit na xa...nakasakay naman kami and kakaiba talaga yung feeling pag kasabay mo mahal mo pumasok at umuwi,,, so we are fooling around like we always do...kinuha nya cp nya and its off so he open it... and then... with that simple text from his hs friend, nabago mood ko i can say na sobra ako nag selos sa nabasa ko sa text...kaya pa ako nag selos ay dahil it is un unknow number and it sez there na gusto nyang makipag kita kay nonoy dahil emergency daw nakadawalng text pa xa...i try not to let it affect me pero hindi ko rin nagawa, hindi ko lang kasi lubos maisip na of all the hs classmate pa bakit si noy pa ang tinext nya and anu ba yung emergency na yun na kailangan pa nyang i bother si nonoy para ma meet lang...so there's alot of question na walang malinaw na sagot...nonoy told me na baka daw yun dun sa gathering ng batch nila but with the look of it parang hindi naman kasi iba yung sabi emergency daw and naka Caps lock pa talaga yung word na IMPORTANTE at EMERGENY sana nilagay nya kung ano yung emergency na yun para hindi na ako nag wonder kung anu man yun...to be honest hindi ako na satisfy sa explanation na binigay ni noy kasi parang malabo, he textd the girl saying na hindi xa makakapunta since na sa ofc pa xa....
Hays...ok na sana yung araw na yon nasira lang sa text na yun....nag iba talaga yung mood ko and sobrang selos yung naramdaman ko...ganun pala kahirap yun...ang bigat sa loob...then all my fears suddenly eat me to the fact na hindi na ako matulog that day sa sobrang worry ko...im looking for a better explanation para malinawan ako at malaman ko na wala naman dahilan na mag selos ako pero wala naman...
i went to the ofc at around 5 and hoping na sana matulog ako sa sleeping quarters...natulog naman ako ng 2hrs and muntik pa akong bangungutin sa lugar na yun, ewan ko ba an may old lady na hinahatak ako at ayaw akong pakawalan and on my dreams yung sleeping quarters ay naging hospital and i can see clearly na yung mga bed sa quarters may mga na kahigang patient and all of them are old people and i can see that they are dying...nakaktakot talaga...buti nalang i never forget to pray so while the old lady is holding me and wont let go of me i sited the our father prayer...siguro naka dalwang our father ako bago ako nagising and nung nagising ako grabe yung pawis ko...hays...buhay nga naman mamamatay pa ako dun...T__T

so after nun punta ako sa shower room and nag hilamos and i promise my self na hindi ko aawayin si nonoy...pero hindi ko rin nagawa, pag dating nya hindi naman nya ako pinansin, cguro hindi rin nya alam kung anong gagawin kasi dahil sa text ko ramdam nya na hindi ako ok...nag break kami and both of us have our own problem..siya sa bahay and ako yung selos ko and bago ako umalis ng bahay medyo nag kasagutan pa kami ni mame dahil kay dade...hindi ko na pigilan ang sarili ko kay nonoy i told him na i just want to know kung bakit siya pa yung ni txt at anu ba yung emergency na yun...i never get the answer and i probably wont get it either so hinayaan ko nalang since that day si nonoy ay masama pakiramdam...so hinayaan ko nalang yun...inisip ko kasi na wala rin naman yung patutunguhan so hayaan nalang...mas mahalaga na mapababa ko yung init ng katawan ni noy...so i went to the clinic and ask for biogesic binili ko rin xa ng burger para makakain....so kahit na sumama at nag tampo si noy sa ginawa ko i made sure to it na mainom nya yung gamot at kumain kahit konte...ayaw ko talaga ng feeling na nag kakatampuhan kami kasi mabigat sa pakiramdam bago matapos yung shift ko pinainom ko ulit xa ng gamot and im happy na bago ako umuwi ay medyo masigla na xa...

Bottom line is i regret what had happen siguro hindi ko nalang pinatulan yung text na yun ok pa sana lahat, siguro sana hinayaan ko na lang para hindi na kami nag ka tampuhan , pero d ba kung hindi ka naman nag selos eh hindi mo mahal yung tao? natakot lang ako...nag selos lang ako kasi mahal ko siya...normal lang siguro yun...ang hindi normal ay ako at yung ginwa ko...kawawa rin naman yung friend nya malay ko ba kung emergency ba talaga at pinag isipan ko pa ng masaya....hayz i hate my self...sobra

Hayz, hindi ko rin naman masisi sarili ko kasi yung mga past experience ko before sa gantong mga bagay eh hindi maganda...kaya nahihirapan ako
ayaw kong isipin ni noy na wala akong tiwala sa kanya pero dahil sa ginawa ko im sure na iba na tingin nya sa aki...sorry na talaga...

sana noy maturuan mo akong mag tiwala ulit sa ibang tao at higit sa lahat sayo...

My One and Only

Nonoy's Recent Shoot

here are some of his best shot!

very high fashion

nice!

Relationships

What do i know about relationship? As far as i know there are several types of relationship...

The first Relationship that i know is your relationship with God...some people have a deep relationship with him they may not go to church everyday but they have their own way of talking to him, some are active in church, some will go to distance just to spread the word and love of God...i fall on the first example...i am a catholic christian and i have my ways of talking to God i dont go to church every sunday but i make sure that my relationship with him is always there ^__^.

Second relationship that i know  is your relationship with you parents...i can say that i am more close to my mom for she understand me better and know me better than my dad, there are things i can say to my mom that i cannot say to my dad, my relationship with my mom grew stronger everyday  for we have lots of experiences in life that till now we are facing.


Third relationship that i know is with your friends, in my 28 years in living here on earth i can say that i have found and met all the best people in the world...they are my best friends that up until now even if were not seeing each other on a daily basis we still manage to communicate and see each other once in a while. People who change me and mold me to a person that i am today...from my childhood friends to my elementary friends, high school, college and work friends i can say that i am truly bless to have them as my friends...we may grew a part but our friendship remains. They have seen the best and worst of me but still they are there to help me, support me, advised me and love me...

The Last that i know is your relationship with your partner or with the one that you love...in this field of relationship im still finding my way, this is the only relationship that sometimes im having a hard time coping and understanding how it really works...Right now i can say that on the relationship that i have is by far one of the best...i have never met a guy like him before that even i have a lot of issues with my personal life he still manage to love my and understand me...I really...really Appreciate it a lot, if there is a way for him to read what's in my hear and let him know how i love and value him he would know that i dont want to lose him and i want to keep him forever...

They say that to make a relationship successful you have to give your complete trust and understanding..and i give it all to you...i will give you my all my love and all my trust all my understanding to make this work...i know its that there would be a lot of challenges but if we hold on and make t work im pretty sure that it will last...

I LOVE YOU...i honestly love you

Hair Style

Ill try to write something lite today, i usually talk about my life and whats happening...well ...so far everything is good, me and nonoy are doing great...

So this coming Monday Nonoy and i are planning to have our haircut at one of the salon in our town and we are planning to have our hair dye as well. i told him that i kinda like the highlights of rogue's hair in x men, i have always wanted to color my hair even before because all through out my life i have a black hair and i want to know as well if i can carry the look, anyway if it fails i can always die my hair back...if only i can buy a hair dye in white color so i can do it my self but i guess this kind of color can only be achieve at a salon so it means i have to pay hehe hayz anyway its ok since they can do the job for me...

i have always wanted to bleach my hair blond and wonder how i would look like, G Dragon of Bigbang dye his hair during the time his having his solo career as an artist...i wonder if the color of his hair on this picture would look good on me...

I have been thinking some hair style that can fit nonoy because his hair is kinda difficult to style because of the thick texture of his hair, he has the same hair as allan's hair and what he did is he have his hair grow long then after that he have it rebonded thats why he have a good hair now but it took him years to achieve that but i guess it all worth it heheh
so here are the picture that i think would fit nonoy's hair style...

I think Taeyang hir cut would fit Nonoy, they both have round head and i think nonoy can handle this look, since may pag ka bad boy image naman  siya ^_^

Short hair also look good on Nonoy and i think on this picture Kibums hair style would fit him perfectly, beside they both have ear peircing so i guess he can really full this off...^__^






well im still looking for more hair style that would fit him so ill continue it tomorrow...so i hope nonoy would like my atleast one of my hair style choice for him hehehe

Happy Birthday my Love

Happy 21st Birthday Nonoy!

Mahal ko, i want you to know that im really proud of you!, you have come a long way, from being a simple guy working in SM and now as one of the best agent in our company, despite all your achievements you manage to be the same person as you are, a good son to your mom and a good provider to your family. Kakaunti lang yung tao na tulad mo and i am lucky to have you as my Boyfriend, a sweet, caring, loving guy who is always there for me to love me and make me happy ^__^.

Now that you are 21...i wish you all the best in life! May God always bless you and your family and may he gives you all the success and happiness in life because i believe that you deserve it.
Stay humble and sweet ^__^
I Love you so much!

Its my turn to R_A_N_T

Im not quite sure what is happening to me but this feeling is quite familiar... to make it short... im bored and this day is not a good day or should i say not a good shift...its like half of my calls today are failed and most of the call that i have receive today sucks! if they are not complaining some of them are racist who would think that since there call has been routed to the Philippines we are incompetent and slow learner, you can feel it on the sound of their voice once they knew that they are talking to a Filipino only few of them appreciate what we do...if only i can answer them back when they are ranting about their problem which is really not that complicated i would tell them to get a hold of them selves and think because sometimes they are the one who is making it complicated...hays medyo magulo ba? buti nalang that we Filipino people are resourceful and we think with our brains so we solve the problem with out bothering someone...
Finally i survive this super stressful shift that if only i can log out and just go home i would have done it in a heart beat or if only i can shout at our customer and tell them shut the fuck off i would do that to put some sense on their heads...gawds! waaa now im irate...im sorry but this is the only place that i can rant about them...But you know even if there are some days that i feel like im in hell there is a peace of heaven that lifts my spirit up and that is my nonoy...some how we manage to keep our cool when we are together...so at the end of the day ill go home feeling happy and everything seems to be ok...siguro if nonoy is not at my side matagal na akong na tangal or na issuehan ng PD for being an irate agent...hayz...

Then and Now

its not that queuing so i have the time to make an entry hehe, things with me and nonoy are fine, we are about to celebrate our 3rd monthsary on Friday that would be may 7 so yey! im so excited for that, i told him about my plan on how i would like it to celebrate our special, and his ok with it...hayz im really lucky to have him as my boyfriend he is the best!

so anyway im sitting here at the bay were we all began to take calls i remember seing my batch mate here all of us are new to this account so some of us are quite anxious to take call while some just want the day to end so they can rest...It was really fun, most of us have our own funny experience to tell that we encounter with our customer after a stressful shift me and mitch would decide to eat to relieve our stress, well that was before like first two weeks...time flies and we become close to some of our team mate...i also remember ate maq and regine as our RTR and every sunday ate maq would always put us in aux 3 since it is avail...hayz good memories...

So now that i am back here on this bay with the same team lead a lot has been change, my team mates are new and personally it is not that fun as it was in abay, well im not saying that my new team mates are boring its just that our wave have a different vibe its like all of us our close.