Personal Demons

its been a while since i last updated my blog, i have been busy enjoying life, i still have my demons to conquer and sometimes its unvarable... i hate my self sometimes or most of the time...i am hurting my self in the weirdest possible way...my thoughts are killing me and sometimes its hard to find comfort in your own skin. how i wish i have a personal shrink that i can run to everytime i need someone to put a sense on my head...that would be much easier...
i hope i can survive this...which i know i can...

we went to med central in galeria yesterday and i notice that most of the nurses working in the area have a clear aura on their faces, no trace of stress...i can feel their calmness...i envy that calm feeling that they are emiting through me...then i ask my self if i ever felt that...maybe...but it was a long time ago...i need to feel like that again...and i want it as soon as possible.

vlog 07-12-10

just an updates on what's happening to me!

AIR HEAD

Hmm thinking of what to write ...

There is a lot of air in my head which is not good heheh...

As of now my customer is talking shit about the service that we have provided..

im bored and i want to go home...im listening at two different music...one is for the transfer music of the customer service department and the other is pussycat dolls buttons (which i love so much)

i have low salary for this cut off...i can compare it to my first salary during my training week =(

two of my officemate want to resign...

i hold my customer again...

im afraid that one of this day they will monitor what im doing...holding the customer for the longest time and call camping...hehehe

3 of my friends already left...mia...apple and paula...

im call camping again...i need to pee...i just peed and i did not press any aux ahahah

55 more mins and ill log out yey!

i should quit doing this and try to enjoy the few min buy answering the call on a timely manner

The After Drama

All i can say is im happy that everything is back now to normal...

part 1





part 2

Adjustment

a few days after we moved in together we faced a lot of adjustment...one of those challenges are having a good sleep and a lot more...