PRP3

I was a bit sad earlier because I wont be able to watch the finale of Project Runway Philippines season3, but then I remember that my mobile phone has an analog tv so yey! So the problem is solve.

Another good new is that when i open the tv on my phone, they are doing a recap from episode 1 to the last episode before the finale so it was such a relief. Thank goodness that next sunday is my off so no reason for me to miss it :)

As for my favorite, I want Cheeta and Amor to win also Nel, I believe that anyone of them deserve the title.

I "kinda" hate your husband...

I have this friend that I really love, she is one of the reason why I am happy today. The things is I kinda hate her husband, so in a way I kinda lost my "amor" to her, I know that she has nothing to do with it. Her Mr is a nice and funny person, but personally i dont think that he can be a good father or husband to my friend, its just that my friend is really happy with him so what a friend to do but support her like she supported me before. They split up before because the guy cheated with another girl, but because my friend love him so much she accepted him again in her life.

So anyway I will not disclose the reason why I started to hate his husband. My friend doesnt know that I her husband and i think it better that way.

Talk that talk

Its our 4th day of taking in calls today and so far I still need to know a lot of things. Since I have the experience to talk to the customer, expalining things is easy, but since I am not that familiar with the tools and the information to look for its hard to reason out to the customers.

Hopefully soon I will get the hang of this, I do know a thing or two but I still need to know more.

I think on this day we are taking in calls for 6hrs, I need that, so that I can be more exposed to different situation.

As I am writting this I cant help but to miss my old account on my previous employer, the environment there is different as well that the people, how i wish I can turn back time. I also miss my friends.

When?

Eto na naman ako, nag iisa, and usually pag nag iisa ako, dun pumapasok yung mga gusto kong gawin sa buhay ko at anu yung mga plan ko. So far, till now, all i do is dream. I see no action, wala ako ginagawa to get my dreams. Kaya eto, when i see other people na already doing what they like and they are in a better position, i cant help but to be jealous, then sasabihin ko na nmn sa sarili ko na kaya ko din yun, pero sa katagalan nawawala yung drive ko. I always start something then i never had the courage to finish it.

My mom always told me that "my time will come" and till now I am still waiting for that time. My fear is, dumating yung sinasabi niyang time and I am already old to enjoy it.

I hope this year, maka sunod ako kay nonoy sa Kuwait, I know that it will really help me a lot financially pag na punta ako dun, I want my life to be better, one of my fear is growing old and my life is miserable, wala na nga ako familya tapos im gonna die alone pa :( how sad is that?